lost and found

*day 12 after the break up*

it's day 12. finally managed to have proper meals.*thank God.. applause please...* found my appetite on friday.. well, pointless to 'mourn' for a long time. if not, will really have aneroxia, then my mum will get me to doctor i guess. hehe...

saw tzehui at food court today. she said i got thinner. it's been a month since we last met. perhaps, i've really got thinner. hmm... wasnt having proper meals for 9 days. so maybe i've got thinner.

didnt make it for blogging these days. kinda lazy a little. everyday after home and bathed, will piah dvd. then it'll be around 12sth in the midnite after an episode or two. oyea, am now watching 'they kiss again'. it's part two of 'it started with a kiss'.

received my salary yesterday. 900+. gave mum RM350. budget for food RM150. so... basically, about half of my salary gone ady. blurb... went springie earlier today. cause wanna go shopping for a while. went Nose. bought two pairs of sandals. white colour. not so bad. both had 10% discount each. the design is better than vincci lor... dont like those from vincci.*i compared before buying d lerh...* one is RM20++ while the other one is RM40++. allright, i'm lazy for a snapshot and uploading. so girls, sorry ler... hehe... hmm... right now.. my shoes cabinet has about seven pairs of shoes. two high heels, three ballet shoes and two sandals. aha~ and that's excluding another two pairs of slippers. ehee.. dont feel like getting any ballet shoes. patterns i saw not nice de.. sigh... even vincci's also.. tend to be very picky these days. will spend few days looking and comparing around. mum said me became very picky ki.... blurb...x_x wonder how am i going to import those shoes if i'm flying for studies. swt...-_-" shouldnt have bought the sandals first. geeeeeeeee...

guess people around will think that i have feelings towards ah feng ei... maybe ah feng himself also think so. i dunno... just think so. erm... didnt fall for him actually... was short circuited before when i first saw him nia nia...*mr yap also said he's engtau bar...* but back then i was with ian lo. so as days go by, no feelings ler... just treat him as a big brother nia nia ler...x_x well well... i'm not ian lo. wont start a relationship so soon ler.. wheeeeheeeeeee..... it's june ady also.. wont be around for long. so... kuching's guys.. aha~

saw neil simon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
didnt see him for............................... three years d i guess. haha.... another engtau kia. from st joseph de... he has a gf d.. so girls... paiseh. hmm.. good ler him... finishing his course by july arrrr.... sien... me still waiting for the stupid offer letter... big ko ko also finishing in two years' time from now.. but i still have at least five years to go if i'm going for architecture lerh....

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can start countdown for the day to receive offer letter from local uni? God bless me lerh... MUST arrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

public holidays these two days. letup liao.. triple pay ei.... wahahahahaha...

happy gawai...

requirements

this is the 60th post! so it'll be something a little different.

R.E.Q.U.I.R.E.M.E.N.T.S
it will be the requirements for my another half.
1. christian
2. either same age or older *five years will be the upper boundary*
3. non smoker
4. can be a light drinker if he wants. *definately cant be heavy drinker*
5. taller than me. *then i can wear high heels when going out with him*

those are the basics. hehe...

the supplementary will be.........................
1. at least a degree holder. *can find job alil bit more easier*
2. monthly income more than mine. *dont have to support his daily expenses*
3. would be nicer if he's with specs =)

family background........
poor guy, rich guy.... i dont care. cause i dont need him to support my daily expenses. i'll pay for whatever i want. hehe....

hmm.... so...... i'm not very picky. when the feeling is right, then clicked.
BUT!
when reading through these, you all can find that my darling hardly meet most of them. so..... the so called "REQUIREMENTS" will be like just for reference. haha....

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today is the THIRD day my mum asked me to go for a doctor cause i've been coughing like nuts. i just shook my head. mum said me very ti ki ----- gigi besi.x_x
today is the SECOND day that i've been swallowing my meals instead of munching.. i even found it hard for me to swallow my saliva...*pity me...*
today is the FIRST day i went out with my darling in couple's tee. it took me a long time to kick of the shyness...x_x we went springie agAIN. it's like our second home ki.... then went into padini.... i memang shy long long cause was in the same tee with my darling. my darling scolded me cause i'm the one who didnt want our thingy to be covered. and now when we wear the same tee out,i shy long long pula.....@_@

went checked my maybank account this morning. pay was BANKED IN!!!! wheeeeheeeee... kudos to Padini Dot Com. this is the first time i had more than 1k banked in to my account. haha.... gave mum RM350 where i have RM250 to be my expenses of the month.
thank God.............

Do the maths

bamboo:
Juz got my salary from pertama tuition centre yesterday..i've taught for NINE days for the month of january...


Do the maths:get ur calculator ready!=D
i've taught for nine days.each session two and half hours.so tat's a total of...___hours.count urself.
for nine days,i only got....RM58.50..told ya i malu nak cakap dy...
so...each session is about RM6.50.terrible??
teaching from monday till friday nite starting february.
press calculator again.RM6.50 a day,february has...__days.fill in urself.then times both of the figure.so i'll get RM___ for the month of february.not done yet.
i wont be able to go home for dinner as i lepas kerja by 6pm for the morning job.so gonna speed in order to hav my dinner at the kopitiam nearby and reach the tuition centre on time.
so..again,monday till friday..dinner will cost me RM3 EVERYDAY.february-__days.times the two figure and u'll get RM___(fill in the blank ).then,use the amount u got at the first place to minus the amount i'll spend for dinner.the balance of RM___ will be my salary for the month of february.malu nak cakap..malu nak cakap...sob sob...
people jadi cikgu,me jadi cikgu..people wealthy healthy..me kurus kering(i mean my pay)...
haiz....
dunno if can continue not................
i wanna continue,cuz i din work for the pay,i juz wanna fill up my nite time.plus plus plus it's dealing with lil kids...and me...*cough cough love kids cough* and the kids also love to stick with me...tampar budak ni,biar dia bangun dari mimpinya.
bUT...if me continue..my mum sure get her wateva knife ready and 'welcome' me at the house door one...
haiz...
i'm so gonna die now ler...dunno wat to do...dunno if should i continue or juz quit.memang torn apart between my job and my love for those kids..muntah darah...
anyone can teach me wat to do??i'm so indecisive ler....sigh sigh sigh....


sugar cane:
suddenly miss those days...when i was in both mbks and state libraries piah-ing for stpm with zookeeper...really miss those days.we even texted even though we were juz few footsteps away from each other after he knew who am i..cuz didnt tell him who am i when i first texted him..and it makes me wanna go state library alot now during weekends...kesian kesian..
salary from my morning time job...batang hidung pun sik ada...cry cry...kl people memang ngiauci....sheeeEsh....