abrupt ruin

heck.
another change. dam i hate changes so much, that it ruined my yearly plan.
but i have to.
i was on the upper hand. i had all the bargain power that most people don't usually have.
but i wasn't greedy.
all i wanted is only flexible knock off time, even if they offer me the same salary that I'm drawing now.
and ya, i got all that i wanted though the offer is really really really really not attractive to me.
agreed and signed.
but I'm very very very si bei the down after signing off.
sigh
probably i didn't have enough sleep
or probably i just have to be on the treadmill for 8km tmr.

needs or wants?

i want a new Nike running shoes.
i need a new Nike running shoes.

i want a 2Gb Ipod shuffle
i need a 2Gb Ipod shuffle

seriously i dont know these are needs or wants.

whatever it is, i'll get them if some of my babies yield me prominent return. aha~


time flies eh? august is coming to an end. sadness
3-4mths of holidays really insufficient. sien-ness
dont wanna get back to the jungle with thesis -.-

hmm

saw a list of courses to be registered for next sem. have to choose two elective courses, with 3credit hours each. a course mentioned by Mr Josh is in the list. not easy, according to some seniors. they had a headache. lol...

easy way? hard way? not hardware definitely.

structural engineer? or purely hydrologist?

this gonna bugs me for few weeks until the registration day on next month. zzz

the easiest thing is, pray and ask God. aha~

turtle

sigh sigh sigh

my turtle dad. suddenly called and said tat he'll be at singapore on 21-25/4, due to an electrical fair at the expo. i booked my ticket, and now throw away again ==!!! dont care, claim from my dad when i'm back +evil+

going back later than 21/4 liao... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

both singapore and dating my pig i want.

[updated]

final decision: not going singapore. dont care my turtle dad liao. accompany him when he's there again next time.

faculty

i had a thought on the week before juniors registered themselves in respected uni.
and that's no other than-----changing course! changing faculty would be another saying.
course i want??? architecture of course!
i pondered and asked around. asked God, of course! then i'm back here in UTM last sunday, and till yesterday morning, i didnt have much thought about it. not until last nite, the thought of changing course popped up again causing me had to pray hard in order to sleep well.
there i went to see my PA *academic advisor*
a short chat, he wanted me to stay in civil still tho, told me the procedure to change course also.
well,
if it's God's will for me to change to architecture, i'd be on cloud nine.

civil is NOT for me.
God's mercy, hopefully i can work things out well.

my academic advisor asked me to go talk with the dean of faculty alam bina straight away and see what he'd say. but.... his personal assistant stopped me and asked me to fill in a form and write a letter, she said that i dun have to meet the dean bla bla bla.

how?


GOD knows. pray hard for His guidance. surely He wont want me to suffer. heh

decision to be made

thinking of going back home on the 6th till 12th of may. as the last paper will be on the 4th and surveying camp will be on the 13th, there's about a week unplanned.
course mates planning for genting.
munyee suggested singapore.
i'm considering to go home if the airfare is cheap cause i wont be back for raya's holiday..

checked the airlines for the fare. both airasia and malayia airlines. as if that's peak period, both airlines having about RM230 to and fro.....-_-"
expenses for the trip to genting will surely kill my bank account. i'm trying hard to control myself to spend only RM400 this month,excluding phone bill.
singapore... twice the rate here.. unless i hide in NUS and dun go out. even MRT only also kills..
staying here in UTM for this freaking week will kill me more...

God save me. gotta pray hard for that le...


*****

did i tell u? i prayed for a 40/50 for my differential equation test tat day. i got.... 45/50! aha~ first time... praise the Lord! 3marks gone for a question that i didnt know how to do while the other two gone for the stupid careless mistakes. anyways, still, thank God. ehee... *although it's kinda not-so-good. a malay gurl scored 50/50 wat.. NVM =)*

hmmm...

we have this replacement holiday on monday. thinking of going down to the southern of asia monday.. aye,only one day. scare cousin's place doesnt have extra rooms to accommodate me,so yea... but it will be very tiring to have this one-day trip. might be fun in people's eyes,but,it's no joke tiring..