engineering vs economics

never ever get an engineering student study financing, management and marketing

#$^@*!&@^#$*!!!

i could actly sleep through the classes....
but too deep to sleep, die die must stay through to listen to lecturers' explanations T_T

River Safari

went to River Safari this afternoon.
bought the ticket at 20% discount when registered for the Zoo Run.
spent quite some time there.. about 2hours or more? counted as quite long as i was by myself.

thats Kai Kai in the pic, nicknamed onionhead. kinda hard to have a photo with Jia Jia. she's shy, unlike Kai Kai.

like, seriously, who can resist such view??

wished i could have the ability to hide here every sunday.

had some quiet time while being on the link way enjoying the view. literally stood there doing nothing and mind was full of thoughts.

looking at the river, had a strong urge to jump into it, floating *with life jacket of course*, despite the fact that i don't know how to swim

really really really wished to jump into the river and take time to ponder over my absurdity

seriously, i could only treat it as a nightmare and thats it. and i would like to scold from a-z *do cap the potential letters freely, serious.*

maintenance

laptop under maintenance.
no updates.
few more days, if you could wait patiently. thanks!!=))

p.s.: working life... aaaaahhHhhhh!!!!

一个人

赫然发现，哦，我原来是一个人在这里，就这样一个人的生活了好些年。

遇见了好多人，来来去去，或许和他们都是有缘无份，没那个福分，可以和他们深交。

又或许，我的自我保护意识很强，所以很难让人冲进我的圈圈，可以让我称他们为“朋友”。

这么久了，就只有一些古晋人可以让我混得安心。

除了kianseng学长那班，就是其他科系的人，还有祖儿，蒙福的朋友。呵呵。

若不是和他们在一起，其余时间，我都是一个人。

啊，怎么我可以一个人在这样的地方，和这样的一群人生活了那么久？

我真是疯了！

错

一子错，满盘皆落索

boo!

it's been a long time =D

i'm not stupid.

i know what's going on with those subjects.

i just couldnt score well.

i ruin my tests, which pulled down my carry marks, no matter how hard i tried in final, it's like "oh wells~"

i just dont have an exam-orientated mind.

show me things lively, i can remember very well.

malaysia's education.

what to do.

i'll just grad with those lame results.

gaaaaah~

btw, will be back next tue. aha~

random

we human have different thoughts in life at different stages.

few years ago, you planned this and that.

few years ago, your perspective towards life and things around goes like this and like that.

few years later, which is now, you altered your plan again.

few years later, which is now, your perspective changes.

and another few years from now, you might have different plan.

and another few years from now, your perspective might be different again.

well, that's life.

you could just stick to your plan for long and for good. but the catch is, there are many considerations that have to be taken into account.

things and people around make us change. that's where adaption takes place.

"in a heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps."--Proverbs 16:9

we could plan, how things will end up with, it's in the Lord's hand. aha~

*****

last week of lectures.

completely stressed out. two tests for this week, one next week. assignments and replacement classes. well, lecturer of Theory of Structure has been crapping too much, and now, syllabus cant finish, replacement classes has to be made. well......

reinforced concrete design 1 assignment has been taking too much of my time and sleep. 2am is the earliest bed time. last night before 5am. and hence, i couldnt hear my alarm. lolz. thought i could sleep my heart out this saturday, but, replacement class whole day long =.=

has been stressing on MYOB these few days. Mind Your Own Business. it's an accounting software actually, but, good for warning others. LOL

harlo...

nth good

test2 on the mark

to attack me

oooooo la la~~~~

reinforced concrete design 1 this friday nite

yay~ time to burry myself.. burry myself in a cemetery~ wherever.........

btw, i'll be back. soon.

less than a month's time.

short stay in kch.

very short.

very very short............

1/9/10

it's September Fool. to be exact, Lecturer Fools.

was supposed to have this Green Card talk today from 2pm-7pm.

about ten minutes later upon reaching the room, classmate made an announcement saying that the talk has been postponed to 26/9/10.

mostly were like, "WTH?" it was a fine afternoon, we were supposed to be resting in room after lunch, and with sweat and stink, the afternoon was ruined ==

and it's so happened that today is the first of September, so i named it, Lecturer Fools. gaaaaaaah~

looking back my posts history, i noticed that i have only four posts last month, which is, quite unusual for me. lolz. nothing good to crap i think. hmm....

it was National Day yesterday. it's always the tradition to have a celebration when the clock strikes 12midnight of 31/8. it's not a exception this year as well. on top of that, the celebration was "colourful". when i surfed on Facebook yesterday, i saw few articles talking about the happenings during the celebration at Kuala Lumpur area. two cases of ambush. two different groups of Chinese were beaten up by two different groups of Malays at two different locations. well, at last, our historical National Day turned out to be a racial issue attack. i was like, "wat the fish?!" what a 53rd National Day!

i'm not pin pointing to my dearly Malay friends here, but the fact is, there are simply certain Malays who seriously hate Chinese and Indians so much that they scolded us "dogs" and asked us to return to our own countries, i.e., China and India. but, my point of view is, what do they mean by our own countries? oh man, i was born in Malaysia here! i've never stepped on the land of China. how could it be that China is my country? come on, be like a grown up, think like a grown up! dont simply refer us as dogs or asked us go back to our original land. hey, that's what Malaysia, a multi-racial country living under one roof. what's so bad about races other than Malay? alright, the ancestors of Chinese and Indians were from China and India respectively, but how could the ancestors of Malay were from Malaysia? they were from Indonesia! so, if, we were to go back to China and India, arent the Malay supposed to go back to Indonesia? and this land of Malaysia is actually belong to the natives. there is no logic for those who claimed that Malaysia belongs to them. did they ever think of our dearly natives? oh my, they didnt even claim that the land belongs to them! where's the stand of those who claimed that?==

i love my country, Malaysia.

crapping2

ahoy there there there there!!!!!!

i know i've not been blogging for quite some weeks. spare me, i just ended my marathon-like tests *pheeeeeeeeeeeeew*

never been so relieved like this before, cause this was the first time i had this kind of test schedule.

can u imagine if u're like me, who didnt prepare well earlier? tests are all at night. and morning still have lectures to attend. it's like, monday morning lecture, night test *okay, monday's subject i have weekends*; then after nighttime test, ur brain is worn out, followed by morning lectures, night test. and this routine goes on and on for three consecutive days. since today's test was in the afternoon. if u're still energetic after one test in order to prepare for another test, i SALUTE u. LOL

and so, u think can just wait for 4/9 to go back ey?

HALT!!!!

i DO have assignments awaiting me to hand in before the break!

three assignments. due date are more or less the same. it's like next monday or tuesday for my part. well, pros of group work. aha!

and......................

HALT again!!!

i have to go over Batu Pahat this saturday. one day trip.

what a stupid entrepreneurship subject!! i wonder why...... we have to study how to set up a business. my oh my~~~

and i'm going over Batu Pahat for the sake of this business activity and entrepreneur profile. by name, u should know what would happen for business activity and entrepreneur profile. and yea, doing business and interviewing an entrepreneur. soooooOOOOOOO lame.

after the assignments are over..............

i'm so gonna pamper myself with sushi buffet before i'm back! yeah~ i miss it..................... owh......................

till then again XD

i've crapped enough. muahahahahhahahaha

"see" ya all again!

may God bless =))))

p.s.: i gonna have "stupid tiring uni life". look up under the title =PP

crapping

18/8 traffic engineering

20/8 reinforced concrete design

23/8 theory of structure

24/8 mechanics of material

25/8 hydrology

26/8 technocrats and development

KI SIAO DE TEST 1

everyone wants to go back earlier, even the chinese. no one wants to have the subject theory of structure on 1/9. 拿我来开刀. kns! cause they dont have mechanics of material. i repeat ba. wat the fish.

i dont understand the subject theory of structure. maybe i'm used to the feed-me education, with all the examples and etc. this lecturer is unique, he explains the theories behind, without examples, and i'm done for == i salute him, for he's able to bring out Galileo Galilei, Hardy Cross and many others of physicists and mathematicians, their stories even aaahhhhh wat a product from Imperial College in U.K. *salute*

stupid kitten litters at my balcony for few times already. no matter how hard i tried to avoid that, it still comes to my place kns

finally, i bought a manila card to block the entrance. entrance for animals. the wall has a hole, with bars, stupid design.

i went out to seal its entrance. accidentally locked my door when i thought i didnt. ended up, was being fined RM10 for asking for key after office hours. wat a kitten! fish

RM50 to apply for a CIDB green card, which lasts for two years only. renewable. Construction I--(i forgot) Development Board of Malaysia.

for practical. as if i gonna go site during practical. okay, maybe i will. but if i didnt, RM50 down to the drain ==

practical. next year around mid of may. just a blink of eye, i'm third year, and now talking about practical. recently, time passes very fast to me. is it that i'm old, or because the diameter of the earth has really shrunk, and cause me to see sun rise pretty soon? aha~ i dunno. it's TGIF again (thank God it's friday) hmm

i do have a place for practical. Mr Josh there, the engineer that i work with during my last hols. but i have a choice too. my mum's friend. he said he gonna pay me RM600 per month $_$ need further details and confirmation. i dont wanna work on saturday, neither sunday. it makes me feel hanging with a half-day work on saturday. i dont like tat.

mid of august

another 40days nationwide fast and pray had its kick start on 8/8/10. yup 40 days. for Malaysia.

finally it's mid of august and there's a long queue in front of me.

traffic engineering

reinforced concrete design 1

mechanics of material

hydrology

theory of structure

yup, test 1 again!

official kick start date: 18/8/10 ==

see the labels up there? it's "stupid, uni life", did u see that? under the title of this post. i like the way i label. so fantastic. remove the "," u'll get "stupid uni life". indeed. LOL

p.s.:

- i should have bought the air ticket dated 1/9/10 instead of 4/9/10 ==

- my hao lian tiao geh si ai bin stupid lazy flying nerdy pig has this lame humor. whenever i say "swt", he sure replies, "dont swt, go shower" =.=!!! the "swt" he refers in such replies would be "sweating" == lame ey? swt.........

Lesson2

人，不需要旁人的眼光及肯定，神的肯定才是最重要的

不是自夸，但是我很肯定，我有那个平安，一个当我面对着我不熟悉的人的平安

若一个人品行不好，第一眼的见面，我会心理不安，以至我会敬而远之。大学里，让我肯定了我有那个在初次见面就可以决定那人是好是坏的本事。许久以来，我还不曾看走眼

或许，神就是这样让对于我的伤害减到最低吧。

我有点小固执，只要我否定了一个人，即使他对我有着利害关系，我也不会百般奉承。

刚踏入第三年，人生百态，虽然这道理我领悟了好久，但我还想再一次提醒我自己。很多人，可以在你背后骂到你好像没娘生的，但是因为你对他们有着一些好处，他们不会介意当个双面人，在你面前百般奉承。

大学生活，有机会，一定要经历。

因着某些事情，不用人的转述，我知道，我是其中让人在我背后把我踩的很够力的。我选择一笑置之。人家越是踩我，我越是要让他们知道，我活得比他们精彩。

报仇最好的武器，不需要恶言相向，只需要活的比他们精彩，再在他们面前炫耀，和定睛仰望神。伸冤在他，他必报应。

ended

and yea, finally it ended, i mean my working life.

did what QS does. LOL.

and these two months real flied. whooOps. i havent had enough dating time hey!

yea, not enough, it's not like we get to meet each other everyday, it's like three times a week at most. aha~

the engineer gave me cheque! i'm so so so miserable. no cash in hand currently. petrol in tank almost coming to an end. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

till then again

zzzzzzzz

aloha~ it's been a while i know. sorry peeps *ehiuks*

i wanna go shopping~~~

my shopaholic worm creeps! oh no~

but i have no extra money for a shopping spree zzzzzz

if i were to swipe swipe swipe and swipe....

i bet i just so gonna sit at a corner quietly at the end of the month,

looking on the phone,

waiting for it to ring,

with my dad as the caller

to sweep me!

LOL

oh well.....

tata... till then again hahaha

p.s.: one more month. sigh

feel like dying

first day of work

nothing much to do

boss busy with his site

at around 2sth, he went back to the office. told me that he wont be able to teach me much as he's busy with his sites. so he asked me to go to another consulting office starts from tomorrow onwards, and that's at 4 1/2 mile there!!!!!

then talked to him about my petrol. he asked if giving me RM50 extra would be okay or not. stupid me said ok!!!!! oh my sky~ i really feel like dying. how am i going to survive with RM450 per month???? lunch and petrol, and "puff" there you go my salary. sigh sigh sigh T.T

when will i learn the lesson to say "no" especially when it comes to money matters???

am i just too kind or too stupid???

%^#*@!($##

turtle

sigh sigh sigh

my turtle dad. suddenly called and said tat he'll be at singapore on 21-25/4, due to an electrical fair at the expo. i booked my ticket, and now throw away again ==!!! dont care, claim from my dad when i'm back +evil+

going back later than 21/4 liao... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

both singapore and dating my pig i want.

[updated]

final decision: not going singapore. dont care my turtle dad liao. accompany him when he's there again next time.

crapping again

i miss my crocs~

didnt bring it over to JB here. reason 1, luggage prob. reason 2, mummy might wanna wear it, comfortable mah. hahaha

*****

hey it's friday again! i find time to pass very quickly recently. like it was just two or three days ago when i went for a hair trim le ==!!!

study week gonna has its official kickstart next monday.

then final exam on the week after.

time really flies~

and this moment, i'd like to ask, "can i pause the time a while? so that i could have more time on my academic books..." aha~ the answer is always expected, i'm just asking some stupid question. blurb.

hmm i've been blogging quite frequently this month.

do i have so many things to update? nah~ i'm just crapping over here.

i MISS my crocs! and my bed, my oh-so cozy bed!!!!

ways to happy life (2)

http://panda1288.blogspot.com/2010/01/ways-to-happy-life.html that's part one.

a sudden discover to a few more. aha~

• have a higher level of EQ and manage your EQ well. and the fact is, you'll be happier. i'm not going to deny that, i have a higher level of EQ as compared to the past these few days. all i did was, IGNORING! whatever it is, ignore. you'll be happier if u ignored too! ignoring your enemy, ignoring those who are mad at you, ignoring whatever they said. their backstabbing and themselves. whatever. if you get to ignore, man, you're superb! cause what, they are mad at you, and you are so happy all the way. their body cells got killed by their thoughts, and you are producing more body cells!! wahahahahahaha.. how nice it is! your enemy are mad at you, and you are happy! i guess, the best revenge to a person is, the live better than him. what do you think? wahahahaha. the one who suffers, it's him but not you! right? aha~

• dont dwell in the past. it will make u more suffer. let bygone be bygone. see? by the time u saw this post, the moment i'm typing this is already a history to me. that's why the header for my previous post on the sidebar is "panda's history".

• 做人，豁达一点，看开一点 [personhood, be more open-minded, and see through]. why keep holding on to some small stuffs? even if it's a BIG incident, let it be a history after some time. keep dwelling in it, do no good to your health. Cancer does happen on people who dont have bad habits, and why? cause they have bitterness. they keep holding on things that are should be given up. see through. wakakakakakaka..

currently, till here. i might have more. who knows *shrugs*

cheers people! hope this helps. aha~

peer pressure

it's again time for course registration.

we have to take an elective course from human resource's faculty next sem. 8 courses are offered, and after much consideration, i decided to choose Technocrats and Development. i forgot the details about this course but i do hope that i might learn something i'm interested. mostly just following the friends. as usual, i'm always the alien, so i dont care. LOL LOL.

people from Architecture and courses as such are kinda weird, here in UTM i mean. and since i'm weird, i'm supposed to be in Architecture lah~ duh~ *eyes rolling* ahahaha. nvm. dont care. let me be the odd man out. unique bah~ not the always-following-people [do i sound sarcastic? paiseh lah] LOL LOL!!!

on the side note, although i know the time is near, i'd still dream of our future. like how are we in few years' time after i graduated, where should i work, how long would we last, etc etc. uh yea, obviously 'our' is referring to me and the pig lah, okay?@@~ gaaaahhh.. let me be, let me dream on. muahahahahaha.

no point keep digging the past. let bygone be bygone. the second that has just past, whatever happened is counted as history. no point keep holding on to that. ahh well..

ahoy! water treatment test tonight. i'm still blogging!!! wahahahahah