familiar faces

*day 3 after the break up*

ponder:
why were me moulded to be a tough, independent and optimistic since i was small? is it that God wants me to prepare me for the break up? hmmm......

sienz... cant sleep late tonight. tomorrow's the first day of the carnival sales. have to wake up early to stand by in case there'll be a big flow of customers tomorrow morning. so.... no dvd tonight. luckily it's still kinda early that i can have some blogging. thank God.... phew!^^
big ko ko back to kl. sent him off through texts. aha~

friends, thanks for the concern. *u know who u are* i'm okay d... no more low mood, no more tears, no more silly and stupid thoughts. except for the fact that i still love him.*fainting? not worth it right? i know that... paiseh... ehee...*

aha~ what to post.... hmm....
oyea.. saw friends. lots and lotsa friends shopped at padini these days. today i saw marie and marilyn the twins with lily.. and mr ng also... days before i saw lotsa long-didnt-see people.=D
saw mr leong with his wife and and and his SON! teeheehee... people from 5S3'05 of SMK Kuching High, remember him? mr leong arrr... ah leong arrr... leong sy jian arr... hehe... he has a son d looOO... bt one or two years old like that. very cute, very clever de ei... hehe...
then i saw the pretty PA teacher of U6S2'07. she remembers me ei... miracle... i wasnt taught by her, but i did greet her when i met her around at school. hehe...
then i saw ms voon also... never know that she still remember me toO... same thing, i wasnt taught by her. only talked to her before during the 2006's merdeka thingy and greeted her when saw her at school.
mdm orlnda also lor... aha~ guess what did she say about the new batch of lower sixers? hehehehe.....+evil laugh+ 'they looked blurrrr...' that's what she told me.:rofl:
and bla bla bla.... lotsa ppl lar... it's a torment to have sarah tan cracks her brain for all these kay? hiak hiakz....






sarah tan is stupid. she still cares for whatever things that gotto do with ian lo.
this evening after my dinner break with ah feng, a quite good looking guy, i overheard a short conversation between andrew and him. andrew told ah feng that ian will be going home around 730pm. cause overtime. they have lotsa things to do and prepare for tomorrow. after then i was thinking of him for quite a long time until he punched out around eight oclock. if back then, i'd tell him to rest more, drink more water and take good care of himself before he went off. and now.... i said nothing. i cant say anything. i dont have the stand to say all these either. can only worry him without his acknowledgement. maybe... will remember him in my prayer at times.-_-"


i like the song 'cant stop a river'. especially the lyrics. a sentence or two before the song ends is nice.
........... cant stop a river from flowing to a sea.. cant stop my heart from loving you....
aha~

gotta stop here. tata... nitey nitez all... everyone in this wonderful world!!
God bless....^_-