finally

and today is the day! the day that i've been yearning for all these while LOL...

it's my free day!

am so so so relieved after submitting my Reinforced Concrete Design 1 project.

it's seriously a "wow". and i find that, i actually can be so productive and efficient. oh wells, only when u apply a loading on me, then the loading will create a force in me. and so, only then i could be so productive and efficient.

a project that is supposed to take up three-four weeks for completion... with the loading and the force applied, i only used ONE freaking week. from zero, to sth.

a continuous beam, with four point loads that requires load transfer.

and a slab. luckily no stairs!!!

and the detailing, aka drawings. ONE week. LOL

ok.. this one week isnt easy, mind you. i burnt midnight oil everyday. and yes, everyday. with two minor assignments and two tests in between too. my earliest bedtime was 2am. latest was 630am. nice huh? lol. i treat it as a kick. LOL...... that's life. a procrastinator's life. LOL.

beam failed, slab failed. but i didnt redesign as being told. just, "whatever".... it's just an assignment after all. not in real working life XD ahey, if i were to redesign... 24hours no sleep also insufficient. 29 pages of calculations, used up nearly 60pages of draft papers. well, just imagine that... if i were to redesign? kill me would be a faster way. LOL. recopied a few pages too, when i realized the format wasnt right. hahaha....

with this, i'm honored to be China's National Treasure instead of being a so called first-class Malaysian. LOL... "a place for panda" is a good name. teehee~

after completing this project, we were assigned to complete a few tutorial questions in the lecture notes. and i find that........ the questions are peanuts! and how good if we were assigned to do those instead of that project! aha~

if architect is a person who burns midnight oil with his drawings and civil engineer burns midnight oil with calculations, formulae, codings and designs, i would choose to be an architect. with my creativity, i could design all sorts of "logical" buildings, and let those engineers to crack their heads for how many reinforcement bars they should allocate for each beam and slab. LOL.. no, i'm not mean, i'm just being so kind~~~ tsk tsk tsk......+evil laughing+

maybe i'd go back to Mr Josh and his "balaju"("eraser" in hokkien) there..... hmm...

this coming monday is the official study week. and soon enough, i gonna end my fifth sem.

after being an engineering student, esp civil, for five semesters.... i'm getting more and more practical. practical is not materialistic. aha~

my dress code is getting more and more simple. a simple teeshirt, a pair of jeans, and my crocs, then i'm on the mark. nothing fanciful. i dont even care about sunblock. KNS i have insufficient time, dont tell me about sun-blocking, what more to say about makeups and fanciful dressings. i'd rather sleep more and get more time for my plain oatmeal as breakfast. wakakakaka.........

as for my pencil case... it's getting simpler too~ black ink pens, mechanical pencil, highlighter, ruler and eraser. oh man~ i have no energy for colorful notes. neither do i have time for a good handwriting. LOL....

i'm getting more and more........... NOT girly! oh no~ dont care. whatever...... i dont give a damn on those things. hahahahahaha........

i see some lights in the subject "offshore" muahahahaha..... deng deng deng deng~~~~~

and my thesis too~ muahahaha.... since i have idea on the company for internship... so basically i can put this stupid thing aside and start a bit with my thesis next semester, although it's still freakishly early for me to do that. hahahaha........

whatever....

random

we human have different thoughts in life at different stages.

few years ago, you planned this and that.

few years ago, your perspective towards life and things around goes like this and like that.

few years later, which is now, you altered your plan again.

few years later, which is now, your perspective changes.

and another few years from now, you might have different plan.

and another few years from now, your perspective might be different again.

well, that's life.

you could just stick to your plan for long and for good. but the catch is, there are many considerations that have to be taken into account.

things and people around make us change. that's where adaption takes place.

"in a heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps."--Proverbs 16:9

we could plan, how things will end up with, it's in the Lord's hand. aha~

*****

last week of lectures.

completely stressed out. two tests for this week, one next week. assignments and replacement classes. well, lecturer of Theory of Structure has been crapping too much, and now, syllabus cant finish, replacement classes has to be made. well......

reinforced concrete design 1 assignment has been taking too much of my time and sleep. 2am is the earliest bed time. last night before 5am. and hence, i couldnt hear my alarm. lolz. thought i could sleep my heart out this saturday, but, replacement class whole day long =.=

has been stressing on MYOB these few days. Mind Your Own Business. it's an accounting software actually, but, good for warning others. LOL

Ayukawa

RM55 per person, due to 10% discount for students. eat all u can =.= went with melissa, the third year senior.

this is a super late post. like, for a month d....... LOL.....

*just to entertain u all now~~~* muahahaha

RAW oysters!!!!! i miss it badly~~~T.T

Lamb chop

U see the layer of omega 3 of THAT salmon!!!!*drum rolls*

i could agree no more with this!

i wanna "steal" a post from jfook. and i could agree no more with him! LOL~~~

and here it goes~

Actually I'm kinda sick of some people around me right now. If you don't know how bad this people could be, let me give you some examples of conversations that would cause me to smack them, kick their butts, or just pour acid on their face. (ok joking)

"Omg, I can't get A for this subject already! There are so many people got 90 above, and I'm 90 only!" (So you want me to praise that you got 90 or what? 90 still not enough, can you just die now?)

"I can't finish studying! How??" (I think you have been repeating the same lecture notes for zillions of times)

"How? No 4 flat this semester lah..." (Why you love 4 flat so much? Is 4 flat a type of drug or something? If yes, you're fucking addicted to it)

Now when I'm typing it, I feel like smacking them right away! (joking joking ok?)

How can this people so academically brought up, yada yada, first class is important if you wanna skip your master and here you go phD woots and employers would go "wow, wee, woots! when they get to see rows of As.

Ok, scoring A is an advantage of course. In many ways I suppose, at least you have something to show off to the world you're somehow belonged to the smart ass group and of course KIASU group too.

Not a bad thing though right?

I mean, who don't want to pass with flying colours in their exams, scoring As and get zillions of awards till you feel sien of it?

Lecturers and all academias in this entire world would definitely insist that "we don't want bookworm students, we want soft skills..and bla bla..."

True true...But eventually, what is the priority when they wanna judge a good student and a bad one? Of course, they will give credits to students who obtain straight As in their exams. I mean, academic is still the first impression whether you're SMART or you're DUMB. Soft skills, and all those stuffs will come later. (I'm not saying SOFT SKILLS are not important here)

This is what our society means to be right now.

If No A=DUMB, with As(must have as many As as possible)=Smart, becoming a doctor=Genius, I guess I'm in the middle of dumb and smart.

So I can go die now, cos I even fail to become a SMART person in my life.

But I'm not thinking that way, I always believe that, when there's will, there's a way. Yes, I might be doing pretty well academically, but there are so many people much better than me. If I care everyone and everything around me, I could die of prejudice and jealousy now.

I always convince myself, I should be contented with what I have now.Yes, knowledge is power. But hello, "A" is not power. You got "A" doesn't mean you have knowledge. It's just an alphabet after all.

You know, I always think that, perhaps I'm more dumb than others, but somehow, I've so many things that others do not have. My life is so much better than others in my uni, because I don't have to lock myself in the room for fucking 24 hours in the room to study. I can go hang out whenever I want cos I don't have to worry about my financial problems. When I have financial crisis (which is not crisis after all), I just call up my parents, and they would evacuate me from this so called crisis.

I'm not showing off.

Just that, sometimes when we were upsetting of our flaws like you think you're stupid, poor or ugly or whatever, it's time to dig out all the good things you have in yourself to convince yourself that your life is not so fuck up after all.

This is what I am doing now.

Perhaps I'm such a failure, but with all the convincing and stuffs, I think I'm doing good, not perfect, but GOOD.

My life is happier now.

I might be still dumb, ugly and whatever.....but at least I'm happy. You can envy me now. =P

P/S: I might be pointing so directly towards certain people. Don't hate me, because all in all, it's just a blog entry which voice out what I think towards life. HAHA. Chill yeah!

harlo...

nth good

test2 on the mark

to attack me

oooooo la la~~~~

reinforced concrete design 1 this friday nite

yay~ time to burry myself.. burry myself in a cemetery~ wherever.........

btw, i'll be back. soon.

less than a month's time.

short stay in kch.

very short.

very very short............