unhappy

times flies, and its thursday now.
seems like just a blink of an eye since I'm back from kuching.

feel like resigning.
never been this stressful and unhappy before
to the level that i can experience gastric disorderliness for few consecutive weeks.
i did not able to sleep through the night since the night i arrived singapore when i was able to sleep till sun rise back at home.
that poor man also wasn't able to sleep well here, only back at home.
sigh

i dont like all these rubbish
dont tell me about Korea and Philippines. i hate these two countries now, to the deep heart's core.

showed colleagues colours by not following any structural works today.
took the opportunity that tower cranes mast have to be extended, i just took my own sweet time to sort out my cranes filing and recording, and purposely not to complete it today.

they just seem to forgot that I'm just helping them with the structural works, my main task is to oversee the crane operation.
i dont get extra pay for the structural works.
the pay i get now is only for my Resident Engineer identity.

I AM UNHAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ';..;'