friend asked for "how to train your dragon 2" yesterday afternoon.
since its our usual movie place, went out two hours earlier, thinking to go to takishimaya to look for a pair of high heels. well, either high heels or flats lah.. since its the Great Singapore Sale again..
went a round, empty handed. hey I aint that picky! i did eye on a pair or two! flipped the heels over, pricing at S$1200. i almost fainted @_@
what eyes i have!
i could have picked sth S$100 over... but didn't manage to like any. sigh. is it that hard for me to get a new pair of high heels??? or flats???!!! pffffftttttt *flip table*
since i got empty handed at ladies shoes floor, went a floor up, to ladies wear.
passed Tommy Hilfiger, walked a round, two pieces of top down. costed me a near S$200 even with 10% discount!!!!!
its really like a revenge for being unable to get a pair of heels or flats that i walked out the mall with a big hole burnt in my pocket for just TWO pieces of tops =.= =.= =.= =.= even a pair of Levis jeans is cheaper than one of the top!!! what was i thinking... seriously, can i get my head straight..?
but well, kind of lucky, coz i paused not to hunt on Ralph Lauren :P else I will be drop dead. ahaha!
oh when can i get my head straight?
and to quit the thought of working with contractors too!
geez
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 14, 2014
happy? unhappy?
hola its june.
basically counting down my days to go home again
in less than two weeks to go
how nice
every month unpaid leave+air ticket... i feel like I'm actually printing money, as if... *flip table*
the increase in salary like never happened at all, all contributed to airlines in giving myself a break.
imagine its more than $150 per day of unpaid leave, and about $250 of air ticket..... seriously, *eyes roll*
i told my once-colleague-then-friend-then-now-colleague friend *networking does matter* that its really different to go home and get recharged. he said that I'm not happy working here. thats why i keep running back home. previously when he was working at JB he went home like less than five times per year.
well, its kind of like a bang on my head. i.am.not.happy. ??
looking back last year, i didn't go home as frequent as now and i managed to survive.
whenever clock ticks 530pm, i quickly pack and go. if i was forced to OT, i start grumbling.
unlike previously, i really don't mind work from 8am-8pm.
am i really unhappy working here? perhaps I'm really unhappy.
I'm counting down also..... i messed up my life this april fool, its a one year contract, i vowed not to renew the contract when it ends. I'm going to start afresh next year april fool *eyes roll*
or maybe, i should start off with a much smaller scale of project. instead of this kind of mixed development, with all these rubbish office politics and RTOs who wanna tipu OT.
side note:
I'm happy that the special man would actually note me whenever he's flying home. i really like that. and as usual i would remind him to come back in one piece. aha! *wink*
basically counting down my days to go home again
in less than two weeks to go
how nice
every month unpaid leave+air ticket... i feel like I'm actually printing money, as if... *flip table*
the increase in salary like never happened at all, all contributed to airlines in giving myself a break.
imagine its more than $150 per day of unpaid leave, and about $250 of air ticket..... seriously, *eyes roll*
i told my once-colleague-then-friend-then-now-colleague friend *networking does matter* that its really different to go home and get recharged. he said that I'm not happy working here. thats why i keep running back home. previously when he was working at JB he went home like less than five times per year.
well, its kind of like a bang on my head. i.am.not.happy. ??
looking back last year, i didn't go home as frequent as now and i managed to survive.
whenever clock ticks 530pm, i quickly pack and go. if i was forced to OT, i start grumbling.
unlike previously, i really don't mind work from 8am-8pm.
am i really unhappy working here? perhaps I'm really unhappy.
I'm counting down also..... i messed up my life this april fool, its a one year contract, i vowed not to renew the contract when it ends. I'm going to start afresh next year april fool *eyes roll*
or maybe, i should start off with a much smaller scale of project. instead of this kind of mixed development, with all these rubbish office politics and RTOs who wanna tipu OT.
side note:
I'm happy that the special man would actually note me whenever he's flying home. i really like that. and as usual i would remind him to come back in one piece. aha! *wink*
Jun 9, 2014
skim cepat kurus
entering the third month of new job, fell sick for the third time =.=
maybe i should list "medical expenses" as one of the items in my monthly budget
want it or not, was forced to be on MC. and stupidly, MC during probation period is unpaid leave. geez, wrong timing to fall sick =.=
fever for three days, and thanks to the medication, was very weak and blur, nauseous and light-headed.
even had a blackout while cooking instant noodles. knowing that I'm going to collapse soon, i quickly threw the noodles into my bowl and rushed to my room to lie on bed. and tats how serious was i. sigh.
lose appetite for any food, except grapes and kiwi, strong craving for the two.
thanks to the two days MC, really rested well.
grounded, and bedridden =.=
surprisingly, felt that my jeans is loose this morning. and suddenly i could buckle my belt to the last hole XD
jia lat, i got thinner again.
so if one wanna slim down, the fastest way out would be sick till colourful XD
maybe i should list "medical expenses" as one of the items in my monthly budget
want it or not, was forced to be on MC. and stupidly, MC during probation period is unpaid leave. geez, wrong timing to fall sick =.=
fever for three days, and thanks to the medication, was very weak and blur, nauseous and light-headed.
even had a blackout while cooking instant noodles. knowing that I'm going to collapse soon, i quickly threw the noodles into my bowl and rushed to my room to lie on bed. and tats how serious was i. sigh.
lose appetite for any food, except grapes and kiwi, strong craving for the two.
thanks to the two days MC, really rested well.
grounded, and bedridden =.=
surprisingly, felt that my jeans is loose this morning. and suddenly i could buckle my belt to the last hole XD
jia lat, i got thinner again.
so if one wanna slim down, the fastest way out would be sick till colourful XD
Jun 3, 2014
小幸福 ^_^
From that special man =)
it really surprised me that one night he texted me and asked if i collect kitty, coz he bought one for me. asked why was he so random he said he thought of me! wow~ very thoughtful of him huh.... but i rmb i did tell him before that i don't really collect mcd's kitty =.=
and so at that moment i tot i would only have one. till the following week he told me that he bought another one for me again. really surprised! haha!! i wonder if he get a set for his sister.......-->_-->
this man really jia lat. to buy tis kitty one has to get an extra value meal, means, upsized one. didn't he get bloated???
managed to sneak an evening with him last saturday. ouh he left site early!!!!!!!!! :P
but i knocked off late that saturday, so only managed to meet him at around 6plus after cleaning myself.
thanks to the super cheap sandals, i had to be on heels. haha! *die die won't get cheap shoes anymore*
with a black half long short skirt from Sianeder and an orangy red mango top *only $13 after discount, cheap dao siao* and a pair of heels haha!
was really surprised to see that tuxedosam!! all the while tot that i have only two. haha didn't know that he actly get me another one ^_^
he really put a smile on my face through these tough days.
was kind of happy, tho i was really really really tired, been OT-ing for few days straight, lousiest was near 10pm. he too said that i looked very tired :(
but seeing him really made my day =)
如果这是一种幸福，那这幸福便是偷来的小幸福
很多事，我说不上为什么
很多事，言语无法说尽
但我很珍惜这种偷来的小幸福 :P
Apr 13, 2014
stressed
end of week 2
never tried sleeping soundly through the night ever since i picked up this job
its really like torturing myself with this
know well that works will never end, until the end of this project
i feel good completing all the works i planned for the day but at the end of the day, back at home, i would still think of next day's tasks.
like, seriously, I'm tired and sleepy everyday, really sleepy, i close my eyes but the mind just doesnt wanna shut down. wake up in the middle of night EVERYDAY!!!!
once, the man said that when he thought of monday then feel tired. i said, talking of monday i wanna cry.
it's not the monday blue that makes me feel like hanging myself. its the progress. things planned yet dunno if can be carried out.
the man laughed at me and said, now you know contractor stress.
if thats stress, then I'm very stressed now.
i have a bunch of RTOs without dignity. would drag the casting time just wanted to claim OT. hello, when they drag the time, means i gonna be off late too. and once again, hello, they can claim OT, at higher rate some more, and i couldn't claim my OT. some more its merely two hours $10, who would wanna have such OT claim???!!! i can stay for free, only when i want to. not when they want to.
oh man, I'm an RE myself but kena bullied by bunch of RTOs. what the fish is this!!
my zone's RTO dragged my inspection time for his own convenience on Saturday that day. hey, I'm only half day on Saturday. i got too enraged and broke down and cried, just couldn't help to control :(
i didn't care what they want, i just called off the casting and went home. if thats what they want, they should arrange it themselves. my teammates are all phillipinos, and please, never ever try working with a bunch of Pinoys. they really sucks max, differ not much from certain ethnic of malaysia =.= if its their intention to let me die, fret not, I'm gonna let them die too. times up, leave taken, i will just throw everything aside and fly back home. now lets see who's gonna die.
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