panda: so sarah,how was ur day?
sarah: erm… not so bad… went lee’s coffee shop nearby my apartment this morning with mum.
panda: anything special about tat coffee shop?
sarah: food there nice…………
panda: that’s all? guess sth happened?
sarah: ermm… you know.. today’s public holiday. so couples brought their children along. i….. ermm i bidded a little gurl goodbye when she’s about to off.
panda: uh huh… then?
sarah: eeeeeee….. that makes me recall of some incident.
panda: like..?
sarah: there was a day during the days of STPM, i was in the mbks library doing revision. YLM was there as well.. saw a kid having fun with his dad and i paused studying. Suddenly there came a text from YLM asking me to stop staring at that lil kid….
panda: ouh sarah… com'on.. why YLM agAIN?….
sarah: i…. i….. i…..*siGH*
panda: cant u just let go?
sarah: ………………………
panda: why are u so stupid to continue waiting?
sarah: i….. i…. i just dunno… somehow i still think that it brings no harm.
panda: wake up,sarah! he’s not worth of ur waiting. there’re lotsa guys better than him out there! he doesn’t appreciate u, why still wait? it’s pointless! u’re just more than stupid!
sarah: but but but he did apologize for hurting me so…
panda: apologize? if the phrase “I’m sorry” is so powerful,there’ll be no suicide cases in this world! n,dya think he’s sincere?
sarah: i… i… i’m not sure…
panda: i bet he wasn’t sincere! see? time for you to give up! just let go….
sarah: it’s not easy to let go either….. actly I just wanna be normal fren with him…. but he seemed reluctant to do so.. i… i… i dunno. i’m confused. i’m lost. i’ve lost myself….T.T
panda: u better let go as soon as possible. u're not very deep into him. it's just not even half a year...
sarah: i dunno...
panda: dunno? dunno wat? u stupid gal! just let go. what's so hard?
sarah: erm.. give me some time at least?
panda: u've got to get this thing done as soon as possible.
sarah: ouh gosh!
panda: wat?
sarah: he still owe me a dinner. he promised to bring me for a dinner during my 19th burfdae...
panda: u....!!! u're hopeless!
sarah: ...................