Do the maths

bamboo:
Juz got my salary from pertama tuition centre yesterday..i've taught for NINE days for the month of january...


Do the maths:get ur calculator ready!=D
i've taught for nine days.each session two and half hours.so tat's a total of...___hours.count urself.
for nine days,i only got....RM58.50..told ya i malu nak cakap dy...
so...each session is about RM6.50.terrible??
teaching from monday till friday nite starting february.
press calculator again.RM6.50 a day,february has...__days.fill in urself.then times both of the figure.so i'll get RM___ for the month of february.not done yet.
i wont be able to go home for dinner as i lepas kerja by 6pm for the morning job.so gonna speed in order to hav my dinner at the kopitiam nearby and reach the tuition centre on time.
so..again,monday till friday..dinner will cost me RM3 EVERYDAY.february-__days.times the two figure and u'll get RM___(fill in the blank ).then,use the amount u got at the first place to minus the amount i'll spend for dinner.the balance of RM___ will be my salary for the month of february.malu nak cakap..malu nak cakap...sob sob...
people jadi cikgu,me jadi cikgu..people wealthy healthy..me kurus kering(i mean my pay)...
haiz....
dunno if can continue not................
i wanna continue,cuz i din work for the pay,i juz wanna fill up my nite time.plus plus plus it's dealing with lil kids...and me...*cough cough love kids cough* and the kids also love to stick with me...tampar budak ni,biar dia bangun dari mimpinya.
bUT...if me continue..my mum sure get her wateva knife ready and 'welcome' me at the house door one...
haiz...
i'm so gonna die now ler...dunno wat to do...dunno if should i continue or juz quit.memang torn apart between my job and my love for those kids..muntah darah...
anyone can teach me wat to do??i'm so indecisive ler....sigh sigh sigh....


sugar cane:
suddenly miss those days...when i was in both mbks and state libraries piah-ing for stpm with zookeeper...really miss those days.we even texted even though we were juz few footsteps away from each other after he knew who am i..cuz didnt tell him who am i when i first texted him..and it makes me wanna go state library alot now during weekends...kesian kesian..
salary from my morning time job...batang hidung pun sik ada...cry cry...kl people memang ngiauci....sheeeEsh....

parallel lines

bamboo:
super busy these two days in the office.busy dealing with all the boards i owed to technicians all over sarawak.wat the heck!
*frowning* juz viewed mr yap's profile.sad sad?well..i shouldnt be doing so.yet,i did it.cant control mer..i dunno why,juz feel like...uhm...........*sigh* didnt know how to describe also.should dump him far far into the 'recycle bin'(of my mind) and empty it.see how..trying hard anyway.can make it??lotsa gals in his school crush him..dunno how many innocent gals gonna being killed by him looOO...


Thanx zookeeper..
thanx for making it last saturday.so..
uhm..he finally claimed the tee shirt from me.cuz his school had extra class.
err...quite a nice shirt,not bad..from hush puppies.something like got offer tat day.his was best buy de..RM**.** (mahal mahal..ok ok la..not really also),M size,blue colour.he said he likes blue..but would prefer the other colour de..nicer the design..all the while i met him in libraries,so far neva saw him in blue tee,so bought him a blue then.
juz a short meet up.only passed him the tee.it's lunch time oso,dun dare to 'detain' him for long so tat he can have his lunch.
zookeeper..
take care yea..


Parallel lines..
sure everyone knows wat's parallel lines rite?
hmm...tat day sunday..when having cleaning up,i curi tulang for a while,on my discman and listened to songs(someone get a cane plz..).came across jin sha's 'parallel lines'.guess wat.......i cried!tissue please tissue please..QUICK!erm..cuz of the lyrics and i thought of zookeeper and mr yap at tat instant.
we are all juz like standing on parallel lines.we can see each other..but!we'll never met each other face to face.there's no intersection point.we'll keep walking walking and walking..without the intersection point...sad?sad?


sugar cane:
before i post it..
ehee..kelyn,sorry for waiting for my updates,u know lar..super busy these two days mar..hehe...
nice day all!^^

Emo..???

A week ++ more there comes 08's cny..

feel like to go far far away from kuchinG
perhaps hide to dunno where
wanna go zookeeper's huz..

my yap said tat i can moved to his huz before..
guess he's forgotten
but
nevermind
i wont care nemore oso

zookeeper owing me a meal
he promised to bring me out for dinner during my burfdae
he broke it
he broke the promise!!

bought a tee for zookeeper
from hush puppies
as a christmas gift
but he din want to have a meet up
so
it's still in my car

miss zookeeper a lot lerh..
long din text with him looOO..
din dare to text him oso..

see??
me 19th dy
end of year
here comes 20th.
hav no more time to find a new target liao
if zookeeper really tat...
'kejam'
perhaps
he'd be my last lover
yeah
LAST
no more after him looOO..

i dont have any two o three years to spend on anather guy...

after zookeeper..
my life ends there
i mean...
me going to be single...

zookeeper..............................................
where are U?

-p a n d a

chinese new year

CNY's footsteps near...
CNY songs playing now..at travilion here..
but no CNY mood ler....
only have the mood to shop shop shop and shop until my kaki patah and really dont left even a single penny niaz...
sigh...................

went boulevard again last nite..
picked mum and bro up after work..
uhm uhm uhm...
i....erm....spent about....300++ in AN hour...
hehezzz...bought some outfits,a pair of shoes and a belt..
like tat niaz...
about 500 dy flied overall....
geeeeeeeeEEE...gosh...
havent had enough wor...
still got eyeshadow and bag kind of thing leh...
wanna get one more pair of shoes oso ler....
sien......................
haiz........................

CNY coming..in three weeks' time...
no mood...
many unhappy things are brought forward from last year....
mood was no so good dy on the first day of 2008 loooooOO...

zookeeper....
panda miss u alot...
more than she misses u...
zookeeper...
panda works day and night
so that panda wont miss u soooOO much ar...
panda MISSES u terribly...
panda NEEDS u desperately...
panda made a decision dy...
tat's to stay single in years' time..
juz for U alone.....
panda TRULY will do so ouh.....

ZookeePer...

Tis is for the one and only zookeeper...

zookeeper:
panda couldnt live its days happily without zookeeper...
panda misses zookeeper...
panda needs zookeeper alot...
panda feels super insecure without zookeeper...
u know panda will be very sad when u're away...
"zookeeper's to-do list:
=) drink more water
=) take gud care of urself
=) rest more
=) be a happy baby everyday
=) oink oink earlier...
then panda will be super happie..^^ "
tis is the text..which panda sent to u today...
text u yesterday..reminding u about ur christmas pressie...
u replied tis morning..around 6sth..
u said tat u didnt reply yesterday because u were in a low mood..
zookeeper,panda's heart painNNN when u said u were in a low mood...
panda wans zookeeper to be happy everyday..
panda will be super sad if zookeeper is low wor...T_T
dont leave panda alone can????
From,
panda..

*was called panda because of my two black eyes...*

call...phone call

went shopping yesterday.
chinese new year's around the corner,yet i havent bought any new clothes,so went out yesterday with kelyn and elizabeth.
went boutiques somewhere the 3rd mle's highway there.then picked up elizabeth and off we went to Runway,hocklee and boulevard.Didnt dare to go The Spring..jammed like nuts..
around 5pm,we were done at boulevard..
mmm...not so bad..bought some nice outfit.3pcs=RM110.not so expensive right?ahahaaa...
time for dinner after we were done at boulevard.
the three of us were like wat..."ah niu chu cheng ji".
elizabeth suggested food avenue..
but none of us know how to go..like tat lo...almost sesat at fourth mile there liao...
then remembered YLM went there before.texting super makan masa..so...
called him.oooo....i CALLED him!!!tat's amaaaaaAAzing..
mmmmmmmm....
i guess i did lag alil..
after the call....my body softened..trembling..heart 'accelerating'...
worst still,i was the one to drive!!uhu...

never dreamt tat i would hav a chance to call him...^^
yeah,super duper happie..=D
cuz for about three weeks we didnt text liao...T_T
so..very happie when i managed to call..eventho it's oni about sth very..remeh temeh..hehe..^^

gathering tonight..at shiloh..aha!dun have to waste petrol to drive to somewhere far far..hiakz...
cuz it's juz a few shoplots next to my office nia nia mer...
hahaaa...