so hard meh...

mood changing rapidly recently.
juz wanna be a happy baby everyday.
so hard meh....??!!
if u asked me to smile
well,i can.
i'll just lift up my flesh and....smile.
wat's so hard to smile fake-ly??
smiling without spirit.
easy job....
but but but...
i want
my spirit,soul and body
to smile,to be truly joyful...
at least la...
let me be happy throughout the few days of hols...
enaf liao...
truly enaf liao....
so hard meh......