dilemma

人每次就是酱
不见棺材不掉泪

曾经祷告说
让身边还没信主的人，
个个都要经历神

事情好像真的如我所求
但是
我 止步了
因为 我不在古晋

脾气超臭的他
身边没有基督徒
我不懂他要如何经历神
我知道祷告是唯一的方法

但是
我依然慌了

主啊，
怜悯我吧

帮助我
让我不要后悔我现在所作的一切
TT___________TT

=(

i hate being eldest in the family
i wish i was the youngest, the notorious, and useless one
then none of the family members would be of my business.

envy those who are the eldest,
but dont have to be responsible after the family financially and have their good time having fun around without any savings in the account.

D.I.S.L.I.K.E.