this is the 60th post! so it'll be something a little different.
R.E.Q.U.I.R.E.M.E.N.T.S
it will be the requirements for my another half.
1. christian
2. either same age or older *five years will be the upper boundary*
3. non smoker
4. can be a light drinker if he wants. *definately cant be heavy drinker*
5. taller than me. *then i can wear high heels when going out with him*
those are the basics. hehe...
the supplementary will be.........................
1. at least a degree holder. *can find job alil bit more easier*
2. monthly income more than mine. *dont have to support his daily expenses*
3. would be nicer if he's with specs =)
family background........
poor guy, rich guy.... i dont care. cause i dont need him to support my daily expenses. i'll pay for whatever i want. hehe....
hmm.... so...... i'm not very picky. when the feeling is right, then clicked.
BUT!
when reading through these, you all can find that my darling hardly meet most of them. so..... the so called "REQUIREMENTS" will be like just for reference. haha....
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today is the THIRD day my mum asked me to go for a doctor cause i've been coughing like nuts. i just shook my head. mum said me very ti ki ----- gigi besi.x_x
today is the SECOND day that i've been swallowing my meals instead of munching.. i even found it hard for me to swallow my saliva...*pity me...*
today is the FIRST day i went out with my darling in couple's tee. it took me a long time to kick of the shyness...x_x we went springie agAIN. it's like our second home ki.... then went into padini.... i memang shy long long cause was in the same tee with my darling. my darling scolded me cause i'm the one who didnt want our thingy to be covered. and now when we wear the same tee out,i shy long long pula.....@_@
went checked my maybank account this morning. pay was BANKED IN!!!! wheeeeheeeee... kudos to Padini Dot Com. this is the first time i had more than 1k banked in to my account. haha.... gave mum RM350 where i have RM250 to be my expenses of the month.
thank God.............
Apr 30, 2008
Apr 29, 2008
tagged by ah kit
1.Real name => sarah tan sook yen.*as in baptism certificate*
2.Nickname => ah yen, yen yen, salah(sarah)
3.Married => *stupid question* of cause not!
4.Male or Female => female lar... derrrr...
5.Highschool => Smk Kuching High.*till form5* Smb St Thomas*form6*
6.College => not bonded to any
7.Short or long hair => shoulder length
8.Are you a health freak => not so
9.Height => not even 160cm.x_x
10.Do you have a crush on someone => my darling!!
11.Do you like yourself => Yup
12.Piercings => Yes
13.Righty or Lefty => Rigthy for writing; lefty for scissors, badminton and counting money notes
FIRST'S
14. First surgery => Never
15. First piercing(s) => mid of Dec'07
16. First person you see in the morning => brother
17. First award => forgotten
18. First sport you joined => 4*100 relay
19. First pet => doggie
20. First vacation => forgotten*miri maybe*
21. First concert => NIL
CURRENTLY
23. Eating => No
24. Drinking => No,later
25. I'm about to => reply text from my darling
YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => yeap,a boy and a gurl
27. Want to get married => eight or nine more years later
28. Careers in mind => architect
WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => Hugs
31. Shorter or taller => Taller
32. Romantic or spontaneous => romantic
33. Sensitive or loud => not sure
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => no idea
HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => why so stupid?
36. Drank bubbles => No
37. Lost glasses/contacts => i'm not four-eyed
38. Ran away from home => No
39. Liked someone younger => No
40. Liked someone older => yeap
41. Broken someone's heart => how would i know?
42. Been arrested => NO
43. Cried when someone died => yup
44. Liked a friend => i LOVE my friends tim...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => yeah
46. Miracles => of cause!i'm a miracle!
47. Heaven => yeap
48. Santa claus => No
49. Angels => yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => aha~ my darling
51. Do you believe in God => certainly!!!
52. Tag 5 people => kelyn, wuily, phillip, ojibala and mr yap
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kinda sick. cough, sore throat. wisdom tooth growing at stage two. STUPID!! made me have to SWALLOW my meals instead of munching. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
off day tomorrow. wheeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.......
2.Nickname => ah yen, yen yen, salah(sarah)
3.Married => *stupid question* of cause not!
4.Male or Female => female lar... derrrr...
5.Highschool => Smk Kuching High.*till form5* Smb St Thomas*form6*
6.College => not bonded to any
7.Short or long hair => shoulder length
8.Are you a health freak => not so
9.Height => not even 160cm.x_x
10.Do you have a crush on someone => my darling!!
11.Do you like yourself => Yup
12.Piercings => Yes
13.Righty or Lefty => Rigthy for writing; lefty for scissors, badminton and counting money notes
FIRST'S
14. First surgery => Never
15. First piercing(s) => mid of Dec'07
16. First person you see in the morning => brother
17. First award => forgotten
18. First sport you joined => 4*100 relay
19. First pet => doggie
20. First vacation => forgotten*miri maybe*
21. First concert => NIL
CURRENTLY
23. Eating => No
24. Drinking => No,later
25. I'm about to => reply text from my darling
YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => yeap,a boy and a gurl
27. Want to get married => eight or nine more years later
28. Careers in mind => architect
WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => Eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => Hugs
31. Shorter or taller => Taller
32. Romantic or spontaneous => romantic
33. Sensitive or loud => not sure
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => no idea
HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => why so stupid?
36. Drank bubbles => No
37. Lost glasses/contacts => i'm not four-eyed
38. Ran away from home => No
39. Liked someone younger => No
40. Liked someone older => yeap
41. Broken someone's heart => how would i know?
42. Been arrested => NO
43. Cried when someone died => yup
44. Liked a friend => i LOVE my friends tim...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => yeah
46. Miracles => of cause!i'm a miracle!
47. Heaven => yeap
48. Santa claus => No
49. Angels => yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => aha~ my darling
51. Do you believe in God => certainly!!!
52. Tag 5 people => kelyn, wuily, phillip, ojibala and mr yap
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kinda sick. cough, sore throat. wisdom tooth growing at stage two. STUPID!! made me have to SWALLOW my meals instead of munching. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....
off day tomorrow. wheeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.......
Apr 28, 2008
johor
aha! i'm back! finally......plane landed on yesterday's night around 9.20pm. it departed 15minutes earlier.. like wat i've predicted.. i was on the same flight with Mr Yap.*lol...*
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first day in johor:
me and tzehui arrived johor's senai airport at around 10am tzehui's cousin's ex picked us up. tzehui's cousin is a broke down GPS. he pointed the wrong route and cause us to turn and turn nearly the whole johor.:rofl: went to a coffee shop at taman university to have our lunch. didnt really have a proper lunch. shared a plate of chicken rice with tzehui. we then checked in to a lodging house, namely Apollo Hotel at 12sth.
the room: the room is smaller than my bedroom!
after alil washed up and tv, we got ourselves readied by 1.30pm as the time for the interview written on tzehui's letter was 2pm.
four gals turned up including me where it was supposed to be about ten people.*they shortlisted 67 people. 56 were done on thursday,but not more than 30 turned up*
the test:
the one hour test started at 2.30pm with one drawing question. as what i've told u all earlier on, the interview will do no harm to me. the thing i fear most was the drawing part. plan and 3D thingy i did kinda okay. but the drawing............. the question asked to draw a perspective of ur favourite street which have to include buildings, people, vehicles and landscape. 65% of the A3 was blank!*laugh out loud* i didnt draw vehicles and the landscape. some more, i guess a kindi kid might draw sth better than mine. teeheehee.....
the interview:
tzehui said i took five min for that. but i felt like it's been hours sitting inside the room. there were two lecturers interviewing us. i was the first to go in. and guess what...
i shocked the lecturers TWICE!*applause please*
first was when one of them asked where do i come from and i told them i'm from kch,sarawak. then was when they asked do i think that those staying in longhouses are backward as compared to those staying in detached and terrace houses and i answered NO! huhu....
the interviewing session was mainly crapping. guess it was to test our language or communication skill.
the lecturer asked if kuching is backward as compared to those state in west malaysia. i elaborated my opinion in every perspective. geographically, economically and pollitically.*aiks, first impression mer... must let them know that sarah tan can think very far lar.... XD* i was smilling throughout the session. then they wont realise that i was nervous and alil trembling. muahahahahaha.....
around 4sth, we were done. tzehui's cousin punya ex sent us back to the lodging house.
stupid thingy happened when we were preparing ourselves to go hunt for our dinner. my haircomb broke into two when i wanted to tidy my hair. tooth of tzehui's haircomb broken when she wanted to comb her hair. STUPID!
after the wash up and tv, we walked to jusco. it took us about 10-15min to walk there. very near. then by 8sth, we walked 'home'. swiped my debit card for mother's day present at body shop.-____________-
went back without water eventhough we were at jusco. sarah tan ended up DEHYDRATED on the first day.x_x
the second day in johor:
we woke up around 8sth. after some wash up and tv, we walked to Lucky coffee shop behind the lodging house. five min walk. had Penang prawn beehoon instead of mee.*mee will be very full* very nice. nicer than those u can find in kuching. lol... 10sth we walked 'home' agAIN. after bathed, we checked out at 12noon. then went to city square by BUS. it was the first time in my life that i aboarded a BUS!*okay, i know, sarah tan very ho mia. dont jealous. wekikiki....* it's a 45min route to go city square by bus from skudai. went McD for lunch. then started shopping. didnt really shop. just walked passed most of the shop and got some souvenir thingy. cause we had to take a bus at 4sth to go back to taman university. saw lotsa hello kitty thingy. and guess what... i managed to control myself from buying those thingy! dont wanna swipe my card agAIN and it's end of month some more...*scare~~~*
cant wait to go johor for UTM's july intake... God will bless me. AMEN! haha... actually i planned to go for the september intake. cause my darling will have to stay in kuching for another year. and can earn alil bit more from padini.... but after the two days in johor... i berkobar-kobar want to johor liao.... wheeeeeheeeee.........
*johor doesnt have much engtau kias. miri has more.*
first day of work:
ehren said i cheated him when he first saw me. then i know...... things were like a big balloon which cant afford to have more air but was forced to be pumped with air and "POP!" it burst. almost storewide knew that me and ian are together.*shy....*
ehren kept saying i cheated him. but who to blame? not me wat.... i didnt want to cheat at the first place.................
sick sick...
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first day in johor:
me and tzehui arrived johor's senai airport at around 10am tzehui's cousin's ex picked us up. tzehui's cousin is a broke down GPS. he pointed the wrong route and cause us to turn and turn nearly the whole johor.:rofl: went to a coffee shop at taman university to have our lunch. didnt really have a proper lunch. shared a plate of chicken rice with tzehui. we then checked in to a lodging house, namely Apollo Hotel at 12sth.
the room: the room is smaller than my bedroom!
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changed my dress into a work wear. tzehui's cousin said i'd die on the spot *kicked out* if i were to wear the dress to the interview. meaning, too sexy. x_x
after alil washed up and tv, we got ourselves readied by 1.30pm as the time for the interview written on tzehui's letter was 2pm.
four gals turned up including me where it was supposed to be about ten people.*they shortlisted 67 people. 56 were done on thursday,but not more than 30 turned up*
the test:
the one hour test started at 2.30pm with one drawing question. as what i've told u all earlier on, the interview will do no harm to me. the thing i fear most was the drawing part. plan and 3D thingy i did kinda okay. but the drawing............. the question asked to draw a perspective of ur favourite street which have to include buildings, people, vehicles and landscape. 65% of the A3 was blank!*laugh out loud* i didnt draw vehicles and the landscape. some more, i guess a kindi kid might draw sth better than mine. teeheehee.....
the interview:
tzehui said i took five min for that. but i felt like it's been hours sitting inside the room. there were two lecturers interviewing us. i was the first to go in. and guess what...
i shocked the lecturers TWICE!*applause please*
first was when one of them asked where do i come from and i told them i'm from kch,sarawak. then was when they asked do i think that those staying in longhouses are backward as compared to those staying in detached and terrace houses and i answered NO! huhu....
the interviewing session was mainly crapping. guess it was to test our language or communication skill.
the lecturer asked if kuching is backward as compared to those state in west malaysia. i elaborated my opinion in every perspective. geographically, economically and pollitically.*aiks, first impression mer... must let them know that sarah tan can think very far lar.... XD* i was smilling throughout the session. then they wont realise that i was nervous and alil trembling. muahahahahaha.....
around 4sth, we were done. tzehui's cousin punya ex sent us back to the lodging house.
stupid thingy happened when we were preparing ourselves to go hunt for our dinner. my haircomb broke into two when i wanted to tidy my hair. tooth of tzehui's haircomb broken when she wanted to comb her hair. STUPID!
after the wash up and tv, we walked to jusco. it took us about 10-15min to walk there. very near. then by 8sth, we walked 'home'. swiped my debit card for mother's day present at body shop.-____________-
went back without water eventhough we were at jusco. sarah tan ended up DEHYDRATED on the first day.x_x
the second day in johor:
we woke up around 8sth. after some wash up and tv, we walked to Lucky coffee shop behind the lodging house. five min walk. had Penang prawn beehoon instead of mee.*mee will be very full* very nice. nicer than those u can find in kuching. lol... 10sth we walked 'home' agAIN. after bathed, we checked out at 12noon. then went to city square by BUS. it was the first time in my life that i aboarded a BUS!*okay, i know, sarah tan very ho mia. dont jealous. wekikiki....* it's a 45min route to go city square by bus from skudai. went McD for lunch. then started shopping. didnt really shop. just walked passed most of the shop and got some souvenir thingy. cause we had to take a bus at 4sth to go back to taman university. saw lotsa hello kitty thingy. and guess what... i managed to control myself from buying those thingy! dont wanna swipe my card agAIN and it's end of month some more...*scare~~~*
cant wait to go johor for UTM's july intake... God will bless me. AMEN! haha... actually i planned to go for the september intake. cause my darling will have to stay in kuching for another year. and can earn alil bit more from padini.... but after the two days in johor... i berkobar-kobar want to johor liao.... wheeeeeheeeee.........
*johor doesnt have much engtau kias. miri has more.*
first day of work:
ehren said i cheated him when he first saw me. then i know...... things were like a big balloon which cant afford to have more air but was forced to be pumped with air and "POP!" it burst. almost storewide knew that me and ian are together.*shy....*
ehren kept saying i cheated him. but who to blame? not me wat.... i didnt want to cheat at the first place.................
sick sick...
Apr 25, 2008
funny
time flies... will be departing to johor in the morning for the dunno-will-kena-not interview. huhu... God's gracious.. cause tzehui is also shortlisted. she helped book ticket and hotel. my angel!!! tzehui... i love u!!! wahahahahaha......
thank God that my commission wont be telan-ed. the manager said there's a limit for unpaid leave. three days in a month is okay. thank God!!!!!!!!!*clap clap*
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aha~ post of the day. hmm... gotta introduce a colleague of mine.
his name is................. *da danG* teckshin! haha... ok,it's a He.:rofl:
he is of the same age if mine. with specs, looks 'lau sit', alil taller than me. mind you all,it's alil. he's not very tall.*paiseh...wahahahaha...* oyea,he's from kuching town no 2.*not to forget that..hehe..* and also,he's under the brand of padini authentic.
allright. wat's so special about him? hmm.... to me,the only word that best describe him--------------> F.U.N.N.Y! aha~
guess what... recently,whenever he passed by the counter and saw me,he'll say:"sarah, chi fan liao " ---> "sarah,time for meal"*swt long long*
tis guy is kinda celaka lor....
know why?
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break time for sales assistants and cashiers is alil different. if we happened to be on the same shift. break time might be different. if he breaks at 2pm and mine on 1pm, he'll say me not friend enough cause didnt go break together with him. then if our break time happened to be the same, he didnt even wait for me to switch cashier and berkobar-kobar went punch out and had meal with another colleague. like wat had happened on yesterday. see? i could not be blamed for scolding him 'celaka'.*rofl* frankly, it's been quite few days that i didnt have lunch or dinner together with him. ehee... sorry lor teckshin...*if u happened to read my blog* lol....
wanna have more funny stories? teeheehee.... guess this will make u guys Roll On Floor Laughing.x_x
it's about my O.E.,ehren's most embarrassing moments. wheeeeeheeeeee.....
there's once he saw a lady with qute a uhm erm big ??? stomach. like a two to three months pregnant mother. guess what he did? he asked if that lady's pregnant not!!! then i asked why he said so. he then told me the funniest story that i've ever heard of. and now... sarah is going to share with u people. teeheehee...
he worked at tun jugah before. one day, he went to the loading bay for a smoke or two. there he saw a skinny lady with quite a big stomach smoking at there as well. tis nerdy thought the lady was pregnant. so he 'ho sim' went to talk to the lady, hoping to advise her not to smoke.*smoking is bad,esp for pregnant mother*
the conversation goes like this.*might be varied cause didnt memorise whatever he told me*
ehren: erm... u smoke ar?
lady: yea,why?
ehren: you know? not good for the baby arR...
lady: *paused a while* baby? wat baby?
ehren: u pregnant right? smoking is bad for the baby..
lady: pregnant? no... *looked at her stomach for a while then flee..*
ehren: ...................................
people...funny? i memang nearly roll on floor laughing lor.... i laughed until my stomach muscle **** so the very painful lerh....XD
then on monday i guess. he saw another pregnant lady paying at the counter. i guess it's almost time for the lady to give birth. none of you will guess of what did ehren say after that lady left.
ehren: that lady confirmed pregnant hor?
man! me and another two colleagues burst into laughters and i once agAIN nearly Roll On Floor Laughing!!!!! this ehren memang alil tiada harap. lol...
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wont be online-ing for two days.will only be back on saturday night. there's no flight on saturday morning.
MrYap will be back on saturday as well. maybe will be on the same flight as his. huhu... *if he's back by airasia*
aha~ my darling will send me to the airport. thanx darling!!! love u lotz!!!
thank God that my commission wont be telan-ed. the manager said there's a limit for unpaid leave. three days in a month is okay. thank God!!!!!!!!!*clap clap*
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aha~ post of the day. hmm... gotta introduce a colleague of mine.
his name is................. *da danG* teckshin! haha... ok,it's a He.:rofl:
he is of the same age if mine. with specs, looks 'lau sit', alil taller than me. mind you all,it's alil. he's not very tall.*paiseh...wahahahaha...* oyea,he's from kuching town no 2.*not to forget that..hehe..* and also,he's under the brand of padini authentic.
allright. wat's so special about him? hmm.... to me,the only word that best describe him--------------> F.U.N.N.Y! aha~
guess what... recently,whenever he passed by the counter and saw me,he'll say:"sarah, chi fan liao " ---> "sarah,time for meal"*swt long long*
tis guy is kinda celaka lor....
know why?
.........................................
break time for sales assistants and cashiers is alil different. if we happened to be on the same shift. break time might be different. if he breaks at 2pm and mine on 1pm, he'll say me not friend enough cause didnt go break together with him. then if our break time happened to be the same, he didnt even wait for me to switch cashier and berkobar-kobar went punch out and had meal with another colleague. like wat had happened on yesterday. see? i could not be blamed for scolding him 'celaka'.*rofl* frankly, it's been quite few days that i didnt have lunch or dinner together with him. ehee... sorry lor teckshin...*if u happened to read my blog* lol....
wanna have more funny stories? teeheehee.... guess this will make u guys Roll On Floor Laughing.x_x
it's about my O.E.,ehren's most embarrassing moments. wheeeeeheeeeee.....
there's once he saw a lady with qute a uhm erm big ??? stomach. like a two to three months pregnant mother. guess what he did? he asked if that lady's pregnant not!!! then i asked why he said so. he then told me the funniest story that i've ever heard of. and now... sarah is going to share with u people. teeheehee...
he worked at tun jugah before. one day, he went to the loading bay for a smoke or two. there he saw a skinny lady with quite a big stomach smoking at there as well. tis nerdy thought the lady was pregnant. so he 'ho sim' went to talk to the lady, hoping to advise her not to smoke.*smoking is bad,esp for pregnant mother*
the conversation goes like this.*might be varied cause didnt memorise whatever he told me*
ehren: erm... u smoke ar?
lady: yea,why?
ehren: you know? not good for the baby arR...
lady: *paused a while* baby? wat baby?
ehren: u pregnant right? smoking is bad for the baby..
lady: pregnant? no... *looked at her stomach for a while then flee..*
ehren: ...................................
people...funny? i memang nearly roll on floor laughing lor.... i laughed until my stomach muscle **** so the very painful lerh....XD
then on monday i guess. he saw another pregnant lady paying at the counter. i guess it's almost time for the lady to give birth. none of you will guess of what did ehren say after that lady left.
ehren: that lady confirmed pregnant hor?
man! me and another two colleagues burst into laughters and i once agAIN nearly Roll On Floor Laughing!!!!! this ehren memang alil tiada harap. lol...
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wont be online-ing for two days.will only be back on saturday night. there's no flight on saturday morning.
MrYap will be back on saturday as well. maybe will be on the same flight as his. huhu... *if he's back by airasia*
aha~ my darling will send me to the airport. thanx darling!!! love u lotz!!!
Apr 21, 2008
problems arised
long didnt have 'drawing' session. most of my classmates would know tat. eboon, still remembered what would i do when i was angry? lol... yeah,scribbling,wasting pen ink and papers. it's been a long time since i last scribbled. got addicted to it agAIN yesterday.
was thinking of how did my darling treat me when heading hornbill for the whole of yesterday. then i started scribbling. till nite i couldnt bear the pressure. cheng-ed him through texts when he was at his friend's place.*not really cheng-ed, just said him* he kept apologising for that.
saw him fooling around with a girl. in FRONT of me! girls, imagine that! what would u do when ur guys are fooling around with a gurl in FRONT of u? i got super duper pissed off lor...my face was real dark like charcoal. he didnt even notice it! *swt long long* told him about that when i had a chance. apology agAIN. with the phrase saying that me sensitive. WTH! TMD! like that also counted sensitive? please lar... i wont mind if he's fooling around with other girls behind me. but NOT in FRONT of me! what i want is only a simple respect. A SIMPLE RESPECT. never ever play with other galrs in FRONT of me.
guys, me counted very good lorh... till today i never touch his wallet and handphone. even when he left them on table and was away for a while. i didnt ask what is he doing, where he is and with who. tell me if i'm not good enough still. *sigh*
anyways, my heart soften when he apologized. me always very soft hearted one... haha...
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sick soon i guess. throat not feeling well. THANX to the centralised aircond of padini and cannot bring bottle to the counter. ouh Lord......
was thinking of how did my darling treat me when heading hornbill for the whole of yesterday. then i started scribbling. till nite i couldnt bear the pressure. cheng-ed him through texts when he was at his friend's place.*not really cheng-ed, just said him* he kept apologising for that.
saw him fooling around with a girl. in FRONT of me! girls, imagine that! what would u do when ur guys are fooling around with a gurl in FRONT of u? i got super duper pissed off lor...my face was real dark like charcoal. he didnt even notice it! *swt long long* told him about that when i had a chance. apology agAIN. with the phrase saying that me sensitive. WTH! TMD! like that also counted sensitive? please lar... i wont mind if he's fooling around with other girls behind me. but NOT in FRONT of me! what i want is only a simple respect. A SIMPLE RESPECT. never ever play with other galrs in FRONT of me.
guys, me counted very good lorh... till today i never touch his wallet and handphone. even when he left them on table and was away for a while. i didnt ask what is he doing, where he is and with who. tell me if i'm not good enough still. *sigh*
anyways, my heart soften when he apologized. me always very soft hearted one... haha...
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sick soon i guess. throat not feeling well. THANX to the centralised aircond of padini and cannot bring bottle to the counter. ouh Lord......
Apr 20, 2008
break up
i'm planning for a break up. told me colleague about the happenings last night. *sort of asking for her opinion*
her reaction after listening to my illustration---> "this kind of guy, can be dumped."
she asked why didnt i scold him for leaving me behind in the dark and for not introducing me to his friends. even if introduce me as a normal friend,not as girlfriend.
my reaction---> "...................." monolog dalaman: why scold? scoldings=quarrellings. i dont wish to have quarelling. baru one week nia dy quarell. i dont want tat.
i'm STUPID. i'm always stupid.
it is confirmed that something is wrong with him. not sure if he's having another gurl. but,something is wrong with him for sure.
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i'll have to sacrifice a lot for the stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview.
air ticket to johor (airasia) - RM309/- (to and fro,with tax included)
a day of unpaid leave [off day switched to friday] - RM32+
fixed commission of the month - RM300 *there'll be no more commission given if unpaid leave is taken T.T *
hotel,taxi and food - going to be around RM100++
sarah is dead.
date with my darling has to be cancelled as i switched my off day to friday.
Mr yap, sorry lerh.. the maybank thingy... have to be postponed agAIN. paiseh...
her reaction after listening to my illustration---> "this kind of guy, can be dumped."
she asked why didnt i scold him for leaving me behind in the dark and for not introducing me to his friends. even if introduce me as a normal friend,not as girlfriend.
my reaction---> "...................." monolog dalaman: why scold? scoldings=quarrellings. i dont wish to have quarelling. baru one week nia dy quarell. i dont want tat.
i'm STUPID. i'm always stupid.
it is confirmed that something is wrong with him. not sure if he's having another gurl. but,something is wrong with him for sure.
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i'll have to sacrifice a lot for the stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview.
air ticket to johor (airasia) - RM309/- (to and fro,with tax included)
a day of unpaid leave [off day switched to friday] - RM32+
fixed commission of the month - RM300 *there'll be no more commission given if unpaid leave is taken T.T *
hotel,taxi and food - going to be around RM100++
sarah is dead.
date with my darling has to be cancelled as i switched my off day to friday.
Mr yap, sorry lerh.. the maybank thingy... have to be postponed agAIN. paiseh...
Apr 18, 2008
covering
it's been a week i'm with my darling.time flies.things happened was like a dream.despite those happiness, i found sth not right.he's trying hard to cover our relation.and i find no reason for him to do so.he said he doesnt want ppl around to hav questionaire.my colleague said unless he's with another gal still.or else he wont cover.i dont think i'm bad enough to have him intro me as his gal.
went to his friend's birthday gathering at hornbill after our dinner at causeway bay.u people wont imagine how did he treat me after we got off from his car heading to hornbill.he just walked and walked and walked and left me behind him,without turning his head and take at look at me.if there was any bad guy who wanna attack me,i bet,he wont know.when meeting his friends,he didnt even bother to intro me to his friends,leaving me there 'gong gong' *in hokkien* dunno like wat.could only thank God tat there were two or three were from kuching high.like hanloong,leslie lee and ee siang. WTH................
wat is the point to cover???????????????????????????????!!!
even blinds can feel that we are together. my colleague asked me not to fall deep deep with him if he still cover, dont act close with me in front of the public and etc.
my God........... no point to love him whole heartedly.
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God's mercy that i'm short listed for the interview for architecturial course at UTM.the interview is held on next friday. at UTM. which means i have to fly to Johor just for tat stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview. oh Lord.................. i wonder if me short listed for USM. if i am....die liao....after UTM, USM. la la la la la..... cant take too many unpaid leave ler...early of month d took two lor....x_x
pray for me.
went to his friend's birthday gathering at hornbill after our dinner at causeway bay.u people wont imagine how did he treat me after we got off from his car heading to hornbill.he just walked and walked and walked and left me behind him,without turning his head and take at look at me.if there was any bad guy who wanna attack me,i bet,he wont know.when meeting his friends,he didnt even bother to intro me to his friends,leaving me there 'gong gong' *in hokkien* dunno like wat.could only thank God tat there were two or three were from kuching high.like hanloong,leslie lee and ee siang. WTH................
wat is the point to cover???????????????????????????????!!!
even blinds can feel that we are together. my colleague asked me not to fall deep deep with him if he still cover, dont act close with me in front of the public and etc.
my God........... no point to love him whole heartedly.
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God's mercy that i'm short listed for the interview for architecturial course at UTM.the interview is held on next friday. at UTM. which means i have to fly to Johor just for tat stupid and dunno-will-kena-not interview. oh Lord.................. i wonder if me short listed for USM. if i am....die liao....after UTM, USM. la la la la la..... cant take too many unpaid leave ler...early of month d took two lor....x_x
pray for me.
Apr 17, 2008
staff shortage
i love my darling. wahahahahahaha...
he booked me for dating next wed. my off day mer... teeheehee...
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padini is now short of manpower. anyone interested please go for form filling and wait for interview. thanx....
it was supposed to be ian's off day on wed. but was asked to go work. lol.....
so people, have mercy on padini kay? hehe...
thinking of changing my link. any nice name? cause ehren knows my blog...
kinda hard for me to post about my darling. lol...
he booked me for dating next wed. my off day mer... teeheehee...
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padini is now short of manpower. anyone interested please go for form filling and wait for interview. thanx....
it was supposed to be ian's off day on wed. but was asked to go work. lol.....
so people, have mercy on padini kay? hehe...
thinking of changing my link. any nice name? cause ehren knows my blog...
kinda hard for me to post about my darling. lol...
Apr 16, 2008
thank God
\;"yuan fen yao lai de shi hou, shi dang ye dang bu zhu" *read in chinese* haha...
now only i realized how true is tis quote. lol...
i thank God for him.^^
if he's the right one, God will get him to meet my parents one day for sure.
la la la la la la la......
baru know tat if you treat someone as a normal friend in the very beginning, you two wont get together. "ri jiu sheng qing" very lame. *in chinese* wahahahahaha....
now only i realized how true is tis quote. lol...
i thank God for him.^^
if he's the right one, God will get him to meet my parents one day for sure.
la la la la la la la......
baru know tat if you treat someone as a normal friend in the very beginning, you two wont get together. "ri jiu sheng qing" very lame. *in chinese* wahahahahaha....
Apr 15, 2008
untitled
on full shift today.
time passed kinda fast today.
simply dunno why.
remembered last tuesday i nearly dozed off
time passed super slow as well.
can i let go of ylm asap?
through his existance?
might be cruel.
as if i misused him
trying my very best to love him whole heartedly.
am trying.
at least, i try.
but i do feel the guilt at times.
especially when he treated me so well.
yet i treat him normally.
like treating a normal friend
kay,i'm bad.
i'm cruel.
i do admit.
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tomorrow's my off day. mum dated me before him. so, going out with mum instead of him. i feel bad. but it might be better if he meet my mum. he's not ready. no point forcing. just let him be. dont feel like to care much. -____________-"
time passed kinda fast today.
simply dunno why.
remembered last tuesday i nearly dozed off
time passed super slow as well.
can i let go of ylm asap?
through his existance?
might be cruel.
as if i misused him
trying my very best to love him whole heartedly.
am trying.
at least, i try.
but i do feel the guilt at times.
especially when he treated me so well.
yet i treat him normally.
like treating a normal friend
kay,i'm bad.
i'm cruel.
i do admit.
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tomorrow's my off day. mum dated me before him. so, going out with mum instead of him. i feel bad. but it might be better if he meet my mum. he's not ready. no point forcing. just let him be. dont feel like to care much. -____________-"
Apr 14, 2008
nightmare
whatever tat happened on last night from 10:20pm till around 11pm was like a dream to me. never know tat i, sarah, can be so.......................................
might appear to be very not lady like in people's eyes. no one can imagine tat last night i was so...........................................
hahaha..... whatever tat happened last night, will only be a secret for the whole of my life. no one will know wat had happened.^^
dad bought me a macbook. glory to the Lord!!^^
on afternoon shift tomorrow. can sleep late tonight and wake up late agAIN. haha....
might appear to be very not lady like in people's eyes. no one can imagine tat last night i was so...........................................
hahaha..... whatever tat happened last night, will only be a secret for the whole of my life. no one will know wat had happened.^^
dad bought me a macbook. glory to the Lord!!^^
on afternoon shift tomorrow. can sleep late tonight and wake up late agAIN. haha....
Apr 11, 2008
stolen
my first kiss was stolen without my prior consent!!!!!!
WTH.....
wanna panggang tat dude and chop him into pieces and throw him into Rajang River ler... Grrrr.................................
dont ask how did that happen. cause it's a long story. i dunno where to start.
dont ask who's tat dude. i wont tell. blek...
WTH.....
wanna panggang tat dude and chop him into pieces and throw him into Rajang River ler... Grrrr.................................
dont ask how did that happen. cause it's a long story. i dunno where to start.
dont ask who's tat dude. i wont tell. blek...
Apr 10, 2008
off day!!
tired
tired
tired
tired
tired
it's my off day of the week. super tired. was on full shift last night. dont understand the management. weekdays normally wont have lotsa customers, yet they get the workers to be on full shift. waste manpower nia nia........ nearly dozed off around 11sth in the morning oso...
anyways, despite of all the tiredness, it's kinda fun also. had lotsa laughters when there's no customers. even the cctv is there,we still laughed.
thank God... didnt short even a single cents. but had extra instead. dunno how did i have those extra coins. i counted properly d before returning the money to customers de ler... hmmm................
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it was ian's off day yesterday. so finally had a chance to go out with a friend working a copal there during my lunch and dinner break. ehren, one of my O.E.[opreation executive] asked where's ian.*cause he didnt see him* told him ian's off. then he asked who did i have my break with as ian wasnt there. told him with my friend. then he said wat when ian's working, i go break with ian; when ian's off, then only i ask my friends out. the way he said as if me 'zhong se qing you' *in chinese* like tat..... kek tio..... oi! people, me tat type of person meh.... wat lar... i did try to ask xiangyi go for lunch or dinner oso ler... but he always said tat he got ta pau or wat and cant go with me ler... sienz.......
well well.. ian's quite a gentlemen. for two nights, he waited me for about 20min to finish all the settlements of the day eventhough he punched his card d at 10pm.*cashiers have to do settlements of the day before going off no matter wat time d..* hmmm.... not bad right? haha...
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sent my car for regular servicing tis afternoon. hee... the service advisor there saw me working at springie last week. but he said he wasnt qutie sure if tat gurl is me or not cause when he last saw me my hair still curly curly de... wahahahahahaha... hmm... he's an engtau kia ooo... was from smk batu lintang, but didnt ask he's which year de.*not interested in him* weheee..
****, on full shift agAIN tomorrow. who wanna pay me a visit ouh......
Apr 5, 2008
ching ming fest
finally back from miri.
had a tiring trip. whenever i went, i felt super duper sleepy. weird... cause i slept very early in the nite. before 9pm, i was on the bed d.. but woke up around 6sth cause my e e has to go work.
didnt know i had quite a few relatives not in this world d...
when first arrived miri, went to the grave of my grandpa. saw the pic of his. suddenly miss him alot.. miss those years when during our year end school holidays, me and my bro would go miri. staying with my grandpa and grandma. still remember that my grandpa always slept after dinner before 7pm. he never slept after tat time. and woke up super early. around 5sth in the morning, could hear his coughs. i miss him alot. though i didnt really have much interaction with him before. only heard my mum illustrated how bad he was when my mum them were young.*sigh siGH*
truly miss him a lot..
people, cherish ur loved ones.
*miri has lotsa engtau kias ooo....hahahaha....*
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salary from my previous job not banked in yet. wanna bbq them one by one and throw them into the sea to feed those hungry crocs and sharks. by 31st of march the manager told me that money was banked in in tat morning. but then on the 2nd eeboon texted me and asked me to go collect cheque. WTH! TMD! memang wanna panggang them arrrr......... grrrrrrr................................
went uncle richard's place for a hair trimming tis afternoon. kektio... front hair is much shorter. have to keep it for dunno how long agAIn... sien si...
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in a complicated relationship. sien sien de....
had a tiring trip. whenever i went, i felt super duper sleepy. weird... cause i slept very early in the nite. before 9pm, i was on the bed d.. but woke up around 6sth cause my e e has to go work.
didnt know i had quite a few relatives not in this world d...
when first arrived miri, went to the grave of my grandpa. saw the pic of his. suddenly miss him alot.. miss those years when during our year end school holidays, me and my bro would go miri. staying with my grandpa and grandma. still remember that my grandpa always slept after dinner before 7pm. he never slept after tat time. and woke up super early. around 5sth in the morning, could hear his coughs. i miss him alot. though i didnt really have much interaction with him before. only heard my mum illustrated how bad he was when my mum them were young.*sigh siGH*
truly miss him a lot..
people, cherish ur loved ones.
*miri has lotsa engtau kias ooo....hahahaha....*
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salary from my previous job not banked in yet. wanna bbq them one by one and throw them into the sea to feed those hungry crocs and sharks. by 31st of march the manager told me that money was banked in in tat morning. but then on the 2nd eeboon texted me and asked me to go collect cheque. WTH! TMD! memang wanna panggang them arrrr......... grrrrrrr................................
went uncle richard's place for a hair trimming tis afternoon. kektio... front hair is much shorter. have to keep it for dunno how long agAIn... sien si...
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in a complicated relationship. sien sien de....
Apr 2, 2008
padini's opening cum april fool
had a kinda tiring day. not really tired, just that my legs pain like nuts after standing for NINE hours. felt so the very very happy when had the chance to sit after home.
padini concept store was officially opened at 10am at the spring, kuching with the first few transaction was done between cashiers and the marketing people. 'for luck,' they said. cause the big boss is very into fengshui thingy.. so... hehe... people came and went with big plastic bags. some just swipe their credit cards as if nothing with the amount of nearly 1k. *sweat long long..* we had a very promising sales. even the counter for membership card applications can have more than 1k with RM10 per application.
woke up at 6:10AM tis morning. ian asked to go for breakfast at 7am as i had to punch my card before 9am. i kesian him lor... he's on noon shift but have to wake up early to send me to work after breakfast. this dude dont take breakfast de.. but he scare that i might skipped my breakfast for more sleeps and ended up with gastric pain half way so accompanied me for breakfast. he kept reminding me to take my meal before i got out from the store for lunch. funny incident here--around 5sth,was busy dealing with a transaction and ian was about to go for his dinner break, he walked past my counter and told me that he's going out for dinner with andrew.*faint*
i was on morning shift. means, i cant catch a ride from ian. since he sent me to work, i dont drive. so.. who's gonna pick me home? carol, another colleague, was on morning shift as well. so decided to follow her car home.
6:30pm.... stupid thingy happened that pissed me off. a new staff who's under the brand as ian and carol didnt punch in after out to lunch. hence, that brand short of a staff. carol was asked to work OT out of a sudden!!! i ended up with no transportation to go home.[i didnt drive mar...] finally...... my SCS said that he can pick me up after i've failed to beg for a ride. ian kept asking me who's gonna pick me up before my SCS called. he demanded me to stand in front of padini's concept store while waiting for the arrival of my SCS so that he could keep an eye on me. i memang kektio lor... cause standing in front of the store doing nothing made me stupid. frankly, i'd rather go around the mall while waiting ler.. even thought of just disappeared without telling him.*wahahahaha.... me very bad hor..XD* before i was off, ian asked to text him once i got home. it was like reporting to a police officer. i didnt even have to report to my mum when she was in KK few days ago.*sweat*
might not be blogging for few days, will be in miri for 'ching ming'.
nice days all!^^ God bless.. and take care.
padini concept store was officially opened at 10am at the spring, kuching with the first few transaction was done between cashiers and the marketing people. 'for luck,' they said. cause the big boss is very into fengshui thingy.. so... hehe... people came and went with big plastic bags. some just swipe their credit cards as if nothing with the amount of nearly 1k. *sweat long long..* we had a very promising sales. even the counter for membership card applications can have more than 1k with RM10 per application.
woke up at 6:10AM tis morning. ian asked to go for breakfast at 7am as i had to punch my card before 9am. i kesian him lor... he's on noon shift but have to wake up early to send me to work after breakfast. this dude dont take breakfast de.. but he scare that i might skipped my breakfast for more sleeps and ended up with gastric pain half way so accompanied me for breakfast. he kept reminding me to take my meal before i got out from the store for lunch. funny incident here--around 5sth,was busy dealing with a transaction and ian was about to go for his dinner break, he walked past my counter and told me that he's going out for dinner with andrew.*faint*
i was on morning shift. means, i cant catch a ride from ian. since he sent me to work, i dont drive. so.. who's gonna pick me home? carol, another colleague, was on morning shift as well. so decided to follow her car home.
6:30pm.... stupid thingy happened that pissed me off. a new staff who's under the brand as ian and carol didnt punch in after out to lunch. hence, that brand short of a staff. carol was asked to work OT out of a sudden!!! i ended up with no transportation to go home.[i didnt drive mar...] finally...... my SCS said that he can pick me up after i've failed to beg for a ride. ian kept asking me who's gonna pick me up before my SCS called. he demanded me to stand in front of padini's concept store while waiting for the arrival of my SCS so that he could keep an eye on me. i memang kektio lor... cause standing in front of the store doing nothing made me stupid. frankly, i'd rather go around the mall while waiting ler.. even thought of just disappeared without telling him.*wahahahaha.... me very bad hor..XD* before i was off, ian asked to text him once i got home. it was like reporting to a police officer. i didnt even have to report to my mum when she was in KK few days ago.*sweat*
might not be blogging for few days, will be in miri for 'ching ming'.
nice days all!^^ God bless.. and take care.
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