exhausted

it's soOOO crazy!

btw, how's ur christmas time? Calvary City Church JB had this christmas celebration yesterday from 10am till around 12sth or 1pm. since i wasnt up to anywhere and even singapore, so i went church. photos are on facebook. but the quality arent good. well, dont hope much on a 2MP phone. aha~ my christmas eve was a bad one. luckily on christmas day itself, church had celebration.

as i was tired after church yesterday, i cancelled my plan to City Square for this Y.E.S. (Year End Sale). and yea, i went today.

met Fantastic Four and a master year girl while waiting for public bus at bus stop. this Fantastic Four consisted of Four 3rd year guys *fantastic FOUR mar...* and they are no joke fantastic.

we reached CS at 12sth. initially this Fantastic Four told me that they might be leaving at around 2sth or 3pm. and so, i accompanied them with their shoppings after i came up with an agreement with the master year girl that we'll meet again at around 5sth to go back to Taman Uni together.

things didnt turn out to be as planned. i accompanied the Fantastic Four until around 4pm when i realized that they gonna continue their shopping and i HADNT bought any clothes yet! so i was off on my own to hunt for my CNY clothes while they continue theirs. i done mine at around 5sth. and the fantastic part about this Fantastic Four is, they were STILL shopping when i texted zhiming koko *my direct*!!!!! OMG! they done their shopping officially at 6pm. oh dear~~~~~ man, they are guys! me girl only take about an hour or so to finish. even the master year girl went back at 4sth =___= some more, they eye only on high-end stuffs. no flea market's quality. from watch to shoes. guess what, seiko, john master, nike etc etc, and nike alone is not enough. still have puma, adidas and maybe new balance. baleno and bossini are not in their lists. [faint long long]

one told me that it's their first time to have a girl shopping around with them. normally only the four of them doing the shopping and giving advice to one another. when being asked why i dont go hunt my own clothes while they do their shopping instead of looking at them, i told them that i'll hunt mine when they've done theirs. and can learn what kind of clothes would guys normally shop for by the way too. aha~ it's my first time to do shopping with a group of guys too!

i have quite a good harvest. three tops and a pair of new jeans! oh yeah~~~~ havent been getting new jeans for quite some years. but hey! i'm not done yet! still have heels/sandals, handbag and some accessories. a good harvest does imply that my pocket is having a big BIG hole now! ROFL!!! i thought i might get some nice stuffs from boutique like Mango as it's having a sale up to 50% but well... instead of harvesting clothes on sale, none of the clothes i bought has a discount. oh no! wait, there's one! 20%! ONLY *sigh*

p.s: never ever look down on guys' shopping power. i'm raising white flag. legs might get painful tonight. fingers crossed they wont lah!

hope u guys have a joyful, loving and peaceful christmas!

another short update

and so, this is basaga. a very ideal place for a gathering too!

cat plush from kuan chern. name, kayla. a funny one. very cute~~^^

cake from Oliver. he gave me cake too, last year. LOL. i finished this in ONE day

this is cute right???!!! from weini, my cellgroup leader and julie!

even the card is nice too! may God bless the two abundantly also... ^^

the two christmas trees standing at bugis.

it's winter solstice festival today! quite pityful that i'm stuck in this stupid utm at this moment. chinese has a saying, i.e, winter solstice is bigger than CNY. thanks to hoongpin the filthy rice for the glutinous rice balls delivery. had dinner at kolej's cafe with my direct, zhiming koko and some juniors. well..

glad that my hydraulic lecturer is giving us a break for christmas this thursday. so, my class will be only until 11am. but, sadly, no more singapore.. how i wish i could be there for christmas...><

singapore?

was in singapore on thu afternoon. just came back yesterday evening.

and hey, guess what, i have a best exercise to recommend to u all!

thinking hard of slimming ur legs? aha~

go sg through malaysia custom, and back to jb at peak time, mind u, peak time. u'll definitely have fun ><

went bugis and chinatown AGAIN! aha~ i went there before le..

then back to cousin's house at tampines. it's no joke far. somewhere changi airport there.

staying at cousin's house, i did nothing. nowhere to go also. so yea, since cousin and his wife went KL for wedding dinner, i helped my aunt and the maid with their kids, the girl is 5years old while the boy is about 18mths or so. heh. it's fun to be around with kids. *missing Kidsgames wuiiii... LOL * also, PPS with my aunt. wahahahahahahha....

aunt brought me walked around tampines neighborhood while waiting for my niece to finish her ballet class yesterday morning. SGD2 per clothes i saw. LOL LOL. flea market's stuffs are quite cheap le. cecelia ahern's "P.S. I Love You" can be sold at SGD7.50. well. haha

hmm not going sg again for christmas next week loo, heard that it's always very crowded at that time. lazy to take care of backpack with passport le. haha!

p.s.: hey, kuching has kueh chap, so do jb here and singapore there. guess what? still, kuching's kueh chap the best! hands up anyone? haha.

short update

and so it's wednesday.

no special feelings when got back here in utm again.

no homesick too!

only miss all my friends back in kuching.

yaya, u, u, u, and u. hahaha. everyone la =))

15 credit hours for this semester, with SIX subjects. ouh wells.

timetable... no really like it. i feel like it's a lil 'half way hanging' like tat.

monday 9-11am, then 2-4pm.

tuesday better, 8-11am, then 2-4pm.

wednesday is a bit crappy, 9-11am ONLY! cause the afternoon is for coQ class, and we only have to take coQ class for two semester. i've finished the quota. =))

thursday 9-1pm. another free afternoon.

friday 9-11am, then 3-5pm.

aiks! *headache a bit XDD*

hey, fridays of this two weeks are public holidays! students feel good. friday, saturday and sunday bo.. ahaha~~~

and ya, since my thursday class is only until 1pm, so i'm heading down to singapore again. huhu..

21

a meet up at Bing! on 7/12. also a 21st celebration of mine and an early one for suai. i enjoyed the moment being together with lynn, mei and suai. every single second!!

a christmas gift from lynn ^^ from Taiwan Cake House

cute cupcakes from Taiwan Cake House too!^^

suai n me! we're the best friends in primary sch! and i think we'll be the best till the very end too!=DD and guess wat, we had the same drink that night! best friends share the same thought. wat more to say that when we're both sagittarius?? LOL

suai suggested this..><

and she had to bear the consequences for her naughtiness!! hahaha =P

the princesses! namely suai, me, lynn and mei. how long have we known each other??? since we're 7!!! LOL.

a meal from eli at 木木小屋. thanks~~~~~~ tho not nice ><>

a nice handphone strip from lynn. thanks~~~ it's been a long long time since i dont hang anything on my phone d loo.. hehe. lynn, eli loves this too u know? haha

a nice mug and a strip from Ma Ing ^^

sushi king as lunch with ah teck, limin, jason and mei yesterday. then 'Jump' the movie with mei at MBO when the others went to sing k. till around 4pm, met up with Ma Ing. as she didnt have her lunch, so we ate at secret recipe. it was 4sth... then dinner with eli at 7sth. and so, i'd been eating whole day! LOL. my mum said that it's impozble for me not to gain weight! LOL LOL.

most of the time i was spending with my primary classmates. i love that kind of atmosphere. hehe. it's no joke memorable and unforgettable, mind u. not many can have such a big day with their primary classmates and also those bests. I AM SO HONORED and BLESSED to have all of them!!

and i learn that 朋友贵不在多, 贵在知心 (how many friends u have is not important, the important thing is, how well u two know each other) ^^

Sarah's Confession

and so, i'm officially 21! time flies, i've been living on this world for two decades.

for the past two decades, my life wasnt of a bed of roses.

i drew a life graph when i was in Lower 6 before, during the PRS training camp, required by Miss Chong, the teacher in charge of this PRS club. i dont keep tat graph. but no one would expected it to be so crooked, and those who were in the same sharing group with me, i bet that they were all amazed. i still remember that i was quite surprised as Miss Chong said that she knows that i camouflage myself and that i'm a strong girl. LOL. Miss Chong is a good teacher.

for the same training camp, we had this session--find an object to represent ourselves and state the reasons for that object. prefects training camp had this too, but tat time, i didnt really take it serious to find a suitable object. for the PRS training camp, i actually used sand to represent myself. reasons--useless. and yea of course, Ms Chong did 'cheng' me. LOL. she said that sand IS important. without sand, most things couldnt be formed.

till today, i'm still lack of confidence. i still think that i'm just no one, not important, with or without my existence in this world, makes no difference in anyone's life. the earth would just keep going. whatever i do, no one will acknowledge how accurate it is. academically, even if i'm right, i'd turn to my next and ask if i'm correct, and before anything, i'd just cancel out the answer i have. and even if i'm correct, no one would listen to me, and stand firm on his answer, tho theirs are proven to be wrong.

and yea, i'm just one small sand, giving no significant contribution to the others. but i'm glad that God sees me, the tiny sand. but, i'm still of no confidence. u might see me as very loud, but i completely have no confidence.

i still have the fear to enter Padini Concept Store at The Spring. aha, u know i know. i know i'm stupid and shouldnt have that fear. i did nothing wrong. i wasnt the one with flaws. whenever i wanna go Padini, i'd think and stay alert, like betting on my luck that his off day is still the same so that i'd be able to shop around. after one and a half year, i'm still afraid. why not say that i'm escaping? LOL.

oya, my 20th wasnt that bad too!

• remember my trip to singapore with tzeboon? aha~ it was so coincidentally that we met this International Wine Fair, and it was my first time that i tried various type of wine and beer, of course, none has the alcohol content that exceeds 30% le..>< so ="PP">
• starting 7/1/2009, i'm no longer available. i guess, no more second chance for me to be available again heh? so sorry for those i've killed. he's my mr right, so i'm not wrong for all the killings. aaah... he's totally not my type. at least he gives me the feeling that he's the one. and it's the second time that i fall for him due to some stupid complications. x)
• some crazy things i've done! went home just for ONE week before survey camp instead of exploring west malaysia just for some STUPID reason!X) was on MRT for one hour plus plus, passing by 20 over stations just for some meet up! ouh my~ i can go that crazy! LOL

how would my 21st end up? hmm...

by the way, not holding any parties or celebration.

1. as i've said earlier on, wat's so special about being 21 years old? LOL. every year also has 8th of december.
2. i dont wanna clear up all the mess after the party. it's MY labour day, dont wanna work on anything on that day. =PP
3. i dunno who to invite to my party. the most important ones-- eli and lynn are doing BIG business, even if dated them earlier on, they wont be able to confirm anything till the very hour. XDD

my wishes............

• i wanna be a 24/7 shopaholic
• friends around would stay happy and healthy wealthy always and forever
• i can work something out. aha~
• trying hard to dress up to be more matured! would be delighted if i can dress myself like a 23 years old lady! LOL LOL!!! people around only wanna look younger, only me... wahahahahaha...
• most importantly, people around would get to know how loving Jesus is that i'm still alive in this world. too many miracles that He has performed in my life. hopefully, friends, i wanna see u all in heaven some day.

but i ended up with some tea sessions with bunch of friends. and it's my first time passing the time with my primary classmates! my birthday always falls on school holidays, so i used to have this day over without friends around but with their wishes [ever since i have a mobile phone]. hahaks!

and hey, last but not least, thanks for all the wishes, present from lynn, and everything!!!=))

=))

i'm just not so important.

but i am 100% + 1% sure that i'm the one and the only one Sarah Tan Sook Yen who's born at Ong Specialist Hospital on 8/12/1988 with a given pretty mandarin name of 陈淑燕.

well, the phrase "committing suicide" doesnt exist in my dictionary. no worries. haha

randomism

went for Young Su's Ice Cream with tzehui last week.

located at jalan song. operates till 10pm.

not bad. operated by Koreans.

can someone tell me why are the cans placed upside down?

too bored. dunno what good to be done.

o.O

it's 2nd of december. my direct senior, ah hong koko's birthday ^^

it was indeed a special night last night, marked the beginning of december. aha~

had this gathering with some of my primary school classmates. had fun. hehe.

never expected an athletic turned out to be a shy guy! maybe it was a crowd and most of us just met for the first time, tat's why he's a bit shy. and that's jason! haha. i feel so funny to see him to be tat shy. LOL

i wonder if this primary school classmates gathering is only meant for digging out who secretly admired who back in primary school. cause the topic last night didnt go much further than that! LOL..

jessica and alvin, the rambutan said that i was quiet last night. erm.. i think maybe i was in a crowd of ppl that i'm not tat familiar with. or maybe i've really turned out to be a quiet person at last??????zzzzzzzzZZZZZ

we have cheekiong, alvin the rambutan, jason, weiyaw, jasper, mingchiat, ah teck, ah chuan. then me, limin, catherine, jessica and chinmei.

geez.. it took seconds to upload photos here but ages on facebook. £^@*$(%(%£

*few more days to go. is it a pathetic for no celebration? wat's so special about 21st? i feel nothing by not celebrating le. going for a tea with bunch of girls tho. aha~*