exhausted

it's soOOO crazy!

btw, how's ur christmas time? Calvary City Church JB had this christmas celebration yesterday from 10am till around 12sth or 1pm. since i wasnt up to anywhere and even singapore, so i went church. photos are on facebook. but the quality arent good. well, dont hope much on a 2MP phone. aha~ my christmas eve was a bad one. luckily on christmas day itself, church had celebration.

as i was tired after church yesterday, i cancelled my plan to City Square for this Y.E.S. (Year End Sale). and yea, i went today.

met Fantastic Four and a master year girl while waiting for public bus at bus stop. this Fantastic Four consisted of Four 3rd year guys *fantastic FOUR mar...* and they are no joke fantastic.

we reached CS at 12sth. initially this Fantastic Four told me that they might be leaving at around 2sth or 3pm. and so, i accompanied them with their shoppings after i came up with an agreement with the master year girl that we'll meet again at around 5sth to go back to Taman Uni together.

things didnt turn out to be as planned. i accompanied the Fantastic Four until around 4pm when i realized that they gonna continue their shopping and i HADNT bought any clothes yet! so i was off on my own to hunt for my CNY clothes while they continue theirs. i done mine at around 5sth. and the fantastic part about this Fantastic Four is, they were STILL shopping when i texted zhiming koko *my direct*!!!!! OMG! they done their shopping officially at 6pm. oh dear~~~~~ man, they are guys! me girl only take about an hour or so to finish. even the master year girl went back at 4sth =___= some more, they eye only on high-end stuffs. no flea market's quality. from watch to shoes. guess what, seiko, john master, nike etc etc, and nike alone is not enough. still have puma, adidas and maybe new balance. baleno and bossini are not in their lists. [faint long long]

one told me that it's their first time to have a girl shopping around with them. normally only the four of them doing the shopping and giving advice to one another. when being asked why i dont go hunt my own clothes while they do their shopping instead of looking at them, i told them that i'll hunt mine when they've done theirs. and can learn what kind of clothes would guys normally shop for by the way too. aha~ it's my first time to do shopping with a group of guys too!

i have quite a good harvest. three tops and a pair of new jeans! oh yeah~~~~ havent been getting new jeans for quite some years. but hey! i'm not done yet! still have heels/sandals, handbag and some accessories. a good harvest does imply that my pocket is having a big BIG hole now! ROFL!!! i thought i might get some nice stuffs from boutique like Mango as it's having a sale up to 50% but well... instead of harvesting clothes on sale, none of the clothes i bought has a discount. oh no! wait, there's one! 20%! ONLY *sigh*

p.s: never ever look down on guys' shopping power. i'm raising white flag. legs might get painful tonight. fingers crossed they wont lah!

hope u guys have a joyful, loving and peaceful christmas!

another short update

and so, this is basaga. a very ideal place for a gathering too!

cat plush from kuan chern. name, kayla. a funny one. very cute~~^^

cake from Oliver. he gave me cake too, last year. LOL. i finished this in ONE day

this is cute right???!!! from weini, my cellgroup leader and julie!

even the card is nice too! may God bless the two abundantly also... ^^

the two christmas trees standing at bugis.

it's winter solstice festival today! quite pityful that i'm stuck in this stupid utm at this moment. chinese has a saying, i.e, winter solstice is bigger than CNY. thanks to hoongpin the filthy rice for the glutinous rice balls delivery. had dinner at kolej's cafe with my direct, zhiming koko and some juniors. well..

glad that my hydraulic lecturer is giving us a break for christmas this thursday. so, my class will be only until 11am. but, sadly, no more singapore.. how i wish i could be there for christmas...><

singapore?

was in singapore on thu afternoon. just came back yesterday evening.

and hey, guess what, i have a best exercise to recommend to u all!

thinking hard of slimming ur legs? aha~

go sg through malaysia custom, and back to jb at peak time, mind u, peak time. u'll definitely have fun ><

went bugis and chinatown AGAIN! aha~ i went there before le..

then back to cousin's house at tampines. it's no joke far. somewhere changi airport there.

staying at cousin's house, i did nothing. nowhere to go also. so yea, since cousin and his wife went KL for wedding dinner, i helped my aunt and the maid with their kids, the girl is 5years old while the boy is about 18mths or so. heh. it's fun to be around with kids. *missing Kidsgames wuiiii... LOL * also, PPS with my aunt. wahahahahahahha....

aunt brought me walked around tampines neighborhood while waiting for my niece to finish her ballet class yesterday morning. SGD2 per clothes i saw. LOL LOL. flea market's stuffs are quite cheap le. cecelia ahern's "P.S. I Love You" can be sold at SGD7.50. well. haha

hmm not going sg again for christmas next week loo, heard that it's always very crowded at that time. lazy to take care of backpack with passport le. haha!

p.s.: hey, kuching has kueh chap, so do jb here and singapore there. guess what? still, kuching's kueh chap the best! hands up anyone? haha.

short update

and so it's wednesday.

no special feelings when got back here in utm again.

no homesick too!

only miss all my friends back in kuching.

yaya, u, u, u, and u. hahaha. everyone la =))

15 credit hours for this semester, with SIX subjects. ouh wells.

timetable... no really like it. i feel like it's a lil 'half way hanging' like tat.

monday 9-11am, then 2-4pm.

tuesday better, 8-11am, then 2-4pm.

wednesday is a bit crappy, 9-11am ONLY! cause the afternoon is for coQ class, and we only have to take coQ class for two semester. i've finished the quota. =))

thursday 9-1pm. another free afternoon.

friday 9-11am, then 3-5pm.

aiks! *headache a bit XDD*

hey, fridays of this two weeks are public holidays! students feel good. friday, saturday and sunday bo.. ahaha~~~

and ya, since my thursday class is only until 1pm, so i'm heading down to singapore again. huhu..

21

a meet up at Bing! on 7/12. also a 21st celebration of mine and an early one for suai. i enjoyed the moment being together with lynn, mei and suai. every single second!!

a christmas gift from lynn ^^ from Taiwan Cake House

cute cupcakes from Taiwan Cake House too!^^

suai n me! we're the best friends in primary sch! and i think we'll be the best till the very end too!=DD and guess wat, we had the same drink that night! best friends share the same thought. wat more to say that when we're both sagittarius?? LOL

suai suggested this..><

and she had to bear the consequences for her naughtiness!! hahaha =P

the princesses! namely suai, me, lynn and mei. how long have we known each other??? since we're 7!!! LOL.

a meal from eli at 木木小屋. thanks~~~~~~ tho not nice ><>

a nice handphone strip from lynn. thanks~~~ it's been a long long time since i dont hang anything on my phone d loo.. hehe. lynn, eli loves this too u know? haha

a nice mug and a strip from Ma Ing ^^

sushi king as lunch with ah teck, limin, jason and mei yesterday. then 'Jump' the movie with mei at MBO when the others went to sing k. till around 4pm, met up with Ma Ing. as she didnt have her lunch, so we ate at secret recipe. it was 4sth... then dinner with eli at 7sth. and so, i'd been eating whole day! LOL. my mum said that it's impozble for me not to gain weight! LOL LOL.

most of the time i was spending with my primary classmates. i love that kind of atmosphere. hehe. it's no joke memorable and unforgettable, mind u. not many can have such a big day with their primary classmates and also those bests. I AM SO HONORED and BLESSED to have all of them!!

and i learn that 朋友贵不在多, 贵在知心 (how many friends u have is not important, the important thing is, how well u two know each other) ^^

Sarah's Confession

and so, i'm officially 21! time flies, i've been living on this world for two decades.

for the past two decades, my life wasnt of a bed of roses.

i drew a life graph when i was in Lower 6 before, during the PRS training camp, required by Miss Chong, the teacher in charge of this PRS club. i dont keep tat graph. but no one would expected it to be so crooked, and those who were in the same sharing group with me, i bet that they were all amazed. i still remember that i was quite surprised as Miss Chong said that she knows that i camouflage myself and that i'm a strong girl. LOL. Miss Chong is a good teacher.

for the same training camp, we had this session--find an object to represent ourselves and state the reasons for that object. prefects training camp had this too, but tat time, i didnt really take it serious to find a suitable object. for the PRS training camp, i actually used sand to represent myself. reasons--useless. and yea of course, Ms Chong did 'cheng' me. LOL. she said that sand IS important. without sand, most things couldnt be formed.

till today, i'm still lack of confidence. i still think that i'm just no one, not important, with or without my existence in this world, makes no difference in anyone's life. the earth would just keep going. whatever i do, no one will acknowledge how accurate it is. academically, even if i'm right, i'd turn to my next and ask if i'm correct, and before anything, i'd just cancel out the answer i have. and even if i'm correct, no one would listen to me, and stand firm on his answer, tho theirs are proven to be wrong.

and yea, i'm just one small sand, giving no significant contribution to the others. but i'm glad that God sees me, the tiny sand. but, i'm still of no confidence. u might see me as very loud, but i completely have no confidence.

i still have the fear to enter Padini Concept Store at The Spring. aha, u know i know. i know i'm stupid and shouldnt have that fear. i did nothing wrong. i wasnt the one with flaws. whenever i wanna go Padini, i'd think and stay alert, like betting on my luck that his off day is still the same so that i'd be able to shop around. after one and a half year, i'm still afraid. why not say that i'm escaping? LOL.

oya, my 20th wasnt that bad too!

• remember my trip to singapore with tzeboon? aha~ it was so coincidentally that we met this International Wine Fair, and it was my first time that i tried various type of wine and beer, of course, none has the alcohol content that exceeds 30% le..>< so ="PP">
• starting 7/1/2009, i'm no longer available. i guess, no more second chance for me to be available again heh? so sorry for those i've killed. he's my mr right, so i'm not wrong for all the killings. aaah... he's totally not my type. at least he gives me the feeling that he's the one. and it's the second time that i fall for him due to some stupid complications. x)
• some crazy things i've done! went home just for ONE week before survey camp instead of exploring west malaysia just for some STUPID reason!X) was on MRT for one hour plus plus, passing by 20 over stations just for some meet up! ouh my~ i can go that crazy! LOL

how would my 21st end up? hmm...

by the way, not holding any parties or celebration.

1. as i've said earlier on, wat's so special about being 21 years old? LOL. every year also has 8th of december.
2. i dont wanna clear up all the mess after the party. it's MY labour day, dont wanna work on anything on that day. =PP
3. i dunno who to invite to my party. the most important ones-- eli and lynn are doing BIG business, even if dated them earlier on, they wont be able to confirm anything till the very hour. XDD

my wishes............

• i wanna be a 24/7 shopaholic
• friends around would stay happy and healthy wealthy always and forever
• i can work something out. aha~
• trying hard to dress up to be more matured! would be delighted if i can dress myself like a 23 years old lady! LOL LOL!!! people around only wanna look younger, only me... wahahahahaha...
• most importantly, people around would get to know how loving Jesus is that i'm still alive in this world. too many miracles that He has performed in my life. hopefully, friends, i wanna see u all in heaven some day.

but i ended up with some tea sessions with bunch of friends. and it's my first time passing the time with my primary classmates! my birthday always falls on school holidays, so i used to have this day over without friends around but with their wishes [ever since i have a mobile phone]. hahaks!

and hey, last but not least, thanks for all the wishes, present from lynn, and everything!!!=))

=))

i'm just not so important.

but i am 100% + 1% sure that i'm the one and the only one Sarah Tan Sook Yen who's born at Ong Specialist Hospital on 8/12/1988 with a given pretty mandarin name of 陈淑燕.

well, the phrase "committing suicide" doesnt exist in my dictionary. no worries. haha

randomism

went for Young Su's Ice Cream with tzehui last week.

located at jalan song. operates till 10pm.

not bad. operated by Koreans.

can someone tell me why are the cans placed upside down?

too bored. dunno what good to be done.

o.O

it's 2nd of december. my direct senior, ah hong koko's birthday ^^

it was indeed a special night last night, marked the beginning of december. aha~

had this gathering with some of my primary school classmates. had fun. hehe.

never expected an athletic turned out to be a shy guy! maybe it was a crowd and most of us just met for the first time, tat's why he's a bit shy. and that's jason! haha. i feel so funny to see him to be tat shy. LOL

i wonder if this primary school classmates gathering is only meant for digging out who secretly admired who back in primary school. cause the topic last night didnt go much further than that! LOL..

jessica and alvin, the rambutan said that i was quiet last night. erm.. i think maybe i was in a crowd of ppl that i'm not tat familiar with. or maybe i've really turned out to be a quiet person at last??????zzzzzzzzZZZZZ

we have cheekiong, alvin the rambutan, jason, weiyaw, jasper, mingchiat, ah teck, ah chuan. then me, limin, catherine, jessica and chinmei.

geez.. it took seconds to upload photos here but ages on facebook. £^@*$(%(%£

*few more days to go. is it a pathetic for no celebration? wat's so special about 21st? i feel nothing by not celebrating le. going for a tea with bunch of girls tho. aha~*

if

it's been four months without hair cut. finally...

huhu... if only i straighten my hair. IF ONLY. it's such a mess now, even after a major hair cut ==" still, uncle richard can deal with my hair better. sigh. RM30 wasted.... more expensive than uncle richard charges me kok orz

the helper at that saloon suggested me to curl my hair if i wanna look more matured but my hair length is still not sufficient to be curled ='( he did say that it's good to be praised look younger. but.. oh wells =P

p.s: i dont look so much like a kid if i keep my hair like this, do i? NO more fringe!!!=P

what's the craziest thing that u've ever done??

i slept at 9pm. yeah, i was too sleepy. maybe getting old. cause only old folks sleep early. betul tak? LOL

it was 1230AM when my mum's back from her friends' birthday dinner. normally i wont be awake. but then too noisy liao. so was woke up.

i didnt know i dragged till what time then only i managed to sleep soundly again.

i woke up again at dunno what time to open my window for some fresh air. stand fan in my room finally certified to be malfunction this time, before i was off back in july, it still worked if ngeh ngeh wants it. and so, my room left with windows and an air-cond for air-conditioning system.

first few nights after my homecoming, i could still cope to be in an air-cond room, with a fan speed of level 2, temperature of 24! ROFL ROFL!!!!

but these two nights.... i didnt really on my air-cond. even if i did, it only last for about two hours. then i'd operate the passive air conditioning system---open windows. wakakakakaka.. *tat's from my mechanical and electrical system. air-cond, fans and appliances as such are called active air-conditioning system* but then whenever i open my windows wide wide, i'll surely attacked by stupid mosquitoes. sigh..

after operating passive air conditioning system, i slept again. until i was attacked. man, so chek ak la! it was 330AM eh!!!!! ngaiti... 330AM!!! i woke up once at 1230AM, in less than five hours time i'm up again!

then i could sleep no more. NO MORE!!!!! what did i do? i KILLED two series of drama, plus some online-ing. till 540AM, i went down for a jog. but i do thank God that i brought along a wind breaker. know what? it was DRIZZLING!!! OMG~ i thought once, twice and thrice, but i still jogged. ah ha! 

so yea, so far, that was the craziest thing that i've ever done!

what's urs? LOL

less than eight hours of sleeping........

less than eight hours of sleeping.......

less than eight hours of sleeping......

stupid gum

i saw a tooth just sprouted. 

a flesh is sort of covering it, hindering it to grow further.

i guess... that's why my gum swells. is it? aha~ i wonder. i'm not a dentist ba.

the swells gets better today, my mum said de. heh.

since the day it swells, on friday if not mistaken, i've been swallowing foods. all sorts of food.

fish, rice, kueh tiaw, broccoli, meat etc, after chewing once o twice, i'd just swallow them all. sigh.

where on earth there's ppl still growing the stupid wisdom tooth at the age of 21 o? so old liao.. i thought i've finished the growth when i was in form 6. geez~~

it's good to be at home. with my cozy bed and comforter and also pillow. heh

home

back in kuching.

no special mood.

i once had swollen foot, then swollen finger, then swollen eyes and now swollen gum, which leads to a swollen left face. wat's next?

first time after form6 i used 40minutes to finish a meal @@~ and i swallowed 80% of the rice T____________T

oh yeah~ maxis broadband could be used! speed is like when i'm in UTM. cool eh? thank God. can continue all my plantations, cookings, blogging and also msn-ing. heh

updates

raining scene taken at cengal. i dont like rainy days, applicable only in campus =P

and so this is the latest me. hair gets longer. btw, do i look like a kid if tying up like this?o.O not forgetting that i get fatter. this i admit =="

i guess i've updated much. did i?

visit

i've been visiting secret recipe for N times this semester. i can only know the frequency by counting how many photos i have, every time i went, i took a pic of it. +_+

so i visited it four times!

RTM station

this is a superb late post.

i made it to this RTM johor after raya hols. organized by my coQ class--basic journalism. nothing special. and wait, i'm the only chinese. can this be counted as special? LOL. not bad la, at least broadened my eyes a lil *grin*

there were actually only about 40 of us, but this DJ was kinda exaggerating. he told the audience that we had 100!orz

i actually have the group photo. but i forgot which photo folder i've placed it. too many photo folders. =="

errrrrrr

wa... it's been ages since i was last tagged by someone le.. if not mistaken, i was tagged by ah kit too orz

遊戲規則回答下列問題...
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可以點...點過的人...
被你點到的人你要去跟他說●我點到你了●...
寫完後去跟點到你的人說...●我寫完了●不可以不寫喔...
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔..不能再点回点过你或被点过的人哦。。。

我的大名：陳淑燕
我的生日：12月08号
傳給你的：余莹洁
說出五個好朋友：琳, 母豬, 楊ah慧, 雲帥, 凱盈... *還有很多哦...*
生日想要得到什麼禮物：還我寶貝貓！！！
近期開心的是：呼呼~~ =X 說不得！呵呵
近期壓力大的是：final咯⋯不過, 剩最後一張！！！
未來想做什麼：還可以想當建築設計師嗎？？？
有沒有喜歡的人：erm⋯⋯⋯⋯
同學會要回去找老師嗎：要要！！
跟誰出去最幸福：我的好姊妹們！！！
如果你的兩個好友吵架了：勸和 *如果我行的話*
跟情人出去最想去哪：不知道哦！哪裡都好吖
聖誕節要做啥：想下新加坡 *可以嗎？？*
最想跟誰過聖誕節：erm⋯⋯⋯⋯
有沒有起床气：沒察覺
有幾個兄弟姐妹：2个...（包括我在内）
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：帶我走
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：right here waiting. *richard marx的*

喜歡什麼顏色：這是甚麼顏色？
上廁所會不會先沖水：不会. 醬浪費水做墨？？？
愛不愛自己：超爱
喜歡男生還是女生：都喜欢
最想大聲說什麼：啊！
誰很欠打：numerical method那張卷紙
現在很迷什麼：一向都迷hello kitty⋯⋯ “可不可以愛我”這首歌
睡相很差：不知道. 你來我房裝cctv就懂咯
現在的時間：817pm
是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人：不会
今天天氣：涼涼冷冷的⋯⋯爽！！
你懷孕了嗎：你燒壞惱了嗎？
你若中樂透最想做什么: 環遊世界！再下新加坡！！！
大學生一定要玩的活動：去prom nite <--ah kit的答案, 應該呱⋯
如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選 ：沒idea
你相信爱情会永远吗 ：会！因為有神的愛
现在的你穿什么颜色的衣服：這是甚麼顏色？？？
放棄一個人會很難嗎：会
最近在追看什么戏：大冬瓜
最想有的异能：看透人的心⋯ 嘿嘿！
+你现在在哪里？：在房里咯


【點名人物】

① ojibala

② angus@hoongpin

③ ah teck

④ 凱盈

⑤ ah tat

⑥ 靜媚

⑦ 楊ah慧

⑧ syndy

⑨ 母豬

⑩ philip


④號認識 ⑥號嗎?- 不认识

⑩號是男還是女? -男的

①號有沒有兄弟姐妹? - 有呱

⑦號姓氏? - 楊

⑩號人緣好嗎? - 應該還不錯吧

④號有人追嗎? - 有呱

⑥號喜歡的顏色是? - 不知道 XD

③號和⑩號是朋友嗎? - 不懂咧

⑧號的生日是? - 不知道

你怎麼認識? ⑩號的? -小學巡察團

刚刚你跟①號的生日差幾個月? - 少過三個月

你和⑨號有出去玩過嗎? - 玩就很少, 喝茶多

你喜欢和①號聊天嗎? - 还好

你喜歡和③號在一起嗎? - 還好。

⑩号是什么星座阿? - 金牛呱...

①号在干吗？- piah chek

②號kepo嗎？- 超級！！！

countdown

lotsa events awaiting me to countdown.

i'd be freed from papers and sleepless nights officially on wednesday afternoon 430pm.
some meet up on thursday.
wat am i going to do on friday???
will be in kuching again on saturday.

most importantly......

ONE more month to go. how am i going to ruin it? i'm thinking of ruining it. any ideas? aha~

try?

http://www.digeus.com/products/snapit/snapit_screen_capture_3_5.html

it's a screen capture software. click if u're interested. not a spam link or whatever. ^^

announcement

hereby i announce,

"NO MORE TALKATIVE SARAH!"

well yea, sagittarius also can be very quiet. why not?=)

i guess i should call this change a success, what's your say?

dont worry, u still can have the oh-so talkative sarah online.

and for those who wanna chat with me in real life, make sure u start a topic, otherwise the whole conversation would be a dead one. :DD

even senior hoongpin couldnt stand the quiet me when having some tea session with him and some course mates last night.*wink*

i shall keep this up. watdya think? aha~

games

erm

two more. namely wastewater and system of mechanical and electrical. and i shall be back next sat.

suddenly realized that i'll be back next saturday yesterday. yea, suddenly. course mate was saying that his P1wimax bill gonna due on 14/11, then another college mate said it'll be next sat. i was then thinking, "next sat?? i thought 14/11 is still two weeks from now.." ==" then only i realized.. i'll be back next sat. OMG

as the two papers will be on next monday and wednesday respectively, finally i have the time to sit down and lay back to play those games on facebook. *grin*

told eli this before

i play farmtown because my mum's friends asked me to. and now i'm quite consistent in those plantation.

i play typing maniac because i saw neozhiyuan plays. and yea, i've abandoned it for quite some time. ==

i play the vocabulary game just to improve my vocab. this is abandoned too!==

i then play friends for sale cause i saw quite alot of friends play that.

i play barn buddy because my niece wanted a doggie if i become her neighbor. and yea, she's only about 5 this year.

i play farm ville cause a senior jie jie invited me to be her neighbor.

but both my barn buddy and farm ville are quite deserted, only my farmtown's farm is quite active :DD

i play sorority life is also because a senior jie jie invited me so that she can grow her house. haha..

and now, finally i can get my eyes and start on the cafe world, which i was invited to be a neighbor of that senior who invited to play farm ville also. LOL

hopefully my broadband could be used in kuching during the hols. otherwise i couldnt imagine what would happen to all my farms and cafe. LOL

random

exactly two more weeks to go.

wei... dont feel like going back la. sien.

how how how??

i have four more papers to go. numerical method, highway engineering, wastewater treatment, system of mechanical and electrical. civil engineering is seriously like MBKS la. down to earth up to electrical, everything also have to study. wat la.

today is the last day of october. time really flies la.

i dont want to go back la ='(

me brain

finals of my first semester, second year, will have its official kick-start tomorrow with my bedtime stories--Civil Engineering Materials ><"

seven papers.

first week--monday,wed, and friday

second week--monday and wed

third/last week--monday and wed.

well.

people, who'll be facing final soon, add oil and all the best! keep battling till the last paper!!!

fingers crossed for my memory. @@

p.s: i have a great time chatting with my long-lost primary classmates on facebook last night. really great. never felt so great before *grin*

p.s: the always oh-so cute and joyful sarah tan is finally back from some brokenness!!!!! praise the Lord! and, thanks friends! well, my primary classmates are one of the reason for the joyful me to be back again too!^^

crazy??

out of a sudden

i spammed my girlfriends' chatboxes

i said, "I LOVE YOU!"

LOL

you know who you are.

teehee^^

i didnt know why

just suddenly feel like saying, so i spammed =P

sorry le...

again,

"I LOVE YOU!"

hahahahahahahaha...

as for emyn, ur blog closed d. so i cant spam u.

here am i, "I LOVE YOU!" ^^

*grin*

p.s:  the oh-so cute and joyous sarah will be back pretty soon. thank God le ^^v

u understand???!!!

si beh leng. leng kao tok tok zun. geh mo poih pun ti ti chang.
you lok ho liao.. beh gi zak jacket. haih. zia gu library si beh leng. ai hun liao....+_+
beh ta han. ha mang eh sai gia jacket ho wa??????
tak chek tak kao si beh phek chek. material eh chek gui pun liao liao si ji... bo ho zo calculation.. ah pai nah si kun beh lok eh sai tak to teng zi pun chek. jit bai tak, bao lu kun kao kor kor hiang. si beh interesting eh bedtime stories... haiz
bai yit ko chek liao. tao yi tio paper jiu si material. liao liao si facts, ai wa gi... ai wa gi jiu si ai wa si. yin wei wa bo long term memory. gi kao wa tao nao jeng jeng, tao nao you beh sai pong, jit bai pong, gi ho eh mik kia liao liao you pang bo ki liao. ki si wa...
haiz.........................


lu lang eh dong beh dong wa kong ha mik???
eh dong beh dong, sia comment ka wa kong. kua lu lang gui eh lang eh dong wa ti jia sia ha mik bo.. hehehehehehehehehe...
ban ban tak la. =P

HELP

if i'm not mistaken..

i think i know what's wrong with me.

i feel like my spiritual life is withering...='( that's why every aspect in my life now is not in their right path.

unbelievable? few posts before i was still sharing God's words, that's why it doesnt make sense? aha~ i also dont know why is this so. sigh

everything just somehow goes wrong.

the more i pressed, the more he diverged, he just doesnt wanna converge. making my neck encountered more strains. geez....

he makes me more and more confused. the more i looked at him, the more saturated i am. sigh...

okay, they are just numerical method's question and also geotechnics engineering. nothing much. LOL.

i need to find my first love back.

i need everything to be on their right path.

nothing can diverge no more.

everything shall stop.

so yea, i have to fast and pray for my spiritual life starting tomorrow. till sun. three days. heh.

brothers and sisters, keep me in your prayers. i need them! pray for my spiritual life. i dont want it to be withered. i want my spiritual life to grow and grow and grow everyday, now and then. pray that i'll find back my first love too. let heavenly daddy and jesus christ help me find it back. i wanna love heavenly daddy and jesus christ more and more and more everyday.

so yea, HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks for your prayers, may Lord Jesus bless you all abundantly!

saturated soil

saturated soil

cohesive soil

cohesionless soil

factor of safety

ultimate settlement

time factor

compression

consolidation

active pressure/force

passive pressure/force

lateral earth pressure

vertical pressure

excess pore water pressure

bulk unit weight

saturated unit weight

void ratio

internal friction angle

field compression index

excavation/fill

saturated brain

saturated sarah tan

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P.S: things are just oh-so suddenly..... what's wrong with me this semester?

Lesson

i have a lesson to learn. very very very very important.

i.e.

if someone made some mistakes, just mind about the mistakes he's done, mind not that person. next time you see that person again, u two are still friends.

a very very very important lesson.

i can even forgive those who'd ruin some years in my life, why not those who ruin only simple matter as compared to those notorious one?

hmm...

i need a forgiving and a loving heart.

*****

i have a bunch of funny and cute seniors and also a cute lecturer whom i once thought he's a killer. hehe.

those seniors are those same class with my direct seniors and get to know them the night just before mid-autumn festival, after my english replacement class. remember? hehe ^^

they are just oh-so funny and cute! OMG~

since the night when we had fun, we started to interact on facebook's friend for sale =P

and yea, instead of adding them as friends, we were buying and selling and putting one another to work. but most of the time was those seniors bought me and made me worked for them, cause their value are way tooOOO high.

suddenly one of them commented on a senior's posts whom is already in my friend's list.

he said, "sarah, add me la, i buy you back. hahaha.." -______-|||

weird kan? why must i add him instead of he adding me lei?= =" nvm, me very obedient, so i added him. well, till now.. he hasnt bought me back yet, causing my current owner a.k.a one of those seniors, to have lesser cash =/

and for my current owner, we are not in each other's friends list. aha~ 

cute? weird? funny? kan kan? hahaha.

my cute numerical method lecturer..

actually for every subject, there'll be 10 marks allocated for assignments and quizzes, to be brought forward and added together with our final paper.

my cute numerical method lecturer... actually NEVER gave us assignments! whenever he wanted to give quizzes, we screamed "NO!!" *cause we werent understand about what he'd just taught =P* ended up the lecturer just let us go. 

and so, what about that 10 marks???

he replaced it with our attendance.

isnt he cute???@_@

he's quite a nice lecturer actually. only the way he gives lectures is killing most of us. he has no problem in solving questions, but he has a BIG problem in teaching. maybe.. maybe he's just not that suitable to teach. heh =P

aaaahhh... i'm online-ing again! revised highway engineering, stuffs just couldnt get through. same goes to my geotechnics engineering. my brain is just saturated. 

sigh. nvm, moro go meet up my geotech lecturer and see how = ="

new term

it's study week again.

meaning, next week i'll be having my final papers.

definition of study week=study during the day maybe till around 6pm o 7pm *if i can* then have fun at night for that few hours, then i shall be having 8 hours of sleep through this whole week and also during my finals.

p.s: if only i could turn back time.... i miss my fat darling...='( dont feel like going back home. next year's PELTAC or MyLDS shall see me among them.

curry puff

woke up with puffy eyes ='( cause cried again before sleeping..

dont feel like going home....

突然间,

觉得做什么 都没了方向...

='(

i want my fat fat fat darling!!!!!!!!

gone liao. no longer at my home liao. cause mummy's asthma is getting more serious, so my mummy sent her to other place. without asking me o!!!!!! my mum only informed me nia. so sad eh.....................

crying in my room.

u think very funny meh? try imagine la! played and had fun for eight years then suddenly have to depart. EIGHT years o!!!!!!! not eight days o!!!!!!!

sien la.

then what for i have to go home again??? no point liao bah.......

I WANT MY FAT DARLING LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suddenly, i find no reason to go home. i find no reason to celebrate my 21st. i find no reason.. dont feel like going home. i dont want to face the place without my fat darling. i miss her. i miss her scratches, her purrs, her bites. i miss sleeping together with her.

can u feel how aches my heart is? whatever.

"u think very funny that my master cried meh?"

lazy

heh heh. 

lazy to talk about my trip to malacca and also to kukup with church bro and sis liao..

lazy

lazy

lazy

lazy....

hmm update on my tests then.

just finished the craziest week since this semester started.

HOW CRAZY? hehe..

tests on wednesday, thursday and fri. an assignment was supposed to be in by today before 12nn. also. well, it shouldnt be craziest week initially. aaa... PROCRASTINATION! LOL. we were given a month to complete the assignment. dates for the tests were announced before raya holidays. 

so the assignment was officially done this morning at 3am. ROFL. we started it last night at 11pm after wastewater engineering test *copied pasted* LOL

should be having two tests today, namely system of mechanical and electrical and also highway engineering. thanks to our KIND lecturer, system of mechanical and electrical is postponed to next thursday. wakakakakaka. 

this is also the first time that i really did last minute study. really really last minute...

like if tomorrow night test, tonight 9pm i baru start 'touching' my book. then bed time at around 2am. 

this is wat u called 'last minute' lo... but then thank God la, tests before today mainly memorizing, so last minute stuffs is still not so bad. 

today's test, highway engineering, was really............. 

it Raised In Peace. LOL.

some more... stupid lecturer read out the correction for a formula instead of writing on the white board. instead of (eqn^n) - 1 for that particular eqn, some of us heard it as the eqn ^(n-1)

the font of those numbers on the nomagraph/namograph *i forgot that stupid name* was way tooO big lo. i read 18 as 28 =.= calculation semua salah liao.

didnt finish the paper also T______________T

serves me right for the last minute thingy. 

thank God system of mecha and elec was postponed lo. if not........ i'll be dying at a faster rate. LOL

i encountered low blood pressure once i got out from the room. dizzied @_@ 

course mates were screaming--paper not finished; couldnt get logical answer even applying those formulae; KIND lecturer that he didnt write the correction on the white board etc. LOL

some thing brightened me at least.. my numerical method paper WASNT killed!!!! woohoooOOOOO..... thank God. the lecturer eyes were certainly blinded when marking my paper le. i scored that paper o! LOL. he didnt 'kill' me for using degree instead of radian for the calculation le. teehee.

praise the Lord la. hahaks!

高興

云帅,很遗憾,妳的大日子我缺席了...小学的日子,历历在目...虽然我们是这一、两年才联络上,但是妳永远会是我好朋友们之一...好朋友,我不多,就少过十个吧!要记得,我们是永远的好朋友,不只是小学朋友罢了哦!!!!!妳一定一定要幸福!看着好朋友幸福,陈淑燕也就幸福了.记得哦！！！！！

不知情的,咱們家雲帥在290909與她的男朋友,正式結婚了!!!!

陳淑燕於此,祝她們白頭偕老、永浴愛河!!!!^^

kinda shocked and very surprising.. lol.

中秋節快樂

uhm hmmm this gonna be in mandarin. NO translation. sorry =P

给大家一首我们熟到烂的诗吧！

“床前明月光，

凝视地上霜

举头望明月

低头思故乡”

嗯 特地为了应景的

小学不知几年级就懂得这首诗 那时的无知

我们把它给改了 modified

中学时 没那幼稚和无知了

这首诗也没再提过

应该是长大了吧

现在人在外地

虽不是 在国外那么远 毕竟还是飘洋过海的

突然想起这诗时

感触很深咯

今年是第二年不在家的中秋

人们都说

“不要紧啦,还有朋友们嘛..”

弟兄姊妹都说

“不要紧啦,我们也算是一家人呐.."

可是 感觉不一样吖

不能成正比的！

自中五

中秋都没什么真正的庆祝了

中五忙预考 中六也一样

到想好好的坐下来和妈妈 吃吃月饼,看电视时 机会不再

毕业过后 还会有机会吗？

除非我待在古晋做工

更恼的是

今年的冬至也没的在家了

笨蛋ＵTM 不知吃错什么药

竟然在14/12就要开课

其他大学都是在12月月尾的

中秋没的团圆

冬至也没能回家

什么啦！！！

anyway,

祝愿大伙儿

中秋节快乐！月圆，人也要团圆.

还在生气家人、情人的

想想若你们在外地的情景吧

今晚总算是让我见识到什么叫真心对待了

晚上的课完了之后 碰见一群学长姐 在faculty的草场挂灯笼、点蜡烛

我俩个直属学长都在 便和他们打哈啦

十多个学长姐 熟的只有几个 

但因他们玩true or dare

知道了他们很多的祕密. 也不是算很祕密的吧

里头有一对的

女的 很平凡 男的 亦如此

两人差蛮远下

女的 很loud, 不是温柔婉约的那种

还让我听到不是很悦耳的字句

即便如此 男的也真心对待

问说喜欢女的什么 男的说, “就因为她够真！”

而且表白的还是男的耶~ 很感动哦！^^

若有君如此, 又有何求呐?!

哈哈