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HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY!

if he happened to read this, here's the message:

may God bless you abundantly throughout your 25th! all the best in all things!

Sagittarius girl

i found an analysis on Facebook the other day. i'm not tat capable of translating all these into Mandarin, if u didnt know Mandarin, i'm very sorry =P

words in red are true if applied on me. haha.

射手座──恨別離　　

很多時候，射手可以沒心沒肺的去追求，即使遭遇拒絕，也悲傷幾日，便精神飽滿從頭再來。但其實，射手並沒有旁人眼裡那麼灑脫，如果恰逢一個時間，有些心緒漂泊，射手便不會再輕易言愛，恨別離，寧可他不知道，也無法允許出現他離開自己的可能。　

射手座　　熱愛冒險，尋求刺激，一段充滿挑戰的感情經歷才能讓射手們打起精神來。越有難度，越覺得刺激，一不小心就讓愛火失去控制，只好一鼓作氣的追求到底。　　

經典語錄1：愛，不要成為囚。不要為了愜意，便取締了我的自由……　　

經典語錄2：原來能為自己所愛的人吃苦，竟也是一種快樂，只是世上有幾人能享受到這種快樂

愛情保護傘　　個性風潮傘──射手座　　射手對長久的東西向來沒興趣，愛情保護傘也不例外，且不說遭遇不測風雲的天氣，單說風潮，年年歲歲不相似，到時是將傘變了，被保護的愛情暴曬或淋漓于街頭，還是幹脆連愛情也換了。生活是秀，愛情是秀，作為大街人眼中的風景線，茶前飯後談資閒話，其實也沒有什麼，只要那把特立獨行的傘不是遮羞布就行了。　　

【別說射手女花心】

射手座：陽歷11月23日～12月21日　　在深秋轉初冬之際誕生的射手座，個性如煞那間轉變的氣候，急躁不穩定。射手女個性刁蠻、略帶男兒氣概，而且極善變，但她們的外表卻是不折不扣的淑女。這是由于她們具有特殊的氣質，且善于盛裝打扮。她們不會掩飾自己，內涵豐富，任何事都能侃侃而談。再者，她們的判斷力敏銳，做事也很幹脆。射手女非常愛好自由，而且好奇心很強。她們常想當個流浪者，到處去尋找新鮮的事物，對于射手座的妻子，丈夫最好不要束縛她們，否則她們很容易說「再見」。她們很熱衷于集團結社，揮金如土是射手座女性的通病，她們只要去逛街，就會大包小包地抱回家。不過，她們也有一套理財方法，絕不會造成經濟赤字。外表很文靜的射手其實很開朗！有文藝天賦，愛唱愛跳。愛哭也愛笑。容易難過也容易快樂。玩起來會嚇人一跳！崇拜一切高尚的事物！很注重外表，更在意自身的智慧。大大咧咧的言行中會有很細心的一面。射手一般身材較高，是所有星座當中身材做好的一個星座！因為喜歡運動！又樂觀，有射手的地方一定有笑聲！　　為人很誠實很天真很率直，好相處，容易受到異性的歡迎，同時又能得到同性的羨慕。所以有點高傲和超然的自信是自然的。就會經常聽到人說射手女很難追啊！射手不僅獨（和）立也不會帶給別人壓力！天生具有貴族氣息。特別在特殊場合，你很容易辨認出來！射手女容易傷害別人也容易被傷害！容易原諒別人也容易原諒自己！所以對待愛情的態度往往看得不是很重！但並不代表射手女花心！只是射手天生的桀驁不馴，怕被束縛！不願為別人改變，最怕妥協！溫柔的外表裡面包藏著野性，要想馴服她，一定要具備好幾把刷子才行哦。如果不是真愛一個人，你是很少聽到射手女對你有什麼承諾的！而如果你哪天遇到射手女為你改變並向你做出承諾，那她一定是很愛很愛你了!酷愛旅遊是射手的天性，會把很多的金錢花在旅遊活動上。射手就是偏財運，有富貴命。射手女很健談，所以是個有名的批判家。但為人善良，害怕欺騙，討厭虛偽。視人人平等，重視友情，重色輕友對射手女來說很多時候是免疫的。如果你的女友是射手千萬別因此而懷疑她。只要你支持她，她會覺得你了解她信賴她，那她粘定你了！很多射手女的口頭禪是：“親愛的”、“寶貝”等等，無論對男性朋友還是女性朋友都會經常脫口而出，所以你不必大驚小怪。真正能吸引射手女的人，她只會用讓人無法抗拒的眼神告訴他：“你是我的”。　　射手女是非常懂得浪漫的，喜歡主動，很少被動的。哪天被動了一定會逃得很快。所謂來無影去無蹤。射手女如果倒追，那可是攻擊性很強並且很準。有點霸道但也很讓人感覺甜蜜，情話綿綿，溫柔體貼，做得天一無縫。有時候電影裡看得到的浪漫情節，射手都會精心安排帶給你驚喜。叫你不愛她很難。可是她的熱度只是短暫的。就像流星一樣劃過夜空，想想吧，一支箭的速度，得到後，就可能要冷卻一段時間了，射手女常常會讓人哭笑不得。所以叫人愛也不是恨也不能。這也是射手女的魅力所在。叫眾人不得不服，如果你想玩弄射手女的感情，鹿死誰手，還要拭目以待。射手就是死也一定先射死你。然後自己用樂觀來漫漫療傷。　　這也是射手女低調的一面，冷處理，內心流血，臉上還是掛著笑。其實明白的人不多，是多麼讓人心疼又可愛的女射啊。射手女是最具勇敢也最具有個性的，想象力豐富得可怕。預測能力超強，有預言家的風範。射手女是典型的外熱內冷，外表熱，其實有一顆冷冷的心，內心有一種憂鬱，獨（和）立的外表裡頭擁有一顆敏感而極其脆弱的心。喜歡被保護的感覺。　　說射手女花心真的很不公平，說射手女喜歡玩感情遊戲更是大錯特錯。說射手女分不清楚友情和愛情簡直荒謬。在她們的內心正愛只有一個，一旦愛上，嘴上花了心裡卻處處為心愛的人著想，自律性很高，對自己的另一半絕對忠誠，絕對的負責。同樣她也會給對方同樣程度的信任。所以如果你欺騙她那對她造成的傷害可想而知。看射手女有一大堆異性朋友，那都是被射手女認為只是朋友的朋友。甚至像兄弟姐妹一樣的朋友。射手女對朋友很熱情，反而對自己的愛人忽冷忽熱，因為她怕失去主動權，別介意，就這個性格。就這麼冷酷。但一定是專一的。很多跟射手女分了的後來都會後悔。對不起，一旦射手女跟你說再見了，九頭牛都拉不回，很少有射手女說再見後會回頭的。她會跟你說再見並不是變心愛上別人，而是你真的傷到她的心了。很多時候射手女把自尊看得很重要。也有點固執，一旦愛了，或許就一生一世了，如果你不懂得珍惜那你千萬別讓她愛上你。等她一頭鑽進去時，她愛得比誰都還認真。並且達到癡情的份上。愛過射手女的你們應該體會過吧。告訴你，只有同樣勇敢和不怕死的最後才能抱得美人歸喔！　　射手女喜歡咬人，但不是誰都有這種待遇的，這種舉動只有她心愛的人才有這種殊惠。愛你會在你不經意時咬你，不愛你看著都累。射手女非常感性，容易被感動，天生淚線淺，掉眼淚就像笑很正常的。不信你帶她去看一部感人的電影或電視劇，你一定得為她準備幾包紙巾。因為射手女的她太善良了，憐憫又使射手女顯的多麼高貴。她怎麼能夠不受歡迎呢？　　射手唯一缺點，表裡不一啊，心無城府，一張嘴好話壞話全出來了。容易得罪了人還不知道。你有什麼秘密千萬別跟射手女說，她能憋住鬼才信，口才好的她能把死得說活，活得說成死了。你根本分不清楚哪句是真的哪句是假的。你認為是真的那一定是真的，你認為是假的，不久的將來一定變成真的了，前面提到過，射手女是預言家啊。但她在別人面前表現出來的全是真實的一面。你不信也得信。射手女她就有這樣的說服能力。這裡要提醒所有一樣可愛的射手女們：小心提防身邊的小人啊。豁從口出，沉默是金，這句話大家一定要記住！那樣你會更加完美！

bad guy's friend once told me that i'm too talkative, that might not leave a good impression to guy, and hence, i change. most people around me now really noticed the sudden change in me, they dont feel at ease with the quiet me. ROFL

then he always teased me by saying that i'm just like a kid. and so, i change again. no more cartoon tees. my wardrobe gonna get changed when i'm back in kch for Chinese New Year later. 99% of my new clothes are 20s like. wahahaha.

who has the right to say that i'm not serious?

not abandoning my blog

as the title goes, i'm not abandoning my blog. just dunno what to write.

and here comes the time for tests to flood in, instead of assignments. i love last semester, despite all the rush for hitting deadlines for assignments, the rush made me felt occupied.

i have the strong urge to get out of this place and go traveling, leaving all the hassle bustle behind me, with my less-than-3-months old Nike backpack and off i go! go singapore! it's a place for relaxation, provided you have the wealth. malacca isnt a bad place too but i'd been there last year, so it wont be in my list. yea, the islands! be it Pulau Langkawi, Pulau Manukan, Pulau Sipadan, or Pulau Pangkor etc etc, i wanna go le. going alone might be weird, yet i need a time to relax myself instead of going insane with friends.

anyway, this is impossible. i'm just dreaming. let me be.

maybe this wont be a dream. if only i have the cash, this wont be a dream. i have to save again, for my own goodness sake, to enjoy all alone!

tarsal bone

"soft tissue at tarsal bone of right feet injured"

but the bone is painful. ankle guard also useless.

dont ask me how was it injured. i also dunno how and why. i didnt sprained it or anything.

when i went for my Mandarin class, i walked, without knowing that it's actually injured some more. and the class is very far from my hostel. i took about 20mins the walk ==

hopefully it'll recover soon. i wanna wear high heels!!!

p/s.: it's 15/1. i'll be back pretty soon!

short updates

1. blogging again
2. tonight was my first mandarin class. yea, i teach. as i've told u ppl on my last post, no salary, no nothing, only a simple certificate. people have this O-shaped jaw when they knew that there's no salary and i'm still up for it. LOL
3. test 1 has its official kick start this afternoon with Hydraulic Engineering. hopefully i can do well. i didnt pray o @@~ lecturer actually let us to bring in a piece of paper with formulae. first time i encountered this! aha~
4. i dunno what's up but my ankle guard starts conquering my daily life again. i want to wear high heels this Chinese New Year!!!! i didnt wear last year due to my seriously sprained ankle... i started wearing heels again during the November semester break.
5. i had my very FIRST motorcycle ride! okay, not many kuching people ride on a motorcycle, as in people of my batch or younger. we drive! and yea, the driver a.k.a. wilson, a mechanical student, was a bit stressful *i think* LOL. he said i'm funny ==!!! again........ when he breaks, i also 'break', as in i squeezed his shoulders. wahahahaha.. it's not fun AT ALL!!!! no next time! this would be my first and the last time being on a motorcycle!!!';..;'
6. i hope for no more Q. i feel bad Q-ling. oh wells.
7. two hard boiled eggs and an apple have been my dinner for quite some time already. dieting mer.. but then i'm not sure how helpful eggs are towards dieting.
8. i realized that my networking is quite wide. there's this final year senior told me that he knows no one of my batch or the younger ones except me. waseh! what an honor!! LOL LOL!
9. i finished ONE kg of Quacker Oatmeal in just One month. as breakfast. no sugar, no milk, no milo etc. plain oat. not bad la the taste. hiak hiak.
10. have to pray more for a peaceful Malaysia. so far, no church being attacked today right? GOOD! it's a bright sign. May God has mercy on this land! AMEN!

yeah, not a complicated post eh? haha.

ways to happy life

ahoy there! how have you all been? it's been almost a week since i last blogged. i guess this is the first time i uh sort of deserted my blog for such a long time. i'm kinda LOST these days 'cause dunno what to blog about. suddenly LOST.

hey i've got something interesting to share! yea, ways to happy life! but ideas are all from my point of view *grin =))*

• give thanks for all the mishaps! for it moulds u to be tougher and stronger. and that's what other ppl wont be able to encounter. try to think it this way-- if u faced some difficulties or something that hurt u, u just gotta be thankful and then SMILE it off, thinking that ur maturity is a level higher than before, u're now tougher and stronger, and not many are lucky enough to encounter what u had encountered.

• help others without expecting rewards or even a simple 'thank you'-- 施恩莫望报. it's hard! i know. not many are able to do this. many help for some motives behind. they expect to be rewarded, of course, 'thank you' is what most of the people would say as an appreciation. but, do help without expecting people to help u back when u're in need. i'm having only 15 credit hours this sem. i've told u all how loose is my schedule few posts before. initially i thought of signing myself up for some foreign language. but i didnt at last. 'cause i have to pay an extra RM200 for a language and most importantly, i'm lazy to walk to the related faculty for the registration ><>

• do what u like to do [DONT break the laws, that's it!] and yea, do whatever you like, dont care about how people around look at you. if u care and scare about how people would think when you're about to do something, you're either bound to fail or you wont be happy, 'cause you're unable to do things you like and you do things u dont like in order to get people's agreement. things like this happen. peer pressure.

• be friend with everyone! love ur enemy also!! if you've been following my blog for a long long time, you'd notice that i'm not that pleased with my ex-roommate. and now, i'm getting along better with her. and i'm glad that i can do this!=D

• of course, above all, u'd need God's love! then you'll have the true joy =))

might be continued. do stay tuned!

p.s: i tried how does it feel to be filthy rich before my family was broken, and i know how is it being not-so rich. i can be so filthy rich that my mum would just pay for a RM200+ dress without second hesitation when i was young. i can be not-so rich that i need to save, save, save and SAVE. hence, materials wont lead me to a happier life. 我的幸福, 可以很简单

also, even some small little thing that my mr right does would be able to make my day too!XD

merry 2010!

*dont feel well, my throat. have been gulping litters of water..*

behold! a year had just passed so! hey! what have u done, gained, achieved, regretted or been thankful throughout the year of 2009? who have u hurt, backstabbed, hated, loved or given thanks for what he or she did? what's ur best happening of the year? aha~

it's 2010! man 2010!!! woohooOOO~

how many years more do we have?

if u trusted the Mayan's calendar, u have two more years to Armageddon.

if u're a christian and read the Bible, u have more than two years to go. yea yea, more than two years-lah!

whatever it is, u have two more years. that's minimally, of course! hahaha XD

the most important thing is, cherish the days u left!

*******back to my personal thoughts*******

seriously i dont have any new year resolutions. if u really wanted me to think of any, mind i have my wishes on my 21st to be my new year resolution? if u didnt know what are my wishes on my 21st, scroll down and read, will you? thanks!=))

despite all the injuries i had during the first few months of this year, my 2009 could be counted as a fun-filled one! i'd never ever felt that great, serious! heh heh ^^v

looking back... i love

• my backpacking days and all those one-day trips. be it with tzeboon, julie, third year senior, melissa or me all alone. i just love those days!
• my yellowish orangey towel! haha. suddenly have a crush on it yesterday after my morning shower XDD
• my FIVE-gallon bucket and small scoop. i scoop water from the bucket to bath. and yea, just dont know why but i love it!=P
• my bed! both hostel's and my own bed. teehee! guess what, on my hostel's bed, i have THREE pillows, one one-decade old tweety head from hungsuai and one dunno-how-many-donkey-years small pillow. muahahahahaha.. stop! and dont jealous!=P
• the days meeting up with neo koko *neo zhi yuan, in case u dont know*. be it when i was kuching or at KL =))
• my hair as it is! my hair is a lil natural-curled. and it looks messy if i dont tie them up. but halt, i just love it as it is! i guess i wont 'send' it for straightening this coming CNY.

i hate or dont like

• hearsay. i guess nobody likes that, heh? it gives people wrong information about me. on the contrary, it saves me - no one would be focusing on my mr right and hence causing troubles to him. with that, i could chat with him freely.
• my new sleeping pillow. it's made of feather, and so, it feels hard and not so springie when lying on it. the feeling is just like lying on stacks of clothes. so dead the feel. i could do nothing. sigh. cause my new pillow cost me about RM60 T.T the other two old ones, the quality arent good, i have to stack up the two in order to have a good night sleep. so yea, i bought the feather one beginning of this sem. hmm...
• who am i. yea, i dont like me myself. i'm of no confident, like, at all! my lecturer of Mechanics and Material and Structures does give questions during lectures. we have to raise our hands to tell her the answers whenever we managed to solve any question, she'll give bonus marks for that. i'm not really that blunt i believe *at least i do believe that*, i managed to solve most of the questions throughout these few weeks, and guess what, i DONT dare to raise up my hand to tell the lecturer my answer! i'm just that useless. sorry. and i dont know how to overcome this. prayers is the only way, i believe. God bless me. amen!=))

in spite of all these, man i love all my friends! everyone of them! teeheehee~

i had a fun-filled eve! initially i didnt have the intention to go anywhere. rejected hoongpin's invitation for countdown-ing. then julie asked if i wanna join her for 'Sherlock Holmes' with a course mate of hers at MBO, U Mall not. without second hesitation, i said 'yes'. and so the movie started at 745pm, a two-hours movie. half way through, senior kianseng *who's just started his Master year* texted and asked if i have any plan. then i followed him for the countdown with a bunch of seniors *of his batch and also hoongpin them* at around 11sth.

Fireworks in Johor is illegal *i heard*. due to the location of the bistro we went is not that well known of, there was fireworks. right in front of me! hahahaha.

and yea, i ended my 2009 with 'Sherlock Holmes' and those bunch of seniors [hey! i'm the only junior ><]. reached hostel at around 3.20AM.=)) fortunately my matric card wasnt scanned!*this is the third time =PP*

to end this LONG post,

MERRY 2010!

may God bless u, whoever is reading this!

p.s.: 'Sherlock Holmes' is nice! i dunno how's it if compared to 'Avatar', cause i didnt watch that =D my handphone ringing tone is now a CNY song. any problem with it?=PP