almost

*day 37 after the break up*

finally went straightened my hair agAIN yesterday afternoon. allright, new hair, new life. gotta start everything all over agAIN.
went for class' gathering yesterday evening at secret garden. food there, NICE. haha... drink.. so so lor... nth special, they use syrup to bancuh air de....

-___________________-"""

received a RM1500 cheque from PTPTN. well well... this is a cheque, which the money cant be touched. cause PTPTN will actually deduct it when i got the loan... aduh...........

preparation almost done. about 70%-80% of it is done.
managed to buy a pair of baju kurung BATIK and black shoes at hopoh. kudos to fadzril who told me that hopoh has baju kurung BATIK. so stupid... must be BATIK ei... walau.... and that stupid attire costs me RM75! ngaiti......... RM75 ei... dont play play ouh....
took a hairdryer, ricecooker and kettle jug from dad's shop.*applause please* haha.... but... can i bring ricecooker there? blurb....

my luggage is near to overweight. and that's without my shoes yet... oooo la la... can i tell the crews of airasia that sarah tan herself is underweght, so can the luggage be overweight in order to balance it?*smack!*

yay!

*day 35 after the break up*

long didnt blog. was super duper busy eversince i received the stupid set tawaran. sigh...
got a new phone. sony ericsson w580i. a nice one. lol...

had a super d*** busy morning. early morning went kuching specialist. wanna go for medical check up. sekali check check... the receptionist said need to pay RM182.00 for tat. woooohoooooooo... RM182 ei... walao aaaaaaaa.... then mum said go Dr Chong, my family doctor there. guess how much do i have to pay including urine test? hiakz.... RM80 lar.... ngaiti...... a difference of RM102 ei.......*sweating...* after a brief check up at the clinic there, went to kuching specialist for x-ray. geeeeeee.... sent some documents for photostating while waiting for my turn to go x-ray. passed by foody-goody. and i guess i saw him lar.... looks like him worh... ehee... never thought tat i'll meet his real person ei.. haha... wat a small small kuching ei.. haha...
then while waiting for my turn for the x-ray i saw the gang of pending-ians.*u know who u are, esp the one who reads my blog. aha~* wao... it's been about three months since i last saw YLM looo....[and not to forget about his gang also] haha... didnt know tat i still can see him before i went johor.*applause please*

yay! today's my last day at Padini Concept Store at springie. so happy ar.... lol... managed to take pictures with some of the staff there.*pictures will be uploaded after i've settled everything. then i'll introduce who is who by then. aha~*
bidded most of my colleagues farewell. well.. of course, i did say "God bless u!" ehee... for those who didnt want to bid me farewell, i also asked God to bless them toO... me very ho sim one.. haha...
the manager kept asking me to be good over johor there and gave me lotsa adivces.. thanx!! while ehren kept asking me not to be a cartoon anymore. omG...
ehren, learn from mr lawrence mar.... wahahaha...

as for teckshin, we didnt bid each other farewell. neither did we say wishes, the only sentence we said was "see you there!" haha...
i wonder.... if someone can help to tell ian lo tat my father Lord Jesus will bless him abundantly? i bless him sincerely. i dont hate him. although he left me an impression tat he's dirty. still, i'd like to have my Lord bless him. haha.....

may God bless everyone in Padini Concept Store of springie. no matter how bitchy some of them might be in other people's eyes!!!

alone

*day 31 after the break up*

my days with padini dot com are numbered. 25th of june will be my last day. and since it is also my off day, so basically i still left four days. actually this sunday should be my last day.*that's my plan* but due to a great but stupid employee like ME... 25th of june my last day. why do i say so? cause i'm so great but stupid that i actually told my manager that if they are lack of manpower then i'll sacrifice my time and quit on 25th instead of this sunday. great huh? rofl... i dont care about things happened there d. their backstabs and etc.. i'll just face them with a broad smile. thinking tat they're just simply uneducated, uncivilized and may be kurang ajar. so... i wont get angry with people as such. kids what...*although they're all older than me, i treat them as kids*
there was a morning, when i was doing some house keeping, ehren asked if i have anything to share during the briefing not. and guess how did i answer him. lol... i said "no, i'll keep my mouth shut. i'm leaving soon, i dont want to care much, let u people to be so. wont want to let u people be more disciplined." *applause please* i actually said so. dont sound like me right? aha~ meaning, i really dont care much ady..^^

*********

mum texted and asked me to hunt for dinner myself after work cause she has dinner on going. had no idea of where to go and what to eat. did think of skipping my dinner or just go and buy some buns to eat. thought for quite some time, i'm getting skinnier so i must have proper meal. went shell on the way to tabuan jaya to pump air into car tyres. it's been a year since i last pumped it.*people, call me Number One ei... rofl..* turned to jalan song's kopitiam after tat. went there alone with my mac. didnt text anyone for companion. walked and walked and walked. reached Expert. sat down and ordered a bowl of mince meat handmade noodle. no waiter. so no drink. walked for another round after my dinner. went sin nam fatt. never been there before. walked a round. lotsa things sold there. and it actually added some other things into my preparation list.*clap clap* went siew ying's house to pay her the air fare after my dinner. wonder if it's because of i just got my tyres pumped so i couldnt really control my braking system. nearly bumped into a wira. thank God that i had my gear on neutral state for instant. if not... aha~
started with some packings after a refreshing bath. a luggage full with my stationaries, dictionaries and bags. another one with formal wear and house wear. a smaller one with all kinds of daily use products. i need another one for casual wear, pillow, my tweety and maybe blanket. done two luggage nia nia... cause i still have about a week here in kuching still, so cant really done all the packings. hehe...

oya, a big THANK YOU to ojibala. his post helped me alot in what documents to prepare and my preparation list. hehe...

do i have to bring iron, kettle and a slowcooker? or and buy a portable gas stove? hmm.....-_-"

i'm going to................

*day 30 after the break up* actually a month d.. time flies. aha~

the local universities thingy....
results was out on yesterday. and i was offered.................................











CIVIL ENGINNEERING AT UTM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *buuuuuuuuuhuuuuuuuuuuuuu*
ouh my God...........




well well... i accepted it after all. said earlier on, watever stupid courses that they offer me, i'll just accept. but... BUT!!! i'll appeal. if not, i have to piah during the first semester for good results to change course. derrrrrrrrrRRRRRR.....










lotsa friends going UTM. including teck shin. aha~ xiangyi is of the same course as mine tim....oooo....
currently still working. so.. 25th will be my last day, which is my off day also. ehee... and and and... my two months commission gone ki also... hmmmm....





U6S3'07 of SMB St Thomas------- there'll be a gathering on next wednesday, 25th. whoever going, please tell me. i might have to book tables..... thanks lot!^^


flying to johor on the 28th. will be on the same flight with lotsa people. and my mum... so sorry for her. 28th will be her birthday. arrrrrrrrrgggggggHHHHHHHH.....

happy burfdae, roderick!

*day 28 after the break up*

am i getting skinnier and skinnier? ehren has been telling me about tat for quite a few days. and tat day sunday i met elizabeth on my way for break, she said i got skinnier also. blurb... what can be done? any ways to gain weight? *nah.. just bluffing. dun want to get very fat also*

not working happily. how i wish i can resign by today. *sigh* 

backstabbing and teasing is things done by only kids. ian lo also join in for the backstab. he doesnt feel any guilt for tat. "may God bless them according to His will," i told myself. Lord says "love ur enemy." so i dont backstab people. i thought alot for the whole morning. really wanna knock on my manager's door and tell him tat i wanna resign today. think agAIN. "be patient" i told myself. "be strong" God says.. Do what u think is right. quit the thought of wanna resign again. after all... results out on tomorrow. wont be there more than a week also...

Roderick!!!!!!!!!! happy happy 21st burfdae! may God bless him abundantly.

la la la

*day  27 after the break up*

 

nothing much to blog about. A super boring day.

Local uni results out on the 18^th . cant wait for it. It’ll be my off day tat day. Maybe can have a nice day preparing all the things needed I guess..

 

Happy birthday, kelyn. Enjoy ur 20^th. May god bless u.

 

sien

*day 25 after the break up*

having few layers of skin care products applied on my face recently before work and sleep. First first, face toner, then eyecream, last last moisturizing cream. Haiz… hope my skin condition can get better by using these thingy in a short time ler…

******

long didn’t blogging. Felt kinda sorry for my blog. Lol… mum said have to sleep earlier, like before 11pm, cause my face started to have more pimples popping out.. So these days I’d sleep right after my bath if working on full or afternoon shift. But when I have the time to blog, my pc broke down.*sigh long long*

finally made it to watch a movie on Wednesday nite. Went with zining. Wanted to watch narnia *cause tat day was the last day for narnia on cinema* But the show time was early. 7pm… so ended up watching kungfu panda which was on 8pm. Boooohoooooo….. it’s great. Super funny. Had a good good laugh.. rofl… the movie theater was full with people and laughter’s. the front rows were nearly full also.

Ponder: why must we eat popcorn when watching movie at cinema? Hmm… will never understand tat. Lol…

Went pumped petrol on Thursday nite. Well, like wat I’ve calculated.. RM70 per pump to full tank with one petak of petrol left.

-_____________-"

how to SURVIVE????? Blurb….

++++++

wanna quit

wanna quit

wanna quit

wanna quit

wanna quit

wanna quit

ME WANNA QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

People there sucks! Making me sick! Not only uneducated but also uncivilised. SHYT! If not for the sake of commission, I’d have quitted by now. If not being considerable, I’d have quitted also. People there are no joke sucks. They will bite you even if you don’t bite them. Thinking tat they’re better than you. And these people are what you all call “la kia”! they are really teruk lar…. SHYT! Not working happily there. Damn….

ME WANNA QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time flies

*day 18 after the break up*

hmm... it's two weeks plus after the break up ei.. time flies... oooo....

guess i cant go springie earlier if i'm on afternoon shift anymore. tend to spend more if went earlier ler... was on afternoon shift. reached springie around 12sth in the noon. since it was still kinda early......... walked around. went into elianto. walked out from there with a lost of around RM50. &*@%^!!#..... bought a tube of eyecream, a bottle of nail polish and face toner. geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... see? told ya, cant go earlier liao...*sigh* guess for the following days until i resigned i'll have to eat kaya ball everyday lerh... kaya balls cheap cheap mer... petrol finishing in days' time oso... la la la la la..... save save save... have to save money!!!!!!!!!!T______________T

ian lo's girl went shopping at padini. bought two pairs of shoes from vincci. bermati-matian wanna pay at my counter. WT........ anyways, i did things pro-ly. as if she's a normal customer.*applause please..* saw her whispered something to her friend. then her friend said "shi meh?"*'ouh is it' in chinese* i guess she told her friend that i'm ian lo's ex kua....

-________________-"

springie operated till 11pm today. it's agAIN the first saturday of the month. and tomorrow will be the chinese dumpling fest. time really really flies ler... around this time of last year, guess i was piah-ing half dead for the mock exam ei... hehehehe... back to the topic. no more extra RM15 ler...*stomping feet* have to punch out by 12.01pm and onwards baru have RM15. grrrrrrrRRRRRRR... nvm lerh... today's public holiday... got TRIPLE wor... hahaha... my gaji letup once agAIN. ehee...*Stood whole day, saw no engtau kia. except for one. the one and only ONE!!! kuching's engtau kias....... all dead liao haR? duh.....*

thinking of straightening my hair agAIN. maybe will go after i got my offer letter from university. cause i definitely CANNOT go with my current hairstyle. MUST straighten first. wahahahahahha..

happy 20th burfdae, kelvin foo!!^^
happy dumpling fest, people...


*ehren, i treat ah feng as a brother only ARRRRRRRR!!!! although he's engtau, although i was short circuited by him before. geeeeeeeeeeeee gosh...*

addicted

*day 16 after the break up*

changed off day with fadzril. cause of kelyn's farewell party.
went breakfast, hocklee and then springie agAIN with mami. went sushi king for lunch also. ehee....

kelyn's farewell party... met lotsa friends. not really close friends. so felt kinda boring at there. around 8sth i felt like going back home. but then zining followed my car. so couldnt go home so early yet. home-d around 10sth in the end. boring as in....... i didnt feel belong to their gang. biology class de.. whatever they chatted about.. felt like i have nowhere to campur aduk. ended went over and talked with chaphoong, ah tat and phillip them. *sigh*

suddenly feel like my blog has lotsa readers. dunno lei... suddenly a few friends asked "ei, ur guy works in padini zit?" swt long long on the spot.-__________-" well, did clarify that i've broke up though. ehee...

anyone knows what's the name of the title song of the sitcom 'they kiss again'? tell me ei... it's a nice song ler...^^

got addicted to......................







ANLENE nano calsium!!!!!!!!x______________x





will drink a mug of it everyday now. what to do... who asked me to throw away my milk bottle when i was 3 or 4 years old worh... now lack of Ca ler......



kelyn, may God bless u in every aspect of ur life when in MMU. take good care of yourself ei.... will miss u alot!!=]

God bless me

haiyo.... charm liao lor.... this time memang sei lar...*read in cantonese*
guess what..................................











OIL PRICE HIKE arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!










this midnite the price will climb up on the tree successfully.


goverment no longer subsidize us.






what say you?


i mati kok kok lor.... my car still have half a tank of petrol. sakit kepala when saw the petrol station were full with cars. so i didnt go fill my tank full.
seventy cents more per litre. by the time when i have to go pump petrol, i'll have to pay RM70 instead of RM50. RM70 arrrRRRRRRR!!!! and that is NOT full tank some more ooooo...... haizzzzzzzzzzz.......... told ivan. he memang really went pump petrol ei...

i have to feed my stomach
i have to feed my handphone
i have to feed my wardrobe and shoerack
i have to feed my petrol tank.
RM900 per month.
cukup sik cukup?

wanna sell my car liao.... geeeeeeeeee..........................................
quick quick let me go somewhere to study that doesnt need me to feed my car de liao.... so desperate ar now.... duhhhhhhhhh.........

RM70 per pump ei... not full tank kok ooo.... walao ei.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what on earth do the goverment earn so much for?

me want migrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God bless you

*day 15 after the break up*


gone were those days
and these days
i have thought a lot
learned a lot as well
through the book "why, God" especially

i have learned to surrender
everything in God's hand
and this is what i have been learning
since i'm back to God's arm years ago.

found my appetite, my joy
and whatever i've lost back in few days ago.

maybe whatever i faced
was in God's plan
perhaps He wants me to learn something from it.
and i know
He spoke to me through some friends.
and i appreciate them alot.

i've thought through
and now...
i'm Single, Available but never Desperate.

SMILE....^^


*YLM's grandpa passed away, few days ago was the 49th day. so sad... may God bless him and his family.*

lost and found

*day 12 after the break up*

it's day 12. finally managed to have proper meals.*thank God.. applause please...* found my appetite on friday.. well, pointless to 'mourn' for a long time. if not, will really have aneroxia, then my mum will get me to doctor i guess. hehe...

saw tzehui at food court today. she said i got thinner. it's been a month since we last met. perhaps, i've really got thinner. hmm... wasnt having proper meals for 9 days. so maybe i've got thinner.

didnt make it for blogging these days. kinda lazy a little. everyday after home and bathed, will piah dvd. then it'll be around 12sth in the midnite after an episode or two. oyea, am now watching 'they kiss again'. it's part two of 'it started with a kiss'.

received my salary yesterday. 900+. gave mum RM350. budget for food RM150. so... basically, about half of my salary gone ady. blurb... went springie earlier today. cause wanna go shopping for a while. went Nose. bought two pairs of sandals. white colour. not so bad. both had 10% discount each. the design is better than vincci lor... dont like those from vincci.*i compared before buying d lerh...* one is RM20++ while the other one is RM40++. allright, i'm lazy for a snapshot and uploading. so girls, sorry ler... hehe... hmm... right now.. my shoes cabinet has about seven pairs of shoes. two high heels, three ballet shoes and two sandals. aha~ and that's excluding another two pairs of slippers. ehee.. dont feel like getting any ballet shoes. patterns i saw not nice de.. sigh... even vincci's also.. tend to be very picky these days. will spend few days looking and comparing around. mum said me became very picky ki.... blurb...x_x wonder how am i going to import those shoes if i'm flying for studies. swt...-_-" shouldnt have bought the sandals first. geeeeeeeee...

guess people around will think that i have feelings towards ah feng ei... maybe ah feng himself also think so. i dunno... just think so. erm... didnt fall for him actually... was short circuited before when i first saw him nia nia...*mr yap also said he's engtau bar...* but back then i was with ian lo. so as days go by, no feelings ler... just treat him as a big brother nia nia ler...x_x well well... i'm not ian lo. wont start a relationship so soon ler.. wheeeeheeeeeee..... it's june ady also.. wont be around for long. so... kuching's guys.. aha~

saw neil simon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
didnt see him for............................... three years d i guess. haha.... another engtau kia. from st joseph de... he has a gf d.. so girls... paiseh. hmm.. good ler him... finishing his course by july arrrr.... sien... me still waiting for the stupid offer letter... big ko ko also finishing in two years' time from now.. but i still have at least five years to go if i'm going for architecture lerh....

-_____________________-"

can start countdown for the day to receive offer letter from local uni? God bless me lerh... MUST arrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

public holidays these two days. letup liao.. triple pay ei.... wahahahahaha...

happy gawai...