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May 30, 2012

困惑

論文發表會的panel名單和時間表
終於
出爐了

前幾天當我把論文趕完後
就開始為著panel和時間表禱告
禱告說,
千萬不要給我會問很多問題的教授,
千萬不要在13/6,因為隔天我有試卷
就這樣禱告了幾天。
今早當我看了名單和時間表後
我真的就差沒暈過去
因為
我所禱告不可以發生的事情
全中了!!!
三個教授中兩個是問題寶寶。。
外國人通常都有很多問題的
而且他們都只在帶碩士生的,他們不懂學士生的問題
也難保他們不會當做是碩士生的發表會。。。。

為什麼沒給我中積寶
反而是醬的事情!!

就不可以給我中積寶麼?TT______TT

我就一整天的很困惑 ><
一直問上帝為什麼。。。。。
我知道一切都有神的美意,但是我真的不知道這背後的美意是什麼哪!!!

今天的《靈命日糧》讓我們讀《詩篇46》
第一節就說神是我們的避難所、是我們的力量、是我們在患難中隨時的幫助
而且《靈命日糧》的結尾說,因著神在我的背後,祂的膀臂繞著我,我可以面對在我前面的一切。
我知道上帝又向我說話了⋯⋯好吧!我雖不知道這背後有什麼美意,但是上帝一定會幫助我,不會丟下我不管的 ^__________^
兵來將擋,水來土掩。
AK47、M16來,上帝給我擋!!!XD


May 28, 2012

等待
衍生了焦慮、不安
雖知道耶和華以勒是必預備的神
我必須學習順服
等待祂的時間
但是我還是會焦慮,會不安
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在等待的當兒

積寶!

沒中過積寶。生平第一次中積寶了!=P

May 23, 2012

Bee Gees

though i wasn't born at their time, i like their songs.

RIP Robin.


May 20, 2012

blessed =D

yay~ finally submitted my 1st draft on friday. tho kinda incomplete, cause there's still another set of data not completed yet, and i have no idea on how to vomit out a 2-pages conclusion. hahaha.
the 1st draft is basically essence already. cause i vomited it out from tuesday nite till thursday nite. apart from completing chapter 4, i actually amended chapter 1-3, so even though it's only 1st draft, it's my best. haha XD

it's all by the grace of God. praise and glory to the Lord =))

i was super relieved after submitted my 1st draft and played whole day yesterday and went to church in the evening XD but there're tests coming up. oh no~~~

glad to have a bunch of seniors who really take good care of me well and brought me around to have fun XD met a new friend too! a PhD students from electrical. haha.

people nowadays tend to ask, "where would u go after graduating?"

and i have a new plan last nite after attending church's service -- it's all by the will of God. wherever He wants me to, i'll try my best to obey it =) and then i would not have to worry about anything, because wherever i'll be, it's His will and so i believe He'll provide me with all kinds of necessities and i'll only have to stand there to get blessed XD

May 15, 2012

His blessings ^_^

woohoo~ i experienced His abundant blessings once again today! weeeeheeeee~

around 10sth in the morning, my supervisor texted me saying that our 1st draft should be readied by now. and the 1st draft is inclusive of all chapters. and i was like, "OMG?"
seriously, i'm only at data analysis, haven't even get to analyze my data. and my intro, literature review and methodology need further amendments. i was like, "+_+"
then i consoled myself that God will be over all these. so i was like, "=)" again. haha

after class, before going to meet the PhD student, i received a message from my american friend, Chris, whom i know through Facebook, that he has prayed for me so that God will provide me whatever i want. i did share with him what i'm facing now. he's a good guy. we've been sharing all these while, just that i didn't contact him last year, for no reason =.= and connected back again cause i was looking for solution for Mann-Kendall test last week. so yeah, he's prayed for me =)

so i went to meet the malay guy, Naim, at 3pm.
after a brief intro, he has no idea of how to help me and turned to ask another two PhD malay girls, and so i was like, "oh God...."
okay, at least the two did explain a bit... but basically the discussion was equal to 0. and i started to be nervous cause they were going for a meeting at 4pm, with that, i felt abandoned.
blessings came...
before they really left, they chatted with a guy in front of a computer. well it turned out that that guy is rather familiar with regression analysis than Mann-Kendall test, and my data can be analyzed using regression analysis. so Naim and i moved over to approach that guy. from the conversation, i learned that he's also a PhD student, at the same time a lecturer.
i really really really thank God for his existence!!!
the amazingness is, he's seldom around in utm. it's so happened that he dropped by this afternoon just because he had to submit his PhD draft and amazingly he went to the computer lab to online!!!!!!!!!!!! while listening his explanation, i was like, "oh God, you're really great!" seriously...
i told him my situation and it's quite urgent cause i have to submit draft this friday.
he told me to find related papers to support my research. he can help me with the data analysis, as long as i'm able to get related papers. again i was like, "wow~ God, you're more than amazing!" haha!
it's so happened that his degree thesis was about regression and his current PhD research is about time series. i was more than "wow~" already. then he explained to me the details and also how to avoid from being killed by M16 during thesis presentation and shut those panels' mouth from asking me questions. haha! you should know that it's more than "wow wow~" hahahaha

see, my God is really amazing. He's really something! thank God for His mercy!! He knows that i dragged my work but still provide me and bless me, just because i call upon His name. how can you not "wow~" on my God? hahahahahaha!

seriously appreciate Chris and Carol's prayers on my thesis!!! i'm so blessed with these brother and sister around =D


thank you, Lord!

oh my heart, do not forget the blessings of the Lord in spite of all circumstances. =)

May 14, 2012

i've got a feeling

when God shuts a door, He'll open at least a window for me.

i've got a feeling
that i'm going to encounter Him fully in these coming weeks!
well, i was just being blessed by Him.
the PhD girl under the supervision of the maths lecturer i've found isn't able to guide me with my data analysis. she said she'll find another one to guide me. statistically, there's a probability that she won't be able to find any.
 BUT, by the grace of God, she found one!!

i know He won't cast me away from His side
cause i'm His precious daughter =D

He'll shower His abundant blessings on me like heavy downpour till i say enough! haha 

mother's day

i'm not at home for the first time ever for mother's day!!!!!
thanks to the Ministry of Higher Education!!!!

i'm gonna be naughty as usual to surprise my mum.
planned that at the end of april.

first i bought an OGAWA mini eye massager from Jackcow.com. it's a deal of around 50% discount. so i bought it at around rm29.90
as i thought mother's day was last Sunday, so i redeemed the coupon after i bought it and have them delivered to my mum before last Sunday. LOL! to avoid troubles, i put my mum's name as the recipient XD
as i always buy things online and post back home, so mum called when she received it.
she said, "you bought things again is it?"
so i said, "that's for you haha"
then she realized and said, "for mother's day one is it?" hahaha
i know she'll be quite happy with that. cause she has puffy eyes and always grumbles about it. lol
after quite some time, she called again
mum: "aiyo... i couldn't use that thing lar... it triggers my itchy nerves and i sneeze whenever i use it! so i use it as face massager"
hahahaha!!! my mum.. lolz

and i know she loves the california maki from Ten Ichi Restaurant. so i planned for 2nd round of surprise XD naughty as usual xD
so i asked help from my pig to be my postman. wahahaha...
then my pig is more evil than me and suggested, "why not hang it on your door and scare her?"
HAHAHAHA nice one! i love it. wahahaha
so i woke him up yesterday and urged him to go buy and hang it on my door before 2pm cause kitchen closes at 2pm and my mum would be at home around 2pm
who knows mum reached home around 1sth in the afternoon. so i had to find an excuse to get her to open the door. lol. i told her that my pig would be going over there to copy dramas and movies for her XD
after my pig put the sushi on the shoe cabinet.... and ran........
me: "go open the door... alvin reached house d..."
5mins later......
mum: "where's he? i didn't see him. i opened the grill and saw no one."
then i was laughing and said, "go see the shoe cabinet"
then my mum kept saying, "u said alvin's going to copy dramas for me right?" so i kept replying, "go see the shoe cabinet" hahahaha
then only she realized that there's a plastic bag on the cabinet and was surprise and very happy when she saw her beloved!! lol.


8pcs for rm36. not expensive actually. cause sushi king can never beat this down. lol

i'm a typical chinese who dont say "i love you, mum" and not even a stalk of flower XD
but i know what she likes so i always surprise her with her favorite. haha.



the church i attended at JB here had this mother's day celebration with this song composed by my own pastor.
julie and i were crying when we heard this song =.= and i envied those having their mums at church...
obviously we miss our mums lol.

wonder if i'll be at home not next year.................

May 12, 2012

blessed and bliss

He is great.
He is good.
always great and good. =D
love Him lots =DD

just when i'm lost in analyzing my data, a mechanical junior finally scanned the chapter of regression from a statistical book with the instructions to analyze data with excel
and while exploring my stupid excel with the stoooopid mac, i found that i didnt have the "data analysis" function in that stupid excel.
so again, i asked mr Google.
he told me to download StatPlus. and i did.

and now, i can do analysis.

BUT
i dunno how to read the results!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
so funny.

BUT
i'm happy
HAHAHAHAHAHA

thank you Lord!!!


a prayer can really move a mountain. try it and u'll know =DD

Praise and glory be the Lord's. 

-saranghae-

He will

-less than two weeks-

spreadsheet for Mann-Kendall Test not found
i can't do anything for my analysis part.

job not found
path in front seems to be in a mist.


BUT




He will certainly make a way
He will always be my side

i just have to keep holding on
and have faith


i was here without His prior consent
but i believe He will bring me through all these
'cause He's Jehovah-Jireh - the God who provides

"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." - Jeremiah 29:11 (KJV)

it's such a comfort that whenever i face difficulties, He speaks to me through His words.
in today's "Our Daily Bread", it mentioned that when we face desperate circumstances, we tend to look to other people for guidance and comfort. they are in the same boat, however - lost in an ocean of life's ups and downs. only God is outside the boat, sovereign, stable and strong enough to calm the storms (Psalm 107:24-25,29)

We worship a God who is greater than our greatest problem.

as usual, He's my comfort, my shelter, my refuge and strength =)

-keep holding onto His words-

May 11, 2012

stleeesssed

some little crazy thing i did when i'm over-stressed T_T

this is the steps to make a stalk. do more to make a bouquet of it. i got no mood to do a bouquet =.=
have fun!=D


p.s.:the more i face statistics, the more i feel like vomiting statistics. dislike statistics.........><

May 7, 2012

女生的冠冕

7块钱。。。
真能活一天。。。
没上课/早课的日子,就睡多一些,让早餐变午餐。。
哈哈!
不然就吃饭是,光拿菜,不拿肉。。。
身体又健康。。。=.=
酱就可以活两餐了。。。。
陈淑燕,加油啊。。。。=.=

*****

女生的冠冕。。
应该是被人称赞说房间很整齐吧!哈哈 =D
在这里,进出了不少人的房间
说真的,我只看过有一个女生的房间比我的还整齐!!
她的收纳功夫很强耶!!*五体投地-ing*

只能说,
感谢麻麻。。。
因为她龟毛搞得我也有点跟她一样。。
当我进去多数人的房间后,肯定不自觉的扫扫脚底的灰尘才穿鞋
哈哈
整齐也有好处啦。。
要打包走人时,可以很快的收拾完落跑!
哈哈!XD

May 5, 2012

T_T

钱袋吖钱袋,
你可要长进呐。。。。T_T

这个月的钱我理得好好的,
突然说系院要搞个pre grad nite,一个人70块!上帝啊。。
本来我每天的开销是10块,现在搞酱的东西,我一天只能花7块,不想去动我已存的钱了
所以只能动日常开销。。真不懂一天两餐怎么吃7块吖!!!><
说是吃中菜而且中菜很贵,又有鱼翅什么的。。
说什么系院没有钱,不能补贴,alumni已经贴了50块。。
拜托啦。。没酱大的头就不要戴酱大的帽!
吃不起中菜就吃马来菜啦,我又不是没吃过!
我又不是一定要吃鱼翅,又不是没吃过鱼翅
况且难保他们不会拿粉丝当鱼翅吖!还有,我们都不应该吃鱼翅吖。。
真不懂这些人的脑袋是拿来干嘛的!!
70块咧。。。。
我的广告费要赚几个月的呀!!
平时同班的叫出去吃饭、庆祝人生日的我都不去啦。。。
开销很大咧。。。
这回我真的是“千年道行一朝丧”吖!!T_T
70块吖。。。

钱袋吖钱袋。。
要长进呐。。。。T_T

May 1, 2012

rocket timing

5days of holidays [i don't have classes on monday and friday] and i didn't make it to go back. return ticket cost about rm500. even tho i wont the one paying for it, i also couldn't be so mean to book it =.=


new cloth for my EZ Link card. thanks to Julie =)

 apps nowadays has several upgraded version. so do my "i-dunno-how-to-describe-it". this "i-dunno-how-to-describe-it" thing has been upgraded to version 1.0 =P for durability purpose.




may maY mAY MAY!
OMG


 525. a deadline i set for myself. let's see if i'm able to finish it on time, with tests and projects in between. hmm.....

thanks to Uncle Sun who shone so brightly for few consecutive days, and now i'm caught with influenza. grrr...