*day 3 after the break up*
ponder:
why were me moulded to be a tough, independent and optimistic since i was small? is it that God wants me to prepare me for the break up? hmmm......
sienz... cant sleep late tonight. tomorrow's the first day of the carnival sales. have to wake up early to stand by in case there'll be a big flow of customers tomorrow morning. so.... no dvd tonight. luckily it's still kinda early that i can have some blogging. thank God.... phew!^^
big ko ko back to kl. sent him off through texts. aha~
friends, thanks for the concern. *u know who u are* i'm okay d... no more low mood, no more tears, no more silly and stupid thoughts. except for the fact that i still love him.*fainting? not worth it right? i know that... paiseh... ehee...*
aha~ what to post.... hmm....
oyea.. saw friends. lots and lotsa friends shopped at padini these days. today i saw marie and marilyn the twins with lily.. and mr ng also... days before i saw lotsa long-didnt-see people.=D
saw mr leong with his wife and and and his SON! teeheehee... people from 5S3'05 of SMK Kuching High, remember him? mr leong arrr... ah leong arrr... leong sy jian arr... hehe... he has a son d looOO... bt one or two years old like that. very cute, very clever de ei... hehe...
then i saw the pretty PA teacher of U6S2'07. she remembers me ei... miracle... i wasnt taught by her, but i did greet her when i met her around at school. hehe...
then i saw ms voon also... never know that she still remember me toO... same thing, i wasnt taught by her. only talked to her before during the 2006's merdeka thingy and greeted her when saw her at school.
mdm orlnda also lor... aha~ guess what did she say about the new batch of lower sixers? hehehehe.....+evil laugh+ 'they looked blurrrr...' that's what she told me.:rofl:
and bla bla bla.... lotsa ppl lar... it's a torment to have sarah tan cracks her brain for all these kay? hiak hiakz....
sarah tan is stupid. she still cares for whatever things that gotto do with ian lo.
this evening after my dinner break with ah feng, a quite good looking guy, i overheard a short conversation between andrew and him. andrew told ah feng that ian will be going home around 730pm. cause overtime. they have lotsa things to do and prepare for tomorrow. after then i was thinking of him for quite a long time until he punched out around eight oclock. if back then, i'd tell him to rest more, drink more water and take good care of himself before he went off. and now.... i said nothing. i cant say anything. i dont have the stand to say all these either. can only worry him without his acknowledgement. maybe... will remember him in my prayer at times.-_-"
i like the song 'cant stop a river'. especially the lyrics. a sentence or two before the song ends is nice.
........... cant stop a river from flowing to a sea.. cant stop my heart from loving you....
aha~
gotta stop here. tata... nitey nitez all... everyone in this wonderful world!!
God bless....^_-
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May 23, 2008
May 21, 2008
big ko ko...
*day 1 after the break up*
woke up with swollen eyes agAIN this morning. friends, no worries. not because i cried, but because i piah dvd until around three this morning. 'heart of greed'. 'tang xin feng bao' in mandarin. ehee... baru managed to finish the last episode just now. a nice drama. i love the ending. well well.. the whole story is interesting. people, it's a must watch. aha~
hmmm.... didnt manage to go for a movie today.*sob sob* after a drink with lin and zining at da light around 130pm, carpark of star there full. so........... beh jadi lor....T_____T went visit eboon when passed by travillion. had a short talk.. me and zining then went springie. agAIN... blek..=p went padini to exchange the top i bought tat day with sth special. broad smile i had when walking into padini. after all the hustle and bustle, secret recipe was our next station. i ordered cakes while zining had fish and chips. cakes cakes... wanted to have cakes when having lunch yesterday, but then i brought lunch box. i ordered THREE pieces of cakes. namely chocolate indulgence, chocolate cheese and mango delight. wheeeheee.... but chocolate cheese super sweet. didnt finish that three pieces of cakes. left 1/6 of chocolate cheese, 1/3 of chocolate indulgence and 1/4 of mango delight. wat a waste hor... apa nak buat? couldnt finish mer.. i'm super keng today. whole day i only had that three pieces of cakes. cause wat..
woke up around 10sth this morning. lunch didnt have appetite. after home around 6pm still full with the cakes so skipped dinner.XD not that i didnt have proper meal cause i'm sad arrrrr... just simply dont have appetite to eat.^^
after secret recipe, went padini agAIN to check my shift for tomorrow. ian was not around by that time. then went the face shop to spend money. bought two bottles of nail polish. yeah, TWO bottles. ehee... when got out from there, saw ian around. zining said she wanna have a look on him. so she went in agAIN.
'u sure u wont regret for breaking up with him?', she asked after walked out from the store.
cause ian's engtau she said.
people, not that i wont regret. right from the beginning, i didnt want a break up. i gave him the chance to say break. it's ME who gave him the chance. for i love him, so i dont want to say break.
'you dump him better than he dump you,' that's what ehren said.
i'm supposed to be the one who said break. not that little brat. it should be ME, sarah tan who asked for a break. should be ME!
saw teckshin back from toilet at the same time, asked for the RM2 that he owed me. actually wanna go back to the store facing ian with a smile, just to show him that me, sarah tan, still can live a happy life without him.
waited outside the store. then saw ian and andrew went toilet. i didnt take a look at him. joked around with zining instead. laughing happily.
i know i was just pretending. i've got no choice. i cant let him see that sarah tan is bleeding inside. no,i cant! i have to let him know that i can live happily without him. i have to let him know that!
tomorrow will be going for work. sarah tan must always wear a smile on her face. even facing the bitchy supervisor and S.A. sarah tan still has to be patient. i've lost the person i love. i cant lost my own intergrity.
speaked a lot to zining on the way home. felt like crying, but i've got no more tears to flow...
he's not of worth for me to cry and love him. i know all these. i know it...
anyways, God will bless me and bring me through all these eventhough i still love him. AMEN!
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woke up around 8sth after home. tooO tired. plus plus long didnt have a nap. saw a text when woke up. guess it was from who.....
NEO ZHI YUAN!!!!!! aha~
i thought i saw wrong name at first. when i saw properly at the nick agAIN.. no mistake. it's 'big brother' in mandarin. it's neo zhi yuan. ehee...
long didnt have a chat with him looO... thought he changed his number d....
had a long chat. about two hours plus. hehe.. chatted lotsa things...=D
it's good to chat with him.^^
woke up with swollen eyes agAIN this morning. friends, no worries. not because i cried, but because i piah dvd until around three this morning. 'heart of greed'. 'tang xin feng bao' in mandarin. ehee... baru managed to finish the last episode just now. a nice drama. i love the ending. well well.. the whole story is interesting. people, it's a must watch. aha~
hmmm.... didnt manage to go for a movie today.*sob sob* after a drink with lin and zining at da light around 130pm, carpark of star there full. so........... beh jadi lor....T_____T went visit eboon when passed by travillion. had a short talk.. me and zining then went springie. agAIN... blek..=p went padini to exchange the top i bought tat day with sth special. broad smile i had when walking into padini. after all the hustle and bustle, secret recipe was our next station. i ordered cakes while zining had fish and chips. cakes cakes... wanted to have cakes when having lunch yesterday, but then i brought lunch box. i ordered THREE pieces of cakes. namely chocolate indulgence, chocolate cheese and mango delight. wheeeheee.... but chocolate cheese super sweet. didnt finish that three pieces of cakes. left 1/6 of chocolate cheese, 1/3 of chocolate indulgence and 1/4 of mango delight. wat a waste hor... apa nak buat? couldnt finish mer.. i'm super keng today. whole day i only had that three pieces of cakes. cause wat..
woke up around 10sth this morning. lunch didnt have appetite. after home around 6pm still full with the cakes so skipped dinner.XD not that i didnt have proper meal cause i'm sad arrrrr... just simply dont have appetite to eat.^^
after secret recipe, went padini agAIN to check my shift for tomorrow. ian was not around by that time. then went the face shop to spend money. bought two bottles of nail polish. yeah, TWO bottles. ehee... when got out from there, saw ian around. zining said she wanna have a look on him. so she went in agAIN.
'u sure u wont regret for breaking up with him?', she asked after walked out from the store.
cause ian's engtau she said.
people, not that i wont regret. right from the beginning, i didnt want a break up. i gave him the chance to say break. it's ME who gave him the chance. for i love him, so i dont want to say break.
'you dump him better than he dump you,' that's what ehren said.
i'm supposed to be the one who said break. not that little brat. it should be ME, sarah tan who asked for a break. should be ME!
saw teckshin back from toilet at the same time, asked for the RM2 that he owed me. actually wanna go back to the store facing ian with a smile, just to show him that me, sarah tan, still can live a happy life without him.
waited outside the store. then saw ian and andrew went toilet. i didnt take a look at him. joked around with zining instead. laughing happily.
i know i was just pretending. i've got no choice. i cant let him see that sarah tan is bleeding inside. no,i cant! i have to let him know that i can live happily without him. i have to let him know that!
tomorrow will be going for work. sarah tan must always wear a smile on her face. even facing the bitchy supervisor and S.A. sarah tan still has to be patient. i've lost the person i love. i cant lost my own intergrity.
speaked a lot to zining on the way home. felt like crying, but i've got no more tears to flow...
he's not of worth for me to cry and love him. i know all these. i know it...
anyways, God will bless me and bring me through all these eventhough i still love him. AMEN!
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woke up around 8sth after home. tooO tired. plus plus long didnt have a nap. saw a text when woke up. guess it was from who.....
NEO ZHI YUAN!!!!!! aha~
i thought i saw wrong name at first. when i saw properly at the nick agAIN.. no mistake. it's 'big brother' in mandarin. it's neo zhi yuan. ehee...
long didnt have a chat with him looO... thought he changed his number d....
had a long chat. about two hours plus. hehe.. chatted lotsa things...=D
it's good to chat with him.^^
May 19, 2008
record broken
on full shift today. tired.....
half way working, my waist ached like nuts. couldnt stand straight.*same, old problem* after bearing it for few hours, wore my off duty tag and off i went to the supermarket to buy painkiller. actually the painkiller has to be eaten 2capsules at a time every 4-5hours. but i had only one at a time.*cause i forgotten to read the instruction* painkiller memang painkiller, i was able to stand straight after an hour or so. hehe...
BUT!!!!
around 5sth in the afternoon, my waist aching like nuts agAIN. one more painkiller i had. okay till now. lol...
first time i took two painkiller. normally i dont. only during class when i cant bear the pain. i broke my own record.*applause please*
the universities students are like banduan baru dilepas dari penjara. can see lotsa familiar faces around springie SHOPPING. ****. long didnt go shopping lor... swiped my debit card without hesitation on the first day of the member pre sales. bought myself a sure-luntur-warna necklace, two sleeveless tee and a tee for mum and bro each. didnt dare to buy other shirts. cause most of the time i'll only be wearing UNIFORM! WT... feel so sorry for myself. cause long didnt dress up myself nicely lerh...x_x
U6S3'07 of st thomas.. i saw our loh bong just now. guess he was with who...
DA DANG....
Phekchia. oooooooooOOOO....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... dont throw slippers on me if u all knew it before me kay? cause it's been a long long time since my antaenna last functioned. paiseh....=p
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planned to sort things out tonight actually. but my darling didnt reply my texts. so... failed to do so.
no more breakfast, no more lunch break, no more dinner break, no more picking up and sending off. he no longer bother to ask what's my break time of the day and my shift on the next day. didnt even tell me that he had his lunch break at 1pm just now. just walked passed the counter as if i'm invisible. my heart really broken. it pains. it hurts. i didnt know how to get angry anymore. the only thing i know is pain and sad and tears. held my tears tho. didnt have it roll down my cheeks. didnt want ehren to see me cry. i feel like he looks more like a couple with his supervisor than me. although his supervisor has a fiancee d. but people u know what..... they go break together, he shared everything with her. his problems, his laughters. he shared his schedule to his supervisor and collegues. instead of me.=(
friends, i know he's not worth of my tears. i know i've got to let go. but... i just couldnt help crying. just couldnt help loving him. i'm always eveready for a break up if he wanted since the first day i'm together with him. i'm prepared. i just couldnt stop loving him.
my heart softened after few hours. thinking that he might be tooOOO tired for a talk.
i dont know. the only thing i know is i'm super duper terribly vegetably STUPID. and tat's it.
i miss those days............................................................
half way working, my waist ached like nuts. couldnt stand straight.*same, old problem* after bearing it for few hours, wore my off duty tag and off i went to the supermarket to buy painkiller. actually the painkiller has to be eaten 2capsules at a time every 4-5hours. but i had only one at a time.*cause i forgotten to read the instruction* painkiller memang painkiller, i was able to stand straight after an hour or so. hehe...
BUT!!!!
around 5sth in the afternoon, my waist aching like nuts agAIN. one more painkiller i had. okay till now. lol...
first time i took two painkiller. normally i dont. only during class when i cant bear the pain. i broke my own record.*applause please*
the universities students are like banduan baru dilepas dari penjara. can see lotsa familiar faces around springie SHOPPING. ****. long didnt go shopping lor... swiped my debit card without hesitation on the first day of the member pre sales. bought myself a sure-luntur-warna necklace, two sleeveless tee and a tee for mum and bro each. didnt dare to buy other shirts. cause most of the time i'll only be wearing UNIFORM! WT... feel so sorry for myself. cause long didnt dress up myself nicely lerh...x_x
U6S3'07 of st thomas.. i saw our loh bong just now. guess he was with who...
DA DANG....
Phekchia. oooooooooOOOO....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... dont throw slippers on me if u all knew it before me kay? cause it's been a long long time since my antaenna last functioned. paiseh....=p
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planned to sort things out tonight actually. but my darling didnt reply my texts. so... failed to do so.
no more breakfast, no more lunch break, no more dinner break, no more picking up and sending off. he no longer bother to ask what's my break time of the day and my shift on the next day. didnt even tell me that he had his lunch break at 1pm just now. just walked passed the counter as if i'm invisible. my heart really broken. it pains. it hurts. i didnt know how to get angry anymore. the only thing i know is pain and sad and tears. held my tears tho. didnt have it roll down my cheeks. didnt want ehren to see me cry. i feel like he looks more like a couple with his supervisor than me. although his supervisor has a fiancee d. but people u know what..... they go break together, he shared everything with her. his problems, his laughters. he shared his schedule to his supervisor and collegues. instead of me.=(
friends, i know he's not worth of my tears. i know i've got to let go. but... i just couldnt help crying. just couldnt help loving him. i'm always eveready for a break up if he wanted since the first day i'm together with him. i'm prepared. i just couldnt stop loving him.
my heart softened after few hours. thinking that he might be tooOOO tired for a talk.
i dont know. the only thing i know is i'm super duper terribly vegetably STUPID. and tat's it.
i miss those days............................................................
May 14, 2008
cut
didnt make it to take my blood test report. cheated mum that the report wasnt out yet. but actually i dunno whether the report is out or not.-____-
as if i have a lot of hair to cut. i'll have a major hair cut almost every month recently.
mum dragged me to go uncle richard's place after had lunch at After Three. for a new hairstyle, she said. didnt want to do so de.. cause didnt have any hairstyle in my mind. but, still went to tun jugah in the end. so.......... after more than half an hour uncle richard cut my hair.............
i've got a new hairstyle!!!! woooohooooooo......
truly new hairstyle. which i never thought of it before and never dare to try de.. lol... uncle richard very keng ler... didnt tell him what shape i want and he just had his nice time there cut and cut and cut. but i kesian him lor... he had to get a stool to sit down when cutting my hair.*my hair is no-joke thick!* :rofl: hope that ehren wont laugh at me for that when he saw me tomorrow.x_x
and............
the first one who saw my new hairstyle was................................
my first crush!! instead of my darling. booooohoooo...=D didnt think of meeting him at tun jugah. only thought of him weeks ago nia nia... well.. uni students are having their break. so he came back for holidays from UKM. he's working at G2000. the same old him. still that handsome. only the hairstyle is much different. longer. oooooooOOOO.... hehe...
wanna see how do i look like with my new hairstyle? well... drop by padini then.^^
as if i have a lot of hair to cut. i'll have a major hair cut almost every month recently.
mum dragged me to go uncle richard's place after had lunch at After Three. for a new hairstyle, she said. didnt want to do so de.. cause didnt have any hairstyle in my mind. but, still went to tun jugah in the end. so.......... after more than half an hour uncle richard cut my hair.............
i've got a new hairstyle!!!! woooohooooooo......
truly new hairstyle. which i never thought of it before and never dare to try de.. lol... uncle richard very keng ler... didnt tell him what shape i want and he just had his nice time there cut and cut and cut. but i kesian him lor... he had to get a stool to sit down when cutting my hair.*my hair is no-joke thick!* :rofl: hope that ehren wont laugh at me for that when he saw me tomorrow.x_x
and............
the first one who saw my new hairstyle was................................
my first crush!! instead of my darling. booooohoooo...=D didnt think of meeting him at tun jugah. only thought of him weeks ago nia nia... well.. uni students are having their break. so he came back for holidays from UKM. he's working at G2000. the same old him. still that handsome. only the hairstyle is much different. longer. oooooooOOOO.... hehe...
wanna see how do i look like with my new hairstyle? well... drop by padini then.^^
May 13, 2008
lame
uni students are having their holidays. saw fletcher at springie with his friend.*well..he didnt see me of cause* then saw some familiar faces in padini after my lunch break. they're either ex highians or ex thomians. couldnt differentiate also.
tend to spent alot on food these days. if on full shift, will have to spent about RM10 per day. food there d*** mahal lar... mum seldom prepare me lunch box also... wonder if the budget of RM250 i gave myself for food is enough for this month not. mind u all... ONLY food. no other than that. hardly go shopping these days, so dont have to spent. siGHHHHHHHHH............
blood test report out in these two days. should i go take it tomorrow or on thursday? if tomorrow, will be going with mum and bro. if thursday, will be on my own. then no one will know what's wrong with me. except me and my doctor. and not to forget, my readers too! hehe... when should i go??????
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my darling not feeling well. and guess what.....
i knew it from other people's mouth!!!!
how 'great' is sarah tan!!!
i memang dunno what to do. told him before, if there's anything, must tell me. people, i felt lame and stupid when the whole world was asking if my darling's sick not and i knew nothing about it.=( i felt vegetable-ly lame when others told me that my darling's not feeling well. confronted him and asked what happened to him.. guess what i got after few questions.........
"go out and work. i'm not in a good mood now."
and this is what i told fadzril----> "buat baik dibalas jahat"
bad mood when i got back to the counter. seconds later, there was a bunch of youngsters asking for vacancy in chinese. i've gotto entertain them. tears rolled when i wanted to talk to them. in front of them, sarah tan cried! i felt so not pro at all.. luckily ehren wasnt there. dont dare to imagine what would happen if he's there. colleague shocked when i cried, trying their best to stop me from crying as there are cctv around.
this is the first time that a guy raises his voice on me. no guy around me ever raises his voice on me before. eboon, there were 21guys in our class. think, whoever raises his vice on me?!!
and now, my darling is the first. 'great' huh?
i never cried over the same incident twice in a day before. my darling breaks my record agAIN.
now i know.. being caring is also a mistake. sarah tan raises white flag. i fail to be his gurl. i'm so terribly vegetable-ly LAME!
tend to spent alot on food these days. if on full shift, will have to spent about RM10 per day. food there d*** mahal lar... mum seldom prepare me lunch box also... wonder if the budget of RM250 i gave myself for food is enough for this month not. mind u all... ONLY food. no other than that. hardly go shopping these days, so dont have to spent. siGHHHHHHHHH............
blood test report out in these two days. should i go take it tomorrow or on thursday? if tomorrow, will be going with mum and bro. if thursday, will be on my own. then no one will know what's wrong with me. except me and my doctor. and not to forget, my readers too! hehe... when should i go??????
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my darling not feeling well. and guess what.....
i knew it from other people's mouth!!!!
how 'great' is sarah tan!!!
i memang dunno what to do. told him before, if there's anything, must tell me. people, i felt lame and stupid when the whole world was asking if my darling's sick not and i knew nothing about it.=( i felt vegetable-ly lame when others told me that my darling's not feeling well. confronted him and asked what happened to him.. guess what i got after few questions.........
"go out and work. i'm not in a good mood now."
and this is what i told fadzril----> "buat baik dibalas jahat"
bad mood when i got back to the counter. seconds later, there was a bunch of youngsters asking for vacancy in chinese. i've gotto entertain them. tears rolled when i wanted to talk to them. in front of them, sarah tan cried! i felt so not pro at all.. luckily ehren wasnt there. dont dare to imagine what would happen if he's there. colleague shocked when i cried, trying their best to stop me from crying as there are cctv around.
this is the first time that a guy raises his voice on me. no guy around me ever raises his voice on me before. eboon, there were 21guys in our class. think, whoever raises his vice on me?!!
and now, my darling is the first. 'great' huh?
i never cried over the same incident twice in a day before. my darling breaks my record agAIN.
now i know.. being caring is also a mistake. sarah tan raises white flag. i fail to be his gurl. i'm so terribly vegetable-ly LAME!
May 5, 2008
lesson
Lesson of the day:
there's no need to care so much if none will appreciate it.
*MUST be digested by sarah tan!!!*
being moody is tiring.
sarah is tired
tired of being moody.
sarah wanna be a happy baby everyday!!!!!!!!!!!
sarah doesnt want to be moody!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's much more better to love Lord God..................
there's no need to care so much if none will appreciate it.
*MUST be digested by sarah tan!!!*
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being moody is tiring.
sarah is tired
tired of being moody.
sarah wanna be a happy baby everyday!!!!!!!!!!!
sarah doesnt want to be moody!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's much more better to love Lord God..................
May 4, 2008
tiRED
i miss schooling days
where i can fight with guys around
and share all the laughters
and scoldings together with my classmates.
i miss those days...........................
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some songs to share------> Total Eclipse of The Heart--Westlife and Amazed by duncan james i guess. hehe.... worth listening.
TIRED
guess wat... on full shift tomorrow. full shift on monday. wat a joke! monday ei... u think people will go shopping on monday hia..... ngaiti... saturday and sunday nite d shopped sepuas-puas hatinya still got people go shopping on monday meh.... haizzzzzZZZZZZZ
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happy 20th burfdae,elizabeth!
happy 21st, ee liang!
may God bless u all abundantly!
where i can fight with guys around
and share all the laughters
and scoldings together with my classmates.
i miss those days...........................
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some songs to share------> Total Eclipse of The Heart--Westlife and Amazed by duncan james i guess. hehe.... worth listening.
TIRED
guess wat... on full shift tomorrow. full shift on monday. wat a joke! monday ei... u think people will go shopping on monday hia..... ngaiti... saturday and sunday nite d shopped sepuas-puas hatinya still got people go shopping on monday meh.... haizzzzzZZZZZZZ
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happy 20th burfdae,elizabeth!
happy 21st, ee liang!
may God bless u all abundantly!
May 3, 2008
SAD
most of friends around me would know this:
THREE things i'd do when i'm freakishly sad :-
1. scribbling
2. speeding
3. have a bowl of super hot and spicy noodles.
i did two out of the three this evening --- scribbling and speeding.
sarah is so...................................
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SAD.
springie has this stupid idea -- late nite shopping. every first saturday of the month, springie will operate till midnite. so tenants have to operate till midnite as well.
my darling is on full shift today. supposed to be until 10pm. but he wanted to work till 12am cause springie's management will pay RM15 if punched out after 12am. i didnt want him to work till so late. cause he'll be on full shift agAIN tomorrow. dont wanna him to be too tired juz because of that merely RM15. after he insisted to work till midnite, my tone didnt go well when he wanted to take customer's altered pants from me. i'm kinda angry in terms of worrying. he then no mood. didnt even care to inform me when he went for dinner break. i started scribbling when found that he's got no mood. 6.30pm i punched out. speeded all the way home at 80+ km/h. tears fall when i was on my way home.
some more.... mission failed. actually wanted to change off day with fadzril *another O.A* cause my darling will be having class every thursday started this month.*so his off day will ve on thursday* but fadzril also wanna go dating........ so............... failed to switch off day with him.
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sorry darling.... for the bad tone.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
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it's teckshin's 21st today. bought him two pieces of cheese cakes from secret recipe. shared among we O.As. so it'll be specially from the OAs. haha... he was kinda shocked when i passed him the cakes. guess this is the first time he received cakes from friends?:rofl:
happy birthday, teckshin!
THREE things i'd do when i'm freakishly sad :-
1. scribbling
2. speeding
3. have a bowl of super hot and spicy noodles.
i did two out of the three this evening --- scribbling and speeding.
sarah is so...................................
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SAD.
springie has this stupid idea -- late nite shopping. every first saturday of the month, springie will operate till midnite. so tenants have to operate till midnite as well.
my darling is on full shift today. supposed to be until 10pm. but he wanted to work till 12am cause springie's management will pay RM15 if punched out after 12am. i didnt want him to work till so late. cause he'll be on full shift agAIN tomorrow. dont wanna him to be too tired juz because of that merely RM15. after he insisted to work till midnite, my tone didnt go well when he wanted to take customer's altered pants from me. i'm kinda angry in terms of worrying. he then no mood. didnt even care to inform me when he went for dinner break. i started scribbling when found that he's got no mood. 6.30pm i punched out. speeded all the way home at 80+ km/h. tears fall when i was on my way home.
some more.... mission failed. actually wanted to change off day with fadzril *another O.A* cause my darling will be having class every thursday started this month.*so his off day will ve on thursday* but fadzril also wanna go dating........ so............... failed to switch off day with him.
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sorry darling.... for the bad tone.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
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it's teckshin's 21st today. bought him two pieces of cheese cakes from secret recipe. shared among we O.As. so it'll be specially from the OAs. haha... he was kinda shocked when i passed him the cakes. guess this is the first time he received cakes from friends?:rofl:
happy birthday, teckshin!
May 2, 2008
surprise......
finally..... can chew my food properly liao... wheeeheeeee.... thank God... =)
BUT... still coughing like nuts and still dont want to go for doctor.x_x
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i have a secret.
am planning for a surprise.......
only for my darling. wahahahahahaha..........
BUT... still coughing like nuts and still dont want to go for doctor.x_x
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i have a secret.
am planning for a surprise.......
only for my darling. wahahahahahaha..........
May 1, 2008
labour day!!!
labour day = TRIPLE pay!!*applause please...* erm... actually it should be public holiday = TRIPLE pay. haha.... was on morning shift. so... i'll be getting around RM100+ for standing for nine hours. teeheehee.... regretted something. should have requested for full shift when my manager said that the counter there might not have enough staffs...*cries..* if i requested.. i'd have about RM150..T.T *stomping feet*
who to blame.... blame my stupidity....x_x
so....
it's 1st of may.. time flies in just a blink of eye. well... time always flies. just that we dont realise that. hehe...
should i or should i not to go for the july intake of local university? in a great dillemma... brother's off to miri soon. after he's off, it'd left me and my mum and also my precious darling.*my cat* then if i go for the july intake, it'll left only my mum alone with her friends and my precious darling here.*sigh long long* anyone can tell me what to do please....
if i were to go for the september intake.... i can accompany my mum for a longer time. can be with my precious darling and my darling for a longer time too... and and and can earn more money for the sake of my pocket money when going for local university.haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oya!!! padini concept store at the spring,kuching would like to look for some temporary workers. chinese if can.*not racism here...* cause those creating problems are mostly non-cinese. anyone interested please to and ask for forms to fill. thanks...........
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feel so bad... cause i still 'bio' engtau kias. sorry darling...................... i'll kick this habit off asap. love u lotz.................... =)
still coughing. still dun wanna go for doctor.
who to blame.... blame my stupidity....x_x
so....
it's 1st of may.. time flies in just a blink of eye. well... time always flies. just that we dont realise that. hehe...
should i or should i not to go for the july intake of local university? in a great dillemma... brother's off to miri soon. after he's off, it'd left me and my mum and also my precious darling.*my cat* then if i go for the july intake, it'll left only my mum alone with her friends and my precious darling here.*sigh long long* anyone can tell me what to do please....
if i were to go for the september intake.... i can accompany my mum for a longer time. can be with my precious darling and my darling for a longer time too... and and and can earn more money for the sake of my pocket money when going for local university.haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
oya!!! padini concept store at the spring,kuching would like to look for some temporary workers. chinese if can.*not racism here...* cause those creating problems are mostly non-cinese. anyone interested please to and ask for forms to fill. thanks...........
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feel so bad... cause i still 'bio' engtau kias. sorry darling...................... i'll kick this habit off asap. love u lotz.................... =)
still coughing. still dun wanna go for doctor.
Apr 30, 2008
requirements
this is the 60th post! so it'll be something a little different.
R.E.Q.U.I.R.E.M.E.N.T.S
it will be the requirements for my another half.
1. christian
2. either same age or older *five years will be the upper boundary*
3. non smoker
4. can be a light drinker if he wants. *definately cant be heavy drinker*
5. taller than me. *then i can wear high heels when going out with him*
those are the basics. hehe...
the supplementary will be.........................
1. at least a degree holder. *can find job alil bit more easier*
2. monthly income more than mine. *dont have to support his daily expenses*
3. would be nicer if he's with specs =)
family background........
poor guy, rich guy.... i dont care. cause i dont need him to support my daily expenses. i'll pay for whatever i want. hehe....
hmm.... so...... i'm not very picky. when the feeling is right, then clicked.
BUT!
when reading through these, you all can find that my darling hardly meet most of them. so..... the so called "REQUIREMENTS" will be like just for reference. haha....
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today is the THIRD day my mum asked me to go for a doctor cause i've been coughing like nuts. i just shook my head. mum said me very ti ki ----- gigi besi.x_x
today is the SECOND day that i've been swallowing my meals instead of munching.. i even found it hard for me to swallow my saliva...*pity me...*
today is the FIRST day i went out with my darling in couple's tee. it took me a long time to kick of the shyness...x_x we went springie agAIN. it's like our second home ki.... then went into padini.... i memang shy long long cause was in the same tee with my darling. my darling scolded me cause i'm the one who didnt want our thingy to be covered. and now when we wear the same tee out,i shy long long pula.....@_@
went checked my maybank account this morning. pay was BANKED IN!!!! wheeeeheeeee... kudos to Padini Dot Com. this is the first time i had more than 1k banked in to my account. haha.... gave mum RM350 where i have RM250 to be my expenses of the month.
thank God.............
R.E.Q.U.I.R.E.M.E.N.T.S
it will be the requirements for my another half.
1. christian
2. either same age or older *five years will be the upper boundary*
3. non smoker
4. can be a light drinker if he wants. *definately cant be heavy drinker*
5. taller than me. *then i can wear high heels when going out with him*
those are the basics. hehe...
the supplementary will be.........................
1. at least a degree holder. *can find job alil bit more easier*
2. monthly income more than mine. *dont have to support his daily expenses*
3. would be nicer if he's with specs =)
family background........
poor guy, rich guy.... i dont care. cause i dont need him to support my daily expenses. i'll pay for whatever i want. hehe....
hmm.... so...... i'm not very picky. when the feeling is right, then clicked.
BUT!
when reading through these, you all can find that my darling hardly meet most of them. so..... the so called "REQUIREMENTS" will be like just for reference. haha....
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today is the THIRD day my mum asked me to go for a doctor cause i've been coughing like nuts. i just shook my head. mum said me very ti ki ----- gigi besi.x_x
today is the SECOND day that i've been swallowing my meals instead of munching.. i even found it hard for me to swallow my saliva...*pity me...*
today is the FIRST day i went out with my darling in couple's tee. it took me a long time to kick of the shyness...x_x we went springie agAIN. it's like our second home ki.... then went into padini.... i memang shy long long cause was in the same tee with my darling. my darling scolded me cause i'm the one who didnt want our thingy to be covered. and now when we wear the same tee out,i shy long long pula.....@_@
went checked my maybank account this morning. pay was BANKED IN!!!! wheeeeheeeee... kudos to Padini Dot Com. this is the first time i had more than 1k banked in to my account. haha.... gave mum RM350 where i have RM250 to be my expenses of the month.
thank God.............
Apr 29, 2008
tagged by ah kit
1.Real name => sarah tan sook yen.*as in baptism certificate*
2.Nickname => ah yen, yen yen, salah(sarah)
3.Married => *stupid question* of cause not!
4.Male or Female => female lar... derrrr...
5.Highschool => Smk Kuching High.*till form5* Smb St Thomas*form6*
6.College => not bonded to any
7.Short or long hair => shoulder length
8.Are you a health freak => not so
9.Height => not even 160cm.x_x
10.Do you have a crush on someone => my darling!!
11.Do you like yourself => Yup
12.Piercings => Yes
13.Righty or Lefty => Rigthy for writing; lefty for scissors, badminton and counting money notes
FIRST'S
14. First surgery => Never
15. First piercing(s) => mid of Dec'07
16. First person you see in the morning => brother
17. First award => forgotten
18. First sport you joined => 4*100 relay
19. First pet => doggie
20. First vacation => forgotten*miri maybe*
21. First concert => NIL
CURRENTLY
23. Eating => No
24. Drinking => No,later
25. I'm about to => reply text from my darling
YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => yeap,a boy and a gurl
27. Want to get married => eight or nine more years later
28. Careers in mind => architect
WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => Hugs
31. Shorter or taller => Taller
32. Romantic or spontaneous => romantic
33. Sensitive or loud => not sure
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => no idea
HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => why so stupid?
36. Drank bubbles => No
37. Lost glasses/contacts => i'm not four-eyed
38. Ran away from home => No
39. Liked someone younger => No
40. Liked someone older => yeap
41. Broken someone's heart => how would i know?
42. Been arrested => NO
43. Cried when someone died => yup
44. Liked a friend => i LOVE my friends tim...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => yeah
46. Miracles => of cause!i'm a miracle!
47. Heaven => yeap
48. Santa claus => No
49. Angels => yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => aha~ my darling
51. Do you believe in God => certainly!!!
52. Tag 5 people => kelyn, wuily, phillip, ojibala and mr yap
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kinda sick. cough, sore throat. wisdom tooth growing at stage two. STUPID!! made me have to SWALLOW my meals instead of munching. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
off day tomorrow. wheeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.......
2.Nickname => ah yen, yen yen, salah(sarah)
3.Married => *stupid question* of cause not!
4.Male or Female => female lar... derrrr...
5.Highschool => Smk Kuching High.*till form5* Smb St Thomas*form6*
6.College => not bonded to any
7.Short or long hair => shoulder length
8.Are you a health freak => not so
9.Height => not even 160cm.x_x
10.Do you have a crush on someone => my darling!!
11.Do you like yourself => Yup
12.Piercings => Yes
13.Righty or Lefty => Rigthy for writing; lefty for scissors, badminton and counting money notes
FIRST'S
14. First surgery => Never
15. First piercing(s) => mid of Dec'07
16. First person you see in the morning => brother
17. First award => forgotten
18. First sport you joined => 4*100 relay
19. First pet => doggie
20. First vacation => forgotten*miri maybe*
21. First concert => NIL
CURRENTLY
23. Eating => No
24. Drinking => No,later
25. I'm about to => reply text from my darling
YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => yeap,a boy and a gurl
27. Want to get married => eight or nine more years later
28. Careers in mind => architect
WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => Hugs
31. Shorter or taller => Taller
32. Romantic or spontaneous => romantic
33. Sensitive or loud => not sure
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => no idea
HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => why so stupid?
36. Drank bubbles => No
37. Lost glasses/contacts => i'm not four-eyed
38. Ran away from home => No
39. Liked someone younger => No
40. Liked someone older => yeap
41. Broken someone's heart => how would i know?
42. Been arrested => NO
43. Cried when someone died => yup
44. Liked a friend => i LOVE my friends tim...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => yeah
46. Miracles => of cause!i'm a miracle!
47. Heaven => yeap
48. Santa claus => No
49. Angels => yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => aha~ my darling
51. Do you believe in God => certainly!!!
52. Tag 5 people => kelyn, wuily, phillip, ojibala and mr yap
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kinda sick. cough, sore throat. wisdom tooth growing at stage two. STUPID!! made me have to SWALLOW my meals instead of munching. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
off day tomorrow. wheeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.......
Apr 28, 2008
johor
aha! i'm back! finally......plane landed on yesterday's night around 9.20pm. it departed 15minutes earlier.. like wat i've predicted.. i was on the same flight with Mr Yap.*lol...*
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first day in johor:
me and tzehui arrived johor's senai airport at around 10am tzehui's cousin's ex picked us up. tzehui's cousin is a broke down GPS. he pointed the wrong route and cause us to turn and turn nearly the whole johor.:rofl: went to a coffee shop at taman university to have our lunch. didnt really have a proper lunch. shared a plate of chicken rice with tzehui. we then checked in to a lodging house, namely Apollo Hotel at 12sth.
the room: the room is smaller than my bedroom!
after alil washed up and tv, we got ourselves readied by 1.30pm as the time for the interview written on tzehui's letter was 2pm.
four gals turned up including me where it was supposed to be about ten people.*they shortlisted 67 people. 56 were done on thursday,but not more than 30 turned up*
the test:
the one hour test started at 2.30pm with one drawing question. as what i've told u all earlier on, the interview will do no harm to me. the thing i fear most was the drawing part. plan and 3D thingy i did kinda okay. but the drawing............. the question asked to draw a perspective of ur favourite street which have to include buildings, people, vehicles and landscape. 65% of the A3 was blank!*laugh out loud* i didnt draw vehicles and the landscape. some more, i guess a kindi kid might draw sth better than mine. teeheehee.....
the interview:
tzehui said i took five min for that. but i felt like it's been hours sitting inside the room. there were two lecturers interviewing us. i was the first to go in. and guess what...
i shocked the lecturers TWICE!*applause please*
first was when one of them asked where do i come from and i told them i'm from kch,sarawak. then was when they asked do i think that those staying in longhouses are backward as compared to those staying in detached and terrace houses and i answered NO! huhu....
the interviewing session was mainly crapping. guess it was to test our language or communication skill.
the lecturer asked if kuching is backward as compared to those state in west malaysia. i elaborated my opinion in every perspective. geographically, economically and pollitically.*aiks, first impression mer... must let them know that sarah tan can think very far lar.... XD* i was smilling throughout the session. then they wont realise that i was nervous and alil trembling. muahahahahaha.....
around 4sth, we were done. tzehui's cousin punya ex sent us back to the lodging house.
stupid thingy happened when we were preparing ourselves to go hunt for our dinner. my haircomb broke into two when i wanted to tidy my hair. tooth of tzehui's haircomb broken when she wanted to comb her hair. STUPID!
after the wash up and tv, we walked to jusco. it took us about 10-15min to walk there. very near. then by 8sth, we walked 'home'. swiped my debit card for mother's day present at body shop.-____________-
went back without water eventhough we were at jusco. sarah tan ended up DEHYDRATED on the first day.x_x
the second day in johor:
we woke up around 8sth. after some wash up and tv, we walked to Lucky coffee shop behind the lodging house. five min walk. had Penang prawn beehoon instead of mee.*mee will be very full* very nice. nicer than those u can find in kuching. lol... 10sth we walked 'home' agAIN. after bathed, we checked out at 12noon. then went to city square by BUS. it was the first time in my life that i aboarded a BUS!*okay, i know, sarah tan very ho mia. dont jealous. wekikiki....* it's a 45min route to go city square by bus from skudai. went McD for lunch. then started shopping. didnt really shop. just walked passed most of the shop and got some souvenir thingy. cause we had to take a bus at 4sth to go back to taman university. saw lotsa hello kitty thingy. and guess what... i managed to control myself from buying those thingy! dont wanna swipe my card agAIN and it's end of month some more...*scare~~~*
cant wait to go johor for UTM's july intake... God will bless me. AMEN! haha... actually i planned to go for the september intake. cause my darling will have to stay in kuching for another year. and can earn alil bit more from padini.... but after the two days in johor... i berkobar-kobar want to johor liao.... wheeeeeheeeee.........
*johor doesnt have much engtau kias. miri has more.*
first day of work:
ehren said i cheated him when he first saw me. then i know...... things were like a big balloon which cant afford to have more air but was forced to be pumped with air and "POP!" it burst. almost storewide knew that me and ian are together.*shy....*
ehren kept saying i cheated him. but who to blame? not me wat.... i didnt want to cheat at the first place.................
sick sick...
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first day in johor:
me and tzehui arrived johor's senai airport at around 10am tzehui's cousin's ex picked us up. tzehui's cousin is a broke down GPS. he pointed the wrong route and cause us to turn and turn nearly the whole johor.:rofl: went to a coffee shop at taman university to have our lunch. didnt really have a proper lunch. shared a plate of chicken rice with tzehui. we then checked in to a lodging house, namely Apollo Hotel at 12sth.
the room: the room is smaller than my bedroom!
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changed my dress into a work wear. tzehui's cousin said i'd die on the spot *kicked out* if i were to wear the dress to the interview. meaning, too sexy. x_x
after alil washed up and tv, we got ourselves readied by 1.30pm as the time for the interview written on tzehui's letter was 2pm.
four gals turned up including me where it was supposed to be about ten people.*they shortlisted 67 people. 56 were done on thursday,but not more than 30 turned up*
the test:
the one hour test started at 2.30pm with one drawing question. as what i've told u all earlier on, the interview will do no harm to me. the thing i fear most was the drawing part. plan and 3D thingy i did kinda okay. but the drawing............. the question asked to draw a perspective of ur favourite street which have to include buildings, people, vehicles and landscape. 65% of the A3 was blank!*laugh out loud* i didnt draw vehicles and the landscape. some more, i guess a kindi kid might draw sth better than mine. teeheehee.....
the interview:
tzehui said i took five min for that. but i felt like it's been hours sitting inside the room. there were two lecturers interviewing us. i was the first to go in. and guess what...
i shocked the lecturers TWICE!*applause please*
first was when one of them asked where do i come from and i told them i'm from kch,sarawak. then was when they asked do i think that those staying in longhouses are backward as compared to those staying in detached and terrace houses and i answered NO! huhu....
the interviewing session was mainly crapping. guess it was to test our language or communication skill.
the lecturer asked if kuching is backward as compared to those state in west malaysia. i elaborated my opinion in every perspective. geographically, economically and pollitically.*aiks, first impression mer... must let them know that sarah tan can think very far lar.... XD* i was smilling throughout the session. then they wont realise that i was nervous and alil trembling. muahahahahaha.....
around 4sth, we were done. tzehui's cousin punya ex sent us back to the lodging house.
stupid thingy happened when we were preparing ourselves to go hunt for our dinner. my haircomb broke into two when i wanted to tidy my hair. tooth of tzehui's haircomb broken when she wanted to comb her hair. STUPID!
after the wash up and tv, we walked to jusco. it took us about 10-15min to walk there. very near. then by 8sth, we walked 'home'. swiped my debit card for mother's day present at body shop.-____________-
went back without water eventhough we were at jusco. sarah tan ended up DEHYDRATED on the first day.x_x
the second day in johor:
we woke up around 8sth. after some wash up and tv, we walked to Lucky coffee shop behind the lodging house. five min walk. had Penang prawn beehoon instead of mee.*mee will be very full* very nice. nicer than those u can find in kuching. lol... 10sth we walked 'home' agAIN. after bathed, we checked out at 12noon. then went to city square by BUS. it was the first time in my life that i aboarded a BUS!*okay, i know, sarah tan very ho mia. dont jealous. wekikiki....* it's a 45min route to go city square by bus from skudai. went McD for lunch. then started shopping. didnt really shop. just walked passed most of the shop and got some souvenir thingy. cause we had to take a bus at 4sth to go back to taman university. saw lotsa hello kitty thingy. and guess what... i managed to control myself from buying those thingy! dont wanna swipe my card agAIN and it's end of month some more...*scare~~~*
cant wait to go johor for UTM's july intake... God will bless me. AMEN! haha... actually i planned to go for the september intake. cause my darling will have to stay in kuching for another year. and can earn alil bit more from padini.... but after the two days in johor... i berkobar-kobar want to johor liao.... wheeeeeheeeee.........
*johor doesnt have much engtau kias. miri has more.*
first day of work:
ehren said i cheated him when he first saw me. then i know...... things were like a big balloon which cant afford to have more air but was forced to be pumped with air and "POP!" it burst. almost storewide knew that me and ian are together.*shy....*
ehren kept saying i cheated him. but who to blame? not me wat.... i didnt want to cheat at the first place.................
sick sick...
Apr 25, 2008
funny
time flies... will be departing to johor in the morning for the dunno-will-kena-not interview. huhu... God's gracious.. cause tzehui is also shortlisted. she helped book ticket and hotel. my angel!!! tzehui... i love u!!! wahahahahaha......
thank God that my commission wont be telan-ed. the manager said there's a limit for unpaid leave. three days in a month is okay. thank God!!!!!!!!!*clap clap*
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aha~ post of the day. hmm... gotta introduce a colleague of mine.
his name is................. *da danG* teckshin! haha... ok,it's a He.:rofl:
he is of the same age if mine. with specs, looks 'lau sit', alil taller than me. mind you all,it's alil. he's not very tall.*paiseh...wahahahaha...* oyea,he's from kuching town no 2.*not to forget that..hehe..* and also,he's under the brand of padini authentic.
allright. wat's so special about him? hmm.... to me,the only word that best describe him--------------> F.U.N.N.Y! aha~
guess what... recently,whenever he passed by the counter and saw me,he'll say:"sarah, chi fan liao " ---> "sarah,time for meal"*swt long long*
tis guy is kinda celaka lor....
know why?
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break time for sales assistants and cashiers is alil different. if we happened to be on the same shift. break time might be different. if he breaks at 2pm and mine on 1pm, he'll say me not friend enough cause didnt go break together with him. then if our break time happened to be the same, he didnt even wait for me to switch cashier and berkobar-kobar went punch out and had meal with another colleague. like wat had happened on yesterday. see? i could not be blamed for scolding him 'celaka'.*rofl* frankly, it's been quite few days that i didnt have lunch or dinner together with him. ehee... sorry lor teckshin...*if u happened to read my blog* lol....
wanna have more funny stories? teeheehee.... guess this will make u guys Roll On Floor Laughing.x_x
it's about my O.E.,ehren's most embarrassing moments. wheeeeeheeeeee.....
there's once he saw a lady with qute a uhm erm big ??? stomach. like a two to three months pregnant mother. guess what he did? he asked if that lady's pregnant not!!! then i asked why he said so. he then told me the funniest story that i've ever heard of. and now... sarah is going to share with u people. teeheehee...
he worked at tun jugah before. one day, he went to the loading bay for a smoke or two. there he saw a skinny lady with quite a big stomach smoking at there as well. tis nerdy thought the lady was pregnant. so he 'ho sim' went to talk to the lady, hoping to advise her not to smoke.*smoking is bad,esp for pregnant mother*
the conversation goes like this.*might be varied cause didnt memorise whatever he told me*
ehren: erm... u smoke ar?
lady: yea,why?
ehren: you know? not good for the baby arR...
lady: *paused a while* baby? wat baby?
ehren: u pregnant right? smoking is bad for the baby..
lady: pregnant? no... *looked at her stomach for a while then flee..*
ehren: ...................................
people...funny? i memang nearly roll on floor laughing lor.... i laughed until my stomach muscle **** so the very painful lerh....XD
then on monday i guess. he saw another pregnant lady paying at the counter. i guess it's almost time for the lady to give birth. none of you will guess of what did ehren say after that lady left.
ehren: that lady confirmed pregnant hor?
man! me and another two colleagues burst into laughters and i once agAIN nearly Roll On Floor Laughing!!!!! this ehren memang alil tiada harap. lol...
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wont be online-ing for two days.will only be back on saturday night. there's no flight on saturday morning.
MrYap will be back on saturday as well. maybe will be on the same flight as his. huhu... *if he's back by airasia*
aha~ my darling will send me to the airport. thanx darling!!! love u lotz!!!
thank God that my commission wont be telan-ed. the manager said there's a limit for unpaid leave. three days in a month is okay. thank God!!!!!!!!!*clap clap*
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aha~ post of the day. hmm... gotta introduce a colleague of mine.
his name is................. *da danG* teckshin! haha... ok,it's a He.:rofl:
he is of the same age if mine. with specs, looks 'lau sit', alil taller than me. mind you all,it's alil. he's not very tall.*paiseh...wahahahaha...* oyea,he's from kuching town no 2.*not to forget that..hehe..* and also,he's under the brand of padini authentic.
allright. wat's so special about him? hmm.... to me,the only word that best describe him--------------> F.U.N.N.Y! aha~
guess what... recently,whenever he passed by the counter and saw me,he'll say:"sarah, chi fan liao " ---> "sarah,time for meal"*swt long long*
tis guy is kinda celaka lor....
know why?
.........................................
break time for sales assistants and cashiers is alil different. if we happened to be on the same shift. break time might be different. if he breaks at 2pm and mine on 1pm, he'll say me not friend enough cause didnt go break together with him. then if our break time happened to be the same, he didnt even wait for me to switch cashier and berkobar-kobar went punch out and had meal with another colleague. like wat had happened on yesterday. see? i could not be blamed for scolding him 'celaka'.*rofl* frankly, it's been quite few days that i didnt have lunch or dinner together with him. ehee... sorry lor teckshin...*if u happened to read my blog* lol....
wanna have more funny stories? teeheehee.... guess this will make u guys Roll On Floor Laughing.x_x
it's about my O.E.,ehren's most embarrassing moments. wheeeeeheeeeee.....
there's once he saw a lady with qute a uhm erm big ??? stomach. like a two to three months pregnant mother. guess what he did? he asked if that lady's pregnant not!!! then i asked why he said so. he then told me the funniest story that i've ever heard of. and now... sarah is going to share with u people. teeheehee...
he worked at tun jugah before. one day, he went to the loading bay for a smoke or two. there he saw a skinny lady with quite a big stomach smoking at there as well. tis nerdy thought the lady was pregnant. so he 'ho sim' went to talk to the lady, hoping to advise her not to smoke.*smoking is bad,esp for pregnant mother*
the conversation goes like this.*might be varied cause didnt memorise whatever he told me*
ehren: erm... u smoke ar?
lady: yea,why?
ehren: you know? not good for the baby arR...
lady: *paused a while* baby? wat baby?
ehren: u pregnant right? smoking is bad for the baby..
lady: pregnant? no... *looked at her stomach for a while then flee..*
ehren: ...................................
people...funny? i memang nearly roll on floor laughing lor.... i laughed until my stomach muscle **** so the very painful lerh....XD
then on monday i guess. he saw another pregnant lady paying at the counter. i guess it's almost time for the lady to give birth. none of you will guess of what did ehren say after that lady left.
ehren: that lady confirmed pregnant hor?
man! me and another two colleagues burst into laughters and i once agAIN nearly Roll On Floor Laughing!!!!! this ehren memang alil tiada harap. lol...
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wont be online-ing for two days.will only be back on saturday night. there's no flight on saturday morning.
MrYap will be back on saturday as well. maybe will be on the same flight as his. huhu... *if he's back by airasia*
aha~ my darling will send me to the airport. thanx darling!!! love u lotz!!!
Apr 21, 2008
problems arised
long didnt have 'drawing' session. most of my classmates would know tat. eboon, still remembered what would i do when i was angry? lol... yeah,scribbling,wasting pen ink and papers. it's been a long time since i last scribbled. got addicted to it agAIN yesterday.
was thinking of how did my darling treat me when heading hornbill for the whole of yesterday. then i started scribbling. till nite i couldnt bear the pressure. cheng-ed him through texts when he was at his friend's place.*not really cheng-ed, just said him* he kept apologising for that.
saw him fooling around with a girl. in FRONT of me! girls, imagine that! what would u do when ur guys are fooling around with a gurl in FRONT of u? i got super duper pissed off lor...my face was real dark like charcoal. he didnt even notice it! *swt long long* told him about that when i had a chance. apology agAIN. with the phrase saying that me sensitive. WTH! TMD! like that also counted sensitive? please lar... i wont mind if he's fooling around with other girls behind me. but NOT in FRONT of me! what i want is only a simple respect. A SIMPLE RESPECT. never ever play with other galrs in FRONT of me.
guys, me counted very good lorh... till today i never touch his wallet and handphone. even when he left them on table and was away for a while. i didnt ask what is he doing, where he is and with who. tell me if i'm not good enough still. *sigh*
anyways, my heart soften when he apologized. me always very soft hearted one... haha...
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sick soon i guess. throat not feeling well. THANX to the centralised aircond of padini and cannot bring bottle to the counter. ouh Lord......
was thinking of how did my darling treat me when heading hornbill for the whole of yesterday. then i started scribbling. till nite i couldnt bear the pressure. cheng-ed him through texts when he was at his friend's place.*not really cheng-ed, just said him* he kept apologising for that.
saw him fooling around with a girl. in FRONT of me! girls, imagine that! what would u do when ur guys are fooling around with a gurl in FRONT of u? i got super duper pissed off lor...my face was real dark like charcoal. he didnt even notice it! *swt long long* told him about that when i had a chance. apology agAIN. with the phrase saying that me sensitive. WTH! TMD! like that also counted sensitive? please lar... i wont mind if he's fooling around with other girls behind me. but NOT in FRONT of me! what i want is only a simple respect. A SIMPLE RESPECT. never ever play with other galrs in FRONT of me.
guys, me counted very good lorh... till today i never touch his wallet and handphone. even when he left them on table and was away for a while. i didnt ask what is he doing, where he is and with who. tell me if i'm not good enough still. *sigh*
anyways, my heart soften when he apologized. me always very soft hearted one... haha...
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sick soon i guess. throat not feeling well. THANX to the centralised aircond of padini and cannot bring bottle to the counter. ouh Lord......
Apr 18, 2008
covering
it's been a week i'm with my darling.time flies.things happened was like a dream.despite those happiness, i found sth not right.he's trying hard to cover our relation.and i find no reason for him to do so.he said he doesnt want ppl around to hav questionaire.my colleague said unless he's with another gal still.or else he wont cover.i dont think i'm bad enough to have him intro me as his gal.
went to his friend's birthday gathering at hornbill after our dinner at causeway bay.u people wont imagine how did he treat me after we got off from his car heading to hornbill.he just walked and walked and walked and left me behind him,without turning his head and take at look at me.if there was any bad guy who wanna attack me,i bet,he wont know.when meeting his friends,he didnt even bother to intro me to his friends,leaving me there 'gong gong' *in hokkien* dunno like wat.could only thank God tat there were two or three were from kuching high.like hanloong,leslie lee and ee siang. WTH................
wat is the point to cover???????????????????????????????!!!
even blinds can feel that we are together. my colleague asked me not to fall deep deep with him if he still cover, dont act close with me in front of the public and etc.
my God........... no point to love him whole heartedly.
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God's mercy that i'm short listed for the interview for architecturial course at UTM.the interview is held on next friday. at UTM. which means i have to fly to Johor just for tat stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview. oh Lord.................. i wonder if me short listed for USM. if i am....die liao....after UTM, USM. la la la la la..... cant take too many unpaid leave ler...early of month d took two lor....x_x
pray for me.
went to his friend's birthday gathering at hornbill after our dinner at causeway bay.u people wont imagine how did he treat me after we got off from his car heading to hornbill.he just walked and walked and walked and left me behind him,without turning his head and take at look at me.if there was any bad guy who wanna attack me,i bet,he wont know.when meeting his friends,he didnt even bother to intro me to his friends,leaving me there 'gong gong' *in hokkien* dunno like wat.could only thank God tat there were two or three were from kuching high.like hanloong,leslie lee and ee siang. WTH................
wat is the point to cover???????????????????????????????!!!
even blinds can feel that we are together. my colleague asked me not to fall deep deep with him if he still cover, dont act close with me in front of the public and etc.
my God........... no point to love him whole heartedly.
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God's mercy that i'm short listed for the interview for architecturial course at UTM.the interview is held on next friday. at UTM. which means i have to fly to Johor just for tat stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview. oh Lord.................. i wonder if me short listed for USM. if i am....die liao....after UTM, USM. la la la la la..... cant take too many unpaid leave ler...early of month d took two lor....x_x
pray for me.
Apr 17, 2008
staff shortage
i love my darling. wahahahahahaha...
he booked me for dating next wed. my off day mer... teeheehee...
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padini is now short of manpower. anyone interested please go for form filling and wait for interview. thanx....
it was supposed to be ian's off day on wed. but was asked to go work. lol.....
so people, have mercy on padini kay? hehe...
thinking of changing my link. any nice name? cause ehren knows my blog...
kinda hard for me to post about my darling. lol...
he booked me for dating next wed. my off day mer... teeheehee...
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padini is now short of manpower. anyone interested please go for form filling and wait for interview. thanx....
it was supposed to be ian's off day on wed. but was asked to go work. lol.....
so people, have mercy on padini kay? hehe...
thinking of changing my link. any nice name? cause ehren knows my blog...
kinda hard for me to post about my darling. lol...
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