story time

had my hair cut shorter on tuesday. still, i trust ONLY uncle richard. seems like he's the only one who knows how to deal with my hair *shurgs*
and i realize...
the shorter i cut my hair, the more i look like a kid =S course mate, a year younger than me, said i look cute in my latest hairstyle *crazy-ing* i dont know whether should i be happy or not. i'm trying hard to kick the kid-like me off and be more like what i should be at my current age. yet... my short hair makes me more like a kid *going insane*




agAIN...
='( ='( ='(
she was stung by a bee yesterday evening when filling water at the canteen near to her college. all these while, there wasnt any bee o bee hives. suddenly, dunno wat's up, there was lotsa bees. sarah tan NEVER saw a bee in her real life for the past twenty years,so when 'they' were flying in a group, she actly thought that that was a group of flies. what this stupid princess did was she kept waving away those 'flies'. suddenly one of them stung her middle finger of her left hand, it was excruciatingly PAINFUL. the climax was she kept yelling 'ouch, it hurts! it hurts! it hurts!'. she didnt know that she was stung by a bee. not until a college mate told her that she was stung by A bee x______________________X tears rolled. she cried. in public! luckily.. not many people were there. her finger swelled in mins' time. Thank God.... that 'fly' wasnt poisonous. if not.... she wont have any mood for last night's test. Thank God... it's her left hand but not right, if not.. she couldnt sit for the test. Thank God... tianfook was stung by bee last semester and still keep the cream for bee sting from pusat kesihatan, if not... she'd have no idea on what medicine to be applied..
and now..... injection is nothing to her.. bee sting is more excruciatingly painful than injection T______________T
and now..... she'd get scared even if it's just a merely fly flying around..



steven, was sent to hospital on the first day of CNY for appendices.
cheefatt, was sent to hospital the week before CNY cause of denggi fever and being discharged on the third day of CNY.
min han, had chicken pox.
me? sprained my legs in a week, and now stung by bee. and looking forward for some more injuries. sprained my left leg seriously,bee stung my left hand's finger. wat's more to come? left eye? left ear? ROFL.....

non-christians said this year,2009 is not a good year for those who are born in 1988. it all depends for it's trueness.

for me, COINCIDENT. haha...

SAD

i'm not in a good mood these days after coming back to johor. the very first day,i could hardly sleep soundly. kept turning rounds on bed.
oya,i've moved to single room,which means,i'm now staying in a room with... me myself,小白(little white) and handphones. kiki... wondering who's little white? hahaks.... it's........... my lappie! woohoooo..... juz named my lappie few days ago. had this thought abruptly. then decided to call it 小白(lil white) since it's all white in colour,even the adapter is also white. hahaks! funny? no no..... it's not funny. it's MY lil white. hahahaha...*nuts!smack!!*

*going astray*

alright,back to the topic.
well.. kind of severe homesick. dunno why... just miss kuching. some more... west msians.... are freakishly cannot get along at any time *not all... but some. some whom i've met. not every west msians i've met* and yea,one of them would be my ex-roommate. well... she's really... INDESCRIBABLE. if i can put it in words, dead her. kinda phobia with west msians after i met her. so yea,tat's how horrible it is.

had coQ on wednesday afternoon. i signed up for basic communication. the lecturer actually asked us to intro ourselves by telling our names,hometown,course doing,interests and dislikes. at tat very moment i couldnt think of any dislikes. not until when i saw HER at the foyer of my faculty,with a face looking d*** innocent with "i am innocent" on her face,which will attracts guys' attention. then i know,i freakishly DISLIKE two-faced ppl!!! this is really sickening. no GUYS is willing to believe that she bullied sarah tan and made her to move her room,but will be willing to believe tat sarah tan bullied her and made herself moved to single room. but only gurls and those who were betrayed by her will believe that it's me,sarah tan who was bullied.

then would be the dude who had rumors with me last sem. well... he tried hard to avoid me, not even a single 'hi-bye'. this is seriously on my nerves. wondering if should i announce tat i wont fall for classmate? he makes me miss neozhiyuan more and those guys who had rumors with me before, at least, they were seriously open-minded and are still my frenz till today whereby we can chat freely. and yea, tat's how 'open-minded' are west msians, or rather those from kluang,johor. FREAK!

alright guys, listen, esp classmates, i, sarah tan, wont fall for any of you no matter how great are you all, so DONT misunderstand when i treat you all nice. ENOUGH???????

i was so down that i nearly shed my tears when i thought of these. why on earth do i deserve all these?????!
s***! treating someone nice is also a fault. WTH!

BE on the alert

received this text from chuanhao yesterday. and christians, be on the alert!

"666 beast mark chips are on the market. name:MONDEX. manufacturer: MOTOROLA. the days are near, people are to be perished. please be more alert,spread the gospel more."

and yeah.. finally... this 666 beast mark chips are on the market. like wat is written in the book of revelation. forwarded to every christian friend once i received this.
kinda scary? well,for me,it is. i'm not prepared for the second coming of Lord Jesus yet.. so.... mum and dad arent christian yet. lotsa friends around are not christians yet. i'm scare... scared to death. scare that what if by the time Jesus comes back and they are not christians yet,i wont be able to see them in heaven,they'll be in eternity suffer. i fear the time when Jesus asked what i've done for Him, people He placed around me i didnt really turn them to Christ. i'm afraid..... freakishly afraid.. phobia-ing...
lotsa thoughts popped up my mind when watching drama after that....
the chips are on the market, and this indicates that the days are really near..
i'm still...19th[okay,make it 20th if u want..x_x]
friends and relatives mostly not christians
i havent succeed in my life yet[as in i havent get the title IR yet. IR-engineer]
i havent go around the world yet
i havent had enough of fun yet
and most importantly............... i havent get married yet!XD
all i want is PLAY! and have FUN!
these are what i told Jesus. well well,at least,let me meet a christian who really loves me. blek....XD thick faced. and i'm always so.


my beloved friends, if any of u in dunno-which-part of this world,heard any gospel,can please just turn to Christ? i love you all.. i dont want any of u to go into eternal perish. i really really love you all...T.T repent and turn to Christ the only God please...................................
why worshipping idols instead of the living God? why??? *sigh*