paiseh

will update.
but not so soon.
will.... i will....
surely will update.
stay tuned.




happy 2009! God bless....^^

song

someone introduced the song "cry on my shoulder" to me last year..
i swear it's freakishly nice.
had a chance to listen to it whenver i went to jase tea room.
thanks to jase tea room! hahaks.

a nice song.
the feeling is always the same whenever i listen to it.
same thing, same memories would pop up into my mind. aha
only the people are different. lolz

well,juz trying to be alil emo. =P dont mind to share it to u all once again. haha

still prefer....

shhhhhh..... whoever read this,keep your mouth shut tight tight o...>"<


saw mr the-most-handsome of the spring *well,I.M.O-im my opinion* and he's no other than roderick! aha~
and yea,as stated there "still prefer".. ehee... he's engtau,and no one can actly beat him for that. blek XD but uhm.... i'll never ever have him. God knows why. aha~




before pen's off,


wat are u looking at?











so tat's all about my fat darling at home. hahaks!

DONT

uh yea... dont. DONT get near me. DONT. sarah tan is now in danger mode.

my first final exam in my life. and guess wat's my pointer..

3.11/4.0.
not even in dean's list,which requires a min of 3.50.
so sad...

but uhm.. have to give thanks to the Lord tho. at least,i'm in second upper,tho not first class. thank God

SAB1042 MAKMAL KEJURUTERAAN AWAM I A 4.00
SAB1213 MEKANIK GUNAAN C 2.00
SAB1423 LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN AWAM A 4.00
SAB1513 MEKANIK BENDALIR B- 2.67
SSE1792 KALKULUS B- 2.67
UHB1412 ENGLISH FOR ACADEMIC COMMUNICATION A- 3.67

after some plus and minus and also times and divide, these results give me 3.11 over 4.0. so desperate. even the so called second upper is "ngam ngam" pass the requirement.. as the min pointer for getting second upper is 3.0.
sarah is always so LAME. alWAYS.
and i'm always a brain of language.
scored well in wat's hard for the others. not my makmal and lukisan. these two are the the special case,which meant to pull up the pointer. wat i meant is english. see? a 3.67 for that. whereby most seniors had a C for that.
told ya all,i'm a brain of language. i'm not meant for physics and calculation. i have a blunt brain. *sigh*
i had a C for applied mechanics. a C. i never had a C in my public exams,except biology for SPM *cause i hate biology*. nay,not even STPM i had a C. the most is B-. and now....... well...
thank God i still managed to have PTPTN loan continued.

so ridiculous.. so 讽刺. i'm doing civil engineering. wat on earth i get a 3.67 in english for? i should have headed for teaching in the first place. as i like to mix around with kids also.. useless being regret.

blank. total BLANK brain. i have to change course. can i? i'm wasting my time.......








back to johor next sat. last tea,anyone?



enjoy ur "dong zhi" and have a joyous x-mas.

wat's for today?

ahem.. here in big apple donut,the spring again.
see? i'm so desperate to update my blog so that my readers will get updated about me. see how much i love you all?*vomiting* blek...

had my left arm sprained on monday due to improper sleeping way T.T well,you might say tat i'm lucky cause its my left arm as i use my right arm for writing, but halt, dont forget that both my left and right arms are useful to me. i use my left arm for scissors and etc while my right arm is actly no other than writing only.. so i'm basically more or less like a O.K.U, i couldnt even wash my face at the washing basin. imagine how O.K.U. am i...x_x


finally had my steps into padini after back here in kuching for few weeks.
whoever saw me,said tat i've put on weight =.= alright, i know i have expanded. dont have to remind me about tat. my mum is controlling my food now. watever i eat, i oni have half of the portion T.T sigh...
stepped out from the face shop with a lost of RM170+-. me very geng lei....*dont clap. please..... dont.... no!!!!*

found a new hobby--tea!!
wahahahaha.. kinda addicted for tea after a few visits to jase tea room. lolz.. even bought some lavender home at hock lee centre. hiakx =D so ya, tea please.. call me for tat o... ehee...




went to shop for new clothes at hock lee centre last week. while trying the clothes, mum kept shaking her head, saying that i'm F.A.T ><"


ok, i'm FAT. hope no reminders liao... DIETING now liao....................T_______________T

should be posted on the 11th...

So ya.. Im 20th now. No longer in my teens, feeling kinda weird. I have to act and wear like a gurl who s in her twenty, more responsible, wiser, more matured. Quoted from Oliver, tuition mate. He said, a year older, a year wiser. But.. I prefer to act and wear like a gurl who s in her 18th or so. Ironic…

About my celebration… didn’t celeb it on the actual day itself, as I had steam boating with mum and my step on the day before tat. Plus, they gave me some cash. So no celebration on the night of the 8th *shrugs*

this is the golden bracelet by my dad x_x

The very first one to wish me happy burfdae was zining and her bf with three pieces of cakes. After that would be wishes from ma ing, lyn, phillip, eeliang, kelyn, Elizabeth, eeboon, chinmei, senior Goh, my BIG koko with happy hari haji typed x_x and chunwai, my course mate by texts. Then those on friendster and facebook, and also belated on the 9th and 10th. Blurb… thanx to tzehui for accompanying me to springie, bdc everise and bdc’s memories and also the paper fan she brought from Guangzhou. Thanx also to Donald duck, my course mate who called, played a small part of the birthday song he played through piano and recorded before calling. Thanx to lyn who organized the steamboating and also for the cake. Lyn, I’ll seriously love you lots. Aha! THANX everyone. Appreciate it lots! Of course, thank God that I’m 20th by His grace and mercy =P



cakes from zining..^^




U6S3’07 of SMB St Thomas, the gathering will be on the 22nd,7pm at luxury cafe which is opposite to boulevard and also next to ambank. thanx...^^

I.C.E

I.C.E - in case of emergency...*in case i dont online*

early burfdae wishes to MR YAP on the 9th and wuily on the 10th. may our Lord God Jesus bless u all abundantly on ur 20th!! enjoy and have fun on that day ^^

random.

kinda phobia of driving. *shrugs*
expanded. 46 now. T______________T mum kept suanning me. sienz... i'm expanding!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaa..... crazy liao........

and now,where am i online-ing for this post? hmm... it's no other than big apple,the spring. it's 1201. obviously i'm kinda desperate for a wifi to keep my blog updated x_x so desperate....=P

have been up to no good all these days. eat,sleep,drama,eat,sleep again. halt,i did start a little bit on engineering maths. lil bit.. trust me,very lil...-.-

scrolled down the phone book list,and i found....... no ONE for outings. i'm so LAME. blurb... and hence,i go here and there on my own. not bad wat...^^

talking about moro... moro moro... hmm... when the clock strikes 12am later on, me, sarah tan will be here in this world for two decades officially. aha~ TWO decades o... not easy man... should thank God ar... lolx..
no special plans for moro. except going the spring *agAIN* to shop for heels with tze hui. presents presents... anyone? do send it to my house or to the spring. would appreciate it lots!!! hiak hiakz... as for what to give as presents... seriously,i have no idea. mum and dad asked it over and over agAIN. my ans will still be the same "i DONO" but for those who know me well will know that if any give me hello kitty on that very day,i'll love her lots. wakakakakaka.....=D



NICK VUJICIC,a man with no limbs,no arms, no worries will be at ACS on the 14th. 9am,2pm and 730pm,three sessions. those interested, please text me for tickets ASAP,before 2pm later if pozble. thanx thanx.. hope to see some of you around...^^
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a short intro about this guy. do click. dont hesitate.

hibernating

aha~ finally able to write a post. the phone line head was broken so cant online. hehez... paiseh paiseh...

so ya, i'm now in kuching. tea? anytime,i'm superb bored at home. yamcha yamcha!!!! i want yamcha and bluffing with friends. haiz... obviously,i have not much friends here. sigh.

call me!!! for yamcha!!!!!!!!!

gonna hibernate. so ya.. call me!!!!!!!!! phone number is always the same!!!






p/s: smk kuching high was caught on fire today!!! i heard the library,lab and teachers' block were off. blurb..stay tuned on moro's newspaper!!!

photos

finally... photos taken during Global Peace Festival. there are lots more still. kinda lazy to post all. aha~













Dr Hyun Jin Min. the co-founder of GPF







MAMNOON for viewing. pics are not in order. sorry for the inconveniences. the author is superb lazy...x_x

END

aha~ finally.... killed by fluid mechanics this morning, which means, my first year first sem is officially ENDED today, 18/11/08
fluid mechanics... i was really killed by it instead of killing it. really really really hope that my lecturer will mark my paper with BOTH of his eyes closed desperately. if not.... i memang sei lor... second year has hydraulic again... haiz...

well.. since my first sem has ended... what can i say? hmm... left 3 1/2 years. God's mercy..
thinking of switching course--> architecture!!! but i dont dare to switch, scare my mummy will be running after me with parang..XD cause if i am to swith... i'll be spending SIX years here in UTM instead of 4years.. some more my mummy is happily thinking that i'll stay on with civil engineering and graduate in four years' time. sigh sigh sigh.. wat should i do?T.T civil engineering requires strong basics or rather strong understanding on physics,and yet, physics is never my forte but then somehow it seems like i'm DESTINED to be in physics stream.. all these while since form4, i did badly in physics tests, my chemistry is always better than physics, but when it came to SPM and STPM, my physics grade is better than chemistry. freak! and now... i'm in civil engineering. NUTS! physics again. haizzzzzzzzzz...............
hope my final can get flying colours. dont wanna drop my directs' face x_x both of them very geng ey...zhiming koko's applied mechanics 4.0 some more... blurb.. if i didnt get first class.. i'll be very embarrassed ler....>"<
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!



*****

forgotten to introduce my new toy to u all. erm erm.. not so new also.. about two months or so d ler...><

so,this is my new toy. ehee..^^

what a small world!

feel like going home right now. wanna skip my fluid mechanics and go home T.T



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U6S3'07 of SMB St Thomas:
guess who'd i bumped into yesterday??????? aha~~~

went Hope Church,JB yesterday for sunday service. there i saw................................ GERALD CHAN!!!! woooohoooOO..
surprise ey? aha~ i'm indeed VERY surprise!! lolx...
it's been a long lonG time since i last saw him..[should be we,U6S3'07] hehe...
when i first saw him, i didnt dare to approach him to say 'hi'. cause wat.... and guys,guess... ehee....
he's like....... a dough added with yeast!!!XD [guess the hidden meaning =P]
tat's why i didnt dare to approach him. half dead i wanna have a peep on his name tag but in vain.[everyone in hope church has a name tag]
it so happened that yesterday was membership day.[new comers signed up as a member of hope church,jb. well,i didnt. cause i'm a part of Blessed Church. aha]
whole church went up to congrat the new members. Gerald went up. great chance for me to peep his name tag x_x when i saw the name tag wrote "gerald chan wei ming"...... i quickly called him! aha~
he's totally shocked when i called him. wahahahahaha... his response was.. 'eeeh??! how come u're here?!" lolz...
phone numbers were exchange soon after that.^^
well... U6S3'07... some updates of gerald chan here-- he's now working in singapore at city chain as sales person. doing quite well i guess.. that's why he's like a dough added with yeast XD will be staying at his god-bro's house when he comes over jb here. something good for him is he joins church. at least, he didnt go astray.^o^

gathering anyone? please suggest date and venue. of cause, night time. aha~ text me at my phone number. digi or maxis. any one. hope to see a complete gathering. [except for gerald,cause he'll only be back to kuching after chinese new year.]

BE on the alert

received this text from chuanhao yesterday. and christians, be on the alert!

"666 beast mark chips are on the market. name:MONDEX. manufacturer: MOTOROLA. the days are near, people are to be perished. please be more alert,spread the gospel more."

and yeah.. finally... this 666 beast mark chips are on the market. like wat is written in the book of revelation. forwarded to every christian friend once i received this.
kinda scary? well,for me,it is. i'm not prepared for the second coming of Lord Jesus yet.. so.... mum and dad arent christian yet. lotsa friends around are not christians yet. i'm scare... scared to death. scare that what if by the time Jesus comes back and they are not christians yet,i wont be able to see them in heaven,they'll be in eternity suffer. i fear the time when Jesus asked what i've done for Him, people He placed around me i didnt really turn them to Christ. i'm afraid..... freakishly afraid.. phobia-ing...
lotsa thoughts popped up my mind when watching drama after that....
the chips are on the market, and this indicates that the days are really near..
i'm still...19th[okay,make it 20th if u want..x_x]
friends and relatives mostly not christians
i havent succeed in my life yet[as in i havent get the title IR yet. IR-engineer]
i havent go around the world yet
i havent had enough of fun yet
and most importantly............... i havent get married yet!XD
all i want is PLAY! and have FUN!
these are what i told Jesus. well well,at least,let me meet a christian who really loves me. blek....XD thick faced. and i'm always so.


my beloved friends, if any of u in dunno-which-part of this world,heard any gospel,can please just turn to Christ? i love you all.. i dont want any of u to go into eternal perish. i really really love you all...T.T repent and turn to Christ the only God please...................................
why worshipping idols instead of the living God? why??? *sigh*

boycotted =D

yeasterday's calculus [or rather intermediate mathematics].. hmm.. not so bad.. did better than wat i've expected. praise the Lord. aha~
whenever we go for exam,we hav to bring along our examination slips, if not, we'll get a big fat zero for that particular paper. that's what senior kiantat told me. and ouh yea,he's the senior who's been texting with me all these while. well,BIG fat zero. and guess what.... i DIDNT bring along my examination slip with me yesterday!!!! i didnt bring,i FORGOTTEN to bring. went out of room at 8am,didnt realize anything wrong, not until i went to Masjid Sultan Ismail after blogging. it was 845am by the time i realized. told horng eng about that, she said that maybe it'll be fine if i show them my matrix card. prayed hard and off i went into the exam hall. two and a half hours of exam, thank God, nothing went wrong, really have to praise the Lord le...[clap clap] ^^
i'm confident to get 35/50 for the final. it's still a distance to get an A, Lord God really have to mark my paper Himself. i need miracle. kinda desperately. hahahahaha....



*****
yoyo~ finally sarah tan is boycotted. and guess wat... i'm boycotted by a bunch of so-called leaders without leadership. [Rolling on the floor laughing] expected this when i rejected ah goh to join JKM.
went out for dinner with city harvest's sis and bro at taman uni last nite. lotsa UTM dudes there,saw seniors also. namely, ah chai,ah goh,sim, and ah ho. didnt know that i was boycotted before last nite yet.. waved at those seniors when saw them. [respect mar...] but guess what.... they all stared at me as if they dont know me,then i knew... woo woot.. sarah tan is boycotted by a bunch of lame guys. rofl.....
actly i'm not the only one being boycotted by them. horng eng and mun yee as well. all because we dont want to join JKM. *the darkness of JKM-boycott u if u dont wanna join. haha...* erm i dont feel bad being boycotted by these people tho.. kinda happy instead. lolz.....
people,imagine how lame are they lor... if i simply pick a form 4 prefect from st thomas, his leadership skill will be far more better than those bunch of dudes. wahahahaha... also, they are very....*indescribable* esp ah chai,would betray his course mates for the sake of quota to stay at KTHO. every of the first year's dislikes him like nuts. horng eng said this before--> first year's dislikes him, second year boycott him [except those who've been brainwashed by him], third year beh liang him(cause he's the type who speak more than action) then final year's busy,no time to care about him. aha~ terrible right? west malaysia people.... tsktsktsk... these are the so called leaders, who call themselves as leaders. even english language is lamer than primary six students of sarawak nowadays. aha~ i think me and horng eng can do a better job than them lor... wahahahaha....
i thank God for both my direct seniors are not in JKM,if not... hoho! couldnt imagine.... kesian munyee lor... her direct is gary,part of JKM. imagine what happened to her when even me also being boycotted lor.. the two no longer talked d... blurb..

oya, prefects of st thomas, be proud of yourselves! even if you're just a ordinary prefect. see? university students,turning 22 next year,are lamer than you guys. be proud of yourselves!

827

827... ouh well,no meaning for this, it's just the time when i'm writing this right now. 827... half an hour later,i gonna go Masjid Sultan Ismail to battle with my calculus. God says He'll prepare a feast for us in the mist of our enemies. okay,calculus is my enemy,so yea,i'll have peace while battling with it.
so sad..... my carried marks for my calculus is only 34/50. it's not high. it's low. terribly vegetably low. tat senior who's been texting with me all these while since deepavali asked why dont i aim for A+,it's only 90marks after all. 90??? full marks of final is only 50. to get 90 i need 54marks more!! then i told him my carried marks,he's shocked! and asked if i studied or not. sigh sigh sigh... i DID study. half dead i studied and did all the past years' papers and my calculus is still... tat LOW. kay,i'm not sharp. well,i admit it. i didnt dare to aim for an A,which is 80=i need to score 46/50 for final. can only pray hard for miracles. God will surely bless me ey? lolz....^^ with God,i have peace. truly.. i was once over-stressed again before final started. my heart stopped beating for one or two seconds tat day.. i was real nervous,no joke. after some prayers, i gained peace, went for exam as it's only usual papers. ehee...=D praise the Lord!^^
thanx to yang how. a third year senior,whom i know through skudai chinese methodist church. he texted me to ask me to read the words of Lord before exam and dont give up devotion even it's exam period,for the word of Lord is the beginning of wisdom. aha~ really have to thank him lots. ehee...^^

and it's monday,super happy!! next friday afternoon i'll be in kuching already!!!! woo woots!!! looking forward to going back to kuching.^^


maybe.... this post will be [to be continued] later after the exam. 9am-1130am. God bless me God bless me God bless me God bless me! amen! hahahahahahahah.... yoohoooo... i can battle with my calculus liao.. aha~

missing home

didnt manage to kill my calculus well..T.T it's thursday d.... out of ten chapters,i only managed to kill 4. sigh sigh sigh.... carry marks for calculus is on the notice board outside my lecturer's office yet i didnt go and check. part of the reasons is the office is far from my hostel. the other would be i DONT dare to go and check. sure very low de lor... test one only passed,test 2 if can get 30 out of 50 really have to praise the Lord. blurb...



was on the phone with mum yesterday.
mum: going back home hor? happy hor? *in hokkien*
me: hehehehehehehehe.....

blek...XD happy o.... two more papers to go.. and also two more weeks to go!=D =DD
wanted to ask my mum about my fat darling at home de.. but scare later my mum cheng-ed me for worrying about a cat instead of her. so didnt ask x_x





oya,tat senior got intrigued. cause i kept mentioned about his gf. well.. my intention was to bring him closer to his gf mar... where got couple didnt contact just because of final exam de......????!!??
sienz... angry jiu angry lo... he's not my direct after all. why bother? aha~ ^^

[clap clap]

yadada~~~
i left two more papers to GO!!! woooohooooOO....
thank God for applied mechanics and english. although i didnt do well,i believe that He'll do miracles on my pointer. blek XD
calculus and fluid mechanics, wait for me!! my God will kill u two... hiak hiak [evil laughing]....





******

since last monday till today, make it eight days[cause it's still morning now]..
400over texts were sent. yea,texted with tat problematic senior again. thank God... i use 012 to text with him,careless tat he's using 016. it'd be killing my purse if i text with him using 016,i'm using postpaid instead of prepaid which allow me to use digi campus. wakakakakaka...[evl laughing...]
so the very harassing ler... he rather texts with me than texts with his gurlfriend. saying tat both of them are facing final now,better dont text much. walau ey...!!!!?!!

kawaii desu?

hey hey... sarah tan's getting cuter? wakakakakaka... nah.. just being thick-ed face. i'm always thicked face these days. hiak hiakz..





yadada~ how can i hibernate with internet connection and lappie??? blurb..
monday exam lor... to all who're facing exams as well,all the best! God bless...

schedule

3/11/08 - applied mechanics *battling with it right now*
5/11/08 - english for academic communication *had a glance on last year's paper. and it's freakishly... S+T+U+P+I+D! the questions asked about wat's the topic sentence and main idea of the texts given. WTH*
10/11/08 - calculus *havent started yet. wait ar......=P*
18/11/08 - fluid mechanics *wat more to say about fluid? havent even started calculus ey...XD*
21/11/08 - ........................back to KUCHING! hip hip hooray!!!


pay more attention to the core subjects and dates, and u'll find.......... i have ONE paper per WEEK. wakakakakakaka... God's mercy.. for he knows i'm not-so-sharp = blunt. hiak hiakz.... [clap clap]

OMG

soaking myself in the 24hours room since yesterday. well,didnt stay there for 24hours of cause. back to room in the evening. aha~
applied mechanics will soon be Q-ed by sarah tan. started to understand the concept bit by bit. Thank God. [clap clap] (^o^)v

******




50 over texts were sent out yesterday. 20over since this morning. texting with the same person. a senior. seldom talk to him. suddenly feel like i've been talking too much with him. errr yea,it's a "him". my directs are guys. so seniors i know 90% are guys.
suddenly wonder if i look like spare tyre???? people only remember me when they need my help or having problems with their gfs. -_________________________-"
just have a feeling tat i'm a spare tyre when chatting with him. he has a gf. back in his hometown,not in UTM. thus, they hardly meet each other. brought the topic back to his gf when texting last nite, to prevent misunderstanding. he then said their relationship isnt so close. and hence, i was thinking...... "is sarah tan a spare tyre? turn to me when he meets problems. blurb...x_x"
so sienzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
emo-ing.



p/s: not tat i fall for tat senior tat's why i get emo. juz...... S+I+E+N. whoooOsh

hibernating

dear readers,

please be informed that the writer, sarah tan will be having her deadly final exam week after next. as a result, she'll start hibernating until the exam is over. sorry for the inconveniences caused. MAMNOON.

woohooo...

finally back to blogger. was tired+busy for over the last weekend. erm hemm.. went to global peace festival at kl last friday. aha~ global peace festival... it's also a World University Students Assembly (WUSA). lotsa people joined. university and college's students from all around the world. 1000++ students were expected, but it ended with 2000+ attended. ehee...^^
it's a nice event. reached bukit kiara sime darby convention centre on friday nite. departed to taman bukit angkasa early in the morning for the opening of global peace festival and the community service. *told u all.. sarah tan very kind de... hiak hiak =P* didnt really help much during the community service tho ='( oni managed to help paint the wall a bit bit nia nia... sobz...
lunch-ed after the community service. then we had daniel lee there to sing for us and also the co-founder of Global Peace Festival, Dr Hyun Jinn Moon for a speech ^^
free time during the nite. followed the crowd to stadium putra,bukit jalil. there was a carvinal there. since it's at bukit jalil so went to find zining. wooooohooo... mind you.. i took a cab on MY own in KL!!! God's gracious! i'm safe and sound...[clap clap]
then we had the opening of the power of 10cents and concert and performances on sunday. again, daniel lee sang. and of cause, jaclyn victor was there as well. hehez...

slogan of GPF: One family under God. AJU! [aju is a korean word. means 'i do']



thanx to GPF. get to extend my network. and it's now.... WIDER and WIDER! it grows so wide that it has actually extended to UCSI,TARC and iran (international students)aha~
people, praise me for my bravery! cause wat.... i actually went there all alone by myself, without friends and course mates. lolz... didnt wanna go initially when weisheng tai lou said that he didnt wanna join cause he wanted to prepare for test.. hence i was thinking it could be a bored one if i go alone.. then there's a day when i passed by the world CAP(college ambassor for peace) booth,recruiting students to enrol for the GPF. took quite a long time to decide and finally i joined! aha~

students from UTM were mainly from FPPSM(fakulti dunno-wat sumber manusia). there were 35 out of 80. then quite a number of FKE(fakulti kejuruteraan elektrik). mostly seniors. and................ i was the ONE and ONLY one from FKA. wakakakakaka.... so funny.. everytime people asked if i'm from FPPSM i'l say no, and intro myself as the ONE and ONLY one sarah tan from FKA. :rofl: then the seniors will be like 'ouh... so u're the one whom they were talking about..' ooo..... people talked about me... i'm F+A+M+O+U+S!!! hiak hiakz... geng lei me..... [round applause please...=D] at the end of the day almost everyone from UTM knows me! wheeeeheee....^_^

uni life... thank God that i'm in UTM,johor. can go here and there over west malaysia anytime! lolx...



*pictures........ final upcoming. not so soon. paiseh... maybe when i'm back to kuching. aha~ sorry for all the inconveniences. MAMNOON (thank you in iran. thanx to those international students.)*



big big BIG happy burfdae to my cousin.. e hu koko... hahahahaha....

tired

black eyes.. tortured by roommate.
morning's fluid mechanics skipped. thanx to roommate. couldnt wake up early this morning...
so tired... nite has calculus test.. had coffee this morning. not so effective but still can tahan not to sleep... thank God lor..
wat a day!
wat a roommate!

arrrrggggHHHHHH

God save me!

i'm going to make an enquiry about applying for a single room this afternoon. hopefully... hopefully... really hope tat there'll be a room for me next sem. if not... i'm D+E+A+D for the whole of next sem. no doubt.. yea, thanx to my 'FAR-TOO-GOOD' room mate who's going to make me pay more(or rather double) if i managed to get into a single room next sem. *sigh*

last saturday morning when i got back to my hostel from penang. the very first thing i did after dumping my clothes into washing machine was SPRING CLEANING! yea, SPRING CLEANING. ur eyes are working well. after sweeping the floor, i actually WASHED the floor! so, imagine how dirty was my room after a week raya hols. since then, i told my room mate to take off her shoes whenever entering the room. even wet umbrella has to be out from the room as well. okay, she did a FINE job. not until yesterday! TMD! TA MA DE! *forgive me for being rude, cause i really dunno how to bear with this dirty bug liao..* memang TA MA DE! guess wat she did? she WORE her shoes INTO the room!!!!!! nyameh..... #@%$&*??/ she's far too over, and i'm MAD. D***!!!! i asked her to take off her slippers with a not-good tone while reminding her again tat i'd washed the floor. i dun mind to sweep the floor all alone EVERYDAY. please, can she at least keep the room clean??? TMD! who she think she is? nyameh... treats me like a MAID. and now i'm freakishly MAD! WTH.. no one can believe that a gurl like her could actly act like nothing when she saw me sweeping the floor. yea,she acts like nothing and reading stupid handbook. SHYT! slippers are wore into the room as if her slippers are xpensive. TMD! give me such slippers i oso dun wan to wear lar please.. i'd rather bare footed. wat the heck!
i really dunno why God placed me to share a room with a dirty bug lar...T________T

people,imagine every of the following scenes...

20/9/08:fac nite. after we reached hostel at nite, all the gurls who went for the dinner actually took a shower before bed. cause we went city square on that afternoon. every of us were sweating so when got back from the dinner we took our shower. i guess, the guys all did have their showers before bed as well. guess wat.. my room mate!!! lied on her bed right after she removed her makeups. yea, without a bath -_____________________-""

her bedsheets: isnt washed ever since 28/06/08! yucks!!! man, whole sem ey... ngaiti... i couldnt believe my ears when i heard her saying she has only ONE bedsheet, and tat's the one given by UTM. OMFG.. wat the hell is in this gurl's mind? i couldnt read it. i asked her why she didnt bring another one to exchange when she went back during the august sem break o at least brought back the present one for a wash.. guess wat did she answer me? she said her luggage was full with biscuits that it couldnt afford a set of bedsheet. FAINT...............

own cleanliness: she baths ONCE A DAY! ouh GOD......... i memang tak boleh tahan. some more, imagine this. there was a day i went back to my room to get my lappie to go to library to online. once i opened the door, windows closed, my brain's cell detected a bad smell. real real real BAD. smells of unwashed socks. YUCKS! SUCKS! i found her lying on her bed having a nap with her lecture's clothes and also SOCKS which was hiding behind her shoes for the whole day on. man!!! who can tahan? frankly, i memang tak boleh tahan. eeewwwwwwwwwwwwww...

clothes washed are never under the sun! even early in the morning the sunrays is directly into our room. she'd rather let her clothes dried under fan instead of sun. her sportshoes.. guys, will u let ur sportshoes under the sun? to kick off bad smell? well well... even after she washed her sportshoes, even the sun shines brightly, she still prefer to have her shoes drying in the room. GOD GOD GOD... the shoes was washed as if wasnt washed. see sun die *translate into chinese* even she herself oso see sun die. dont wanna open windows and etc... sweat long long.......

a miracle, i once tot it was a miracle. there was a day she asked for my broom to sweep the floor, i lended her of coz! she wanted to sweep floor wor... and after shE swept, i thank GOd for i wasnt fainted back then. know wat.. she nearly asked for a pita ukur to measure the floor and divide it into half! now u all know... yea,she only sweeps the part belongs to her! and tat's when i was IN the room. mami ar......!!! how can i survive with this gurl next sem?? i couldnt imagine how crazie will i get if i failed to apply for a single room. GOD SAVE ME!

yea, i know. God says,"love ur enemy". Lord, how can i love her? i've got no idea on how to love her ler..=S

teach me if any of u has any idea yea...x_x


I TAK BOLEH TAHAN LIAO... WANNA GO CRAZIE LIAO...

doubt

should i or should i know wish him a 'happy burfdae' during his burfdae?
suggestions anyone?

erm

i need painkiller.. but dun dare to take any. painkiller has its own side effects.
i need a massaging hammer.. yup, agAIN.. sigh...


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4months plus. wat did i get?
四個多月。。我得到了什麼？

I'M STILL LIVING IN THE PAST!
我還活在過去的回憶里!
i dun feel good
感覺。。。很不好。


i'm about to finish the sitcom 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni'
‘命中注定我愛你’ 看了快完了。。
a change...
蛻變。。。
can i make it?
我可以嗎？
for who,i change?
又為了誰而做出改變呢？

4pm's lectures..
4点的課。。
changed my hairstyle alil
髪型改了。。
few classmates were quite shocked [well,i didnt cut my hair,juz tied it up differently]
同班的有一兩個看了傻眼 ［並沒剪髪，只是綁了下下］
after the hols,thought of a lil change.
假期回來，有点想做出些些改變
dressing,hairstyle,and even character if i'm able to do so..
穿著上，髪型上，性個 ［若可以的話。。］



can i live out from the past memories?
我 可 以 從 過 去 活 出 來 嗎？

nuts nuts nuts!

i really couldnt believe the level of laziness and dirtiness of my room mate! nuts nuts nuts!!! for a whole freaking week, my broom stood there without lending it to the others. and she didnt sweep the floor! expecting me to sweep the floor! wat the heck!!!!!!! i couldnt believe it... i couldnt believe it........ nay! i couldnt! did her mum teach her wat a gal should do? Ouh my freaking goat! shyt... when staying at munyee's house at kl, only then i know i'm sharing a room with a betrayer also! Gosh gosh gosh!!!!!!! wat a gurl i'm sharing a room with! people, dont be cheated by her look. remember, dont judge a book by its cover. shyt! shyt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!

FKA nite(3)

[continued from FKA nite(2)]


course mates. senior goh memang cho bai *in hokkien*...

the five V.I.Ps aka late comers.. my room mate,ME,winnie,munyee,connie

course mate,lee chi chuan. photo was taken somewhere my kolej. he's lucky, i took off my heels when on the bus. aha~

majority first year..

my the other direct. didnt manage to take a pic with him cause he was busying with slides...T.T

me the only first year. still,there were two o three i dunno their names. blek..=P

again, i was the only first year. i only know about four among those...x_x

second year senior, sim hong teck. ppl called him 'boss'. *shrugs*

theme of '08

second year senior, kok hui

to conclude? i'm the only gurl who wear so many clothes. aha~ cheers

doomed

johor+kl+penang+johor = fun+great+tired+damn broke+EXPANDING




pictures.. not so soon. sorry for the inconveniences...x_x

stupid!

suddenly thought of happenings on 20/5/08...
things happened were just like it was on yesterday..
still can feel the pain...x_____________x
i'm so stupid.

suddenly

suddenly thought of this engtau kia... long didnt have his news ler.. hehe... wonder how's he doing... the only thing i know about his recent news is he keep changing gf... his present.. dunno which gf d ler.. @@~ anyway.. may God bless him. ehee ^^

*camwhoring*

God's mercy!

tickets to go back during the holidays end of this year is done! praise the Lord!*clap clap*

lappie's charger was collected safe and sound last friday either. ehee....



some updates of myself....





camwhoring in the room yesterday while waiting for time to go for stupid english lecture.. blek...XD
yesterday's monday. monday=smart day=formal day. aha~