(^.^)

finally,
it's my turn to say
"Hi Kuching!!!"*breath in*


woots~

no more hostel life!!

4years...

自制能力

漸漸發現
現下的年輕人很捨得花錢
吃的、用的
光是那種下午茶，一張十令吉的鈔票有去沒回，有時候是兩張十令吉
用的，要趕時尚，趕先進，無論是不是真的需要
然後，月中或還沒月底喊“窮”。
很囧
就覺得，活該。
不是冷眼觀螃蟹。是真的活該。
我一日三餐沒少，但是我每月的生活費還可以給我在下一個月的第一、二星期花。我的生活費也沒有很多。我還供保險，每月給上帝納的十分之一也沒缺。
一個下午茶，若是一張五令吉的鈔票有去無回，我得想很久。。
看似沒有娛樂，但是我為的是我的將來。

這就是自制能力。

沒有自制能力的人，就算一個月給他一萬，他也會當個響當當的月光族。

all is done

終於完[畢]了四年的煎熬，正式加入待[業]一族 =D

it wasn't a blink of an eye, and four years of degree life ended, unofficially, by the grace of God.

learned a lot, seen a lot, experienced a lot. and of course, i really experienced God in these years. how He had helped me in going through all the ups and downs.

the most important thing that i learned in university life is that, i actually learned to skip classes [during rainy mornings and not-so-important classes] =P an ex-prefect, an ex-thomian star. well, good girl needs to be bad sometimes to balance out her life XD

no more tests, quizzes, assignments, projects, thesis, and finals. how does it feel? oh man, i feel that it's like, as usual. -.- obviously, i've been in a relaxing mode all these while.

if i knew i'm going to be in engineering course, i'd choose electrical instead of civil. at least i have a bit more interest in electrical than civil.

not easy to get this thing done. a bit challenging, as the steps weren't very clear. but halt, challenge accepted =) 

nothing much, nothing special. just to note down the day i ended my degree life.


p.s.: can i wake up at 10 or 11am tomorrow? it's been a week that i woke up automatically before my alarm actually rings, which is before 8am. what is the alarm doing?!!! *eyes rolled*

proud ^_*

with all my sweat and handwork and of course by the grace and mercy of the Lord. teehee~

glad that i undergo tertiary education at government uni. most of the private uni don't require students to do this. and this makes me feel proud of myself by the time i claimed this from the stationary shop. hiakz...
glad that the stationary shop is efficient too~ without pre-booking, it can be done in less than 24hours. just that, more expensive than those who did their booking early. due to certain unexpected problem, i didn't get to book the binding service >< so this book actually costed me rm25, which is equivalent to two and half days of expenses. haizzzzzzz whatever~

for the very first time, i haven't bought my ticket yet >< planned the day to go back but couldn't buy it, scared that might have other pop-up problems... guess i'd have to buy it the day before i'll be back. swt

p.s.: one more paper to go, which is on next monday, structural analysis. aih.... i'm ready to be killed by it. so long as i could pass it with not a too-bad grade, that's it.

holidays.... arrghhh how i long for you....

heavenly Father

since don't-know when, i've been wishing "happy father's day" to my dearest heavenly Father.
am so blessed with all kinds of blessings, guidance and love that He's showered upon me through all these years.
and made me who i am today.
everything happen for a reason, and there's God's will behind it. if not for His will, things will not happen.
i blamed before, but now i'm happy with it. cause if not for all those, i won't get to know that i have such a wonderful Father in heaven, who's known me since i'm in my mother's womb.

message of the day from  |Our Daily Bread|

Take heart in the fact that if you have been redeemed through Jesus you have a perfect heavenly Father—and He’s the best Father of all.
— Joe Stowell

The heavenly Father’s arms never tire of holding His children.

壓力與抗壓

我不是壓力鍋

但是
人小小只的，是有點過於開朗啦
當壓力指數到了一定的level
難保我不會爆鍋
因為 pressure = stress/area
哇哈哈哈

so far我還沒到爆鍋的時候
因為如果遇到心臟停止跳動時，
我就知道我有點過於壓抑了

蝦咪？！
心臟停止跳動？！
我還活著？！
沒進過醫院？！

是啦！
我還活著
因為也就停止那幾秒，呼吸困難罷了啦！
哇哈哈哈

很感謝神的是，
我從小就超開朗的
什麼大風大浪的，都擊不倒我

所以，
說到抗壓。。
我的抗壓性是很強一兩下
除了 投靠神
跑步是我的良伴
嘻嘻

我跑步 不是為了健康、減肥
純粹為了減壓
所以 我一年到頭也就跑那幾次罷了！！XD XD
一個人靜靜的跑步可以慢慢漫漫的想事情
健康，沒有喜樂的心來得重要
無論平時飲食習慣是多健康，壓力還是會吞吃了健康
因為 喜樂的心乃是良藥

p.s: 提早完成論文的後遺症 － 頹廢-ing.如果星期三沒有考試，我還會繼續這種頹廢的日子。。。study week了。。。
6月4日。倒數－ing。我會是打橫死還是豎著死呢？=P
我要回家啦！！！！！！！

nightmare

had nightmares for few nights this few weeks.

the most vivid one was the one i had last week or last two weeks. i dreamt that there was people actually stole my organs from me while i'm alive and left me there just like that. but miraculously i survived for few years after praying, and probably longer than that.
i was really woke up by that dream with heart beat accelerating ><

the most recent one was last night.
i actually dreamt of the moment i had my thesis presentation. i was no joke nervous throughout the whole session, and was woke up by that too @@

seriously don't know how to cope with that. i think even if i'm really well prepared i could have accelerated heart beat as well TT______TT

had this open discussion in class on thursday. just a normal discussion with QnA. not that i don't know how to answer the questions but when i was about to speak, i start to get nervous, till i finished talking. and my hands really turned cold, trembled and heart beat accelerated TT______TT

and now even if i only thought of the presentation i start to get nervous ><

低潮

此時此刻的我

只想

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